My head's been all over the place for quite sometime and I couldn't help, but wonder who my real friends were. So I told them a select few something potentially life-changing, something I knew that they wouldn't be totally biased to.
I told them that I was pregnant, that I was six weeks along and that I didn't know what to do. I was worried for sometime, fearing that someone would judge me and fearing of what would happen in the future. Would I keep the baby or abort it? I'm a Catholic and we don't believe in abortions. But the situation I had was somewhat stupid. It was very, very stupid how it happened.
So for the first time in my life, I saw that I had good friends around me and knew that I could rely on them whenever things got ugly. I didn't realise much of how people valued my friendship and understand that now. I understand that you don't realise what you have until something awful happens along the way.
But I felt awful, burdening those friends with this secret. I thought about telling other people, wondering if they'd judge me. I was shaking inside because some part of me was telling me that it wasn't for real.
Sadly, there's something else that I must confess.
This was an April Fool's Day joke. Got cha!
For now, I apologise profusely to those who I told this "secret" to. What I said above is true and I deeply respect their friendships now that I've seen how much they care for me. Anytime you need a shoulder to cry on, you got me right there.
Whether it be an April Fool's Day joke or something real, I'll be there.
Since it's technically after midnight here, happy April Fool's Day!
I told them that I was pregnant, that I was six weeks along and that I didn't know what to do. I was worried for sometime, fearing that someone would judge me and fearing of what would happen in the future. Would I keep the baby or abort it? I'm a Catholic and we don't believe in abortions. But the situation I had was somewhat stupid. It was very, very stupid how it happened.
So for the first time in my life, I saw that I had good friends around me and knew that I could rely on them whenever things got ugly. I didn't realise much of how people valued my friendship and understand that now. I understand that you don't realise what you have until something awful happens along the way.
But I felt awful, burdening those friends with this secret. I thought about telling other people, wondering if they'd judge me. I was shaking inside because some part of me was telling me that it wasn't for real.
Sadly, there's something else that I must confess.
This was an April Fool's Day joke. Got cha!
For now, I apologise profusely to those who I told this "secret" to. What I said above is true and I deeply respect their friendships now that I've seen how much they care for me. Anytime you need a shoulder to cry on, you got me right there.
Whether it be an April Fool's Day joke or something real, I'll be there.
Since it's technically after midnight here, happy April Fool's Day!
But if this WAS true ( I thought you were researching for FFFC at first... 
) I'd try to be there for you... but as it's not, that's an awful fucking April Fool's day joke, woman. Even if I laughed. You have a looooot of apologizing to do 
