[V3] What's Your Mood?

Mood: :ryan:

It hasn't stopped raining since yesterday, so classes were suspended today. It was such a pain yesterday to go back home, the traffic was unbelievable.

But today...it's perfect bed weather. I've done absolutely nothing except eat lunch and lie in bed. YA novel + rain + bed. I cannot ask for anything more. :ryan:
 
Mood: Happy

Had my final seminar today, and that marks the end of my term as far as classes are concerned. Next week is essentially free, aside from a couple of meetings I need to attend, but otherwise I'll try to make the most of the (hopefully) nice summer weather and relax. After that, I'm going back to London for the summer, have a job sorted out for the duration of the holiday, and I can get to work on my dissertation. All in all, pretty cheerful right now, looking forward to my week off :)
 
Mood: Good. Woke up extremely early today and I went straight to bed again. I had a nice rest, which is always nice. I do not know why I was up at 5:30 ish in the morning. Later I am going to one of my uncles and he now has a new house with his girlfriend. Despite them fighting numerous times, they always got back together. So I never been, but it should be nice. I also want to play some more Final Fantasy XII later and try the Dungeon Siege III demo. The demo will make me buy the game, if I like it a lot.
 
Mood: Bleh

Reason: Woke up with a bit of aching from my right eye and it hasn't gone away, so that's been bugging me. Work was the same as ever (oh how I do not enjoy having to work during weekends as well), so that's my energy spent. To look on the bright side, I'm heading out this evening to...well, more or less drink with friends, if I can find where we're actually supposed to meet. I can drive yes, but I can't really drive well if I'm constantly looking around while trying to find the damn place. Plus I really can't be bothered to drive for the rest of the day, so I'm not going near the wheel again. I don't dare tell the mothership what I'm really doing in case she flips out as ever, so I may get dad to drive me there, providing I can trust him. He isn't joining in though, so he'll have to return home then drive back to pick me up again afterwards. In other (non)events, it's pretty chilly here. We were promised a heatwave as well, so I'm not sure what happened there, unless of course it's exclusive to the south. :hmmm:
 
Mood : Very...very exhausted .

I only woke up two hours ago (yeah, I'm a night owl, and that happens sometimes.), and I feel like I gained 40 invisible pounds. :brooding: Kind of forgot how strong UV vodka is to my system. I'm just glad that I had nothing important to attend to today, otherwise I'd be fucked. Ignoring threatening texts that I'm getting from my exs (which I don't know why she's talking to me.), drinking a lot of tea, making another appointment at Ai for discussing financial aid . . . again. Not the best day ever, but I'll recover shortly .
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Mood: Confused, anxious....

I'm having relationship troubles at the moment, mainly because of me, don't really wanna go into it too much but I'm just worried about what's gonna happen in the future, with my feelings and stuff, I dunno what to do anymore :sad3:

Got work later, too tired for that too. Meh I feel like crap basically...
 
Mood: ...

I have no mood... I feel kinda, well, the best way to put it is 'blegh.' Yesterday we had a day out with work, we went to the beach, there were some activities, but I decided to just lounge there, it WAS hot enough to take off my sweater vest, but I wasn't boiling in it so I kept that on, however, my chest, from my top and up, and my cheeks and nose are burnt.

It's friggin weird 'cause I've never had it happen, I tan really easily, so it's very weird to still see the redness. 8( Anyway. It's only 3, I work at 5. It's fucking hot out today though, I'm just hoping that work won't be boiling. That's what I hate about working where I do during the summer, it fucking. sucks. Period next week too, hurrah. >.>

I'm literally doing nothing right now, bored out of my mind, I rather get work done and over with. =/ I don't even know what to do with my time and it's frustrating me.
 
Mood: Not good. Not bad.

No class today and tomorrow. Same as Kira. I don't know what to do with my time. It's 3pm at the moment, which means I managed to sleep off the whole day and half the afternoon. I've been disallowed the use of the wifi late into the nights because according to my parents it 'is not needed'/'is a distraction'. I was pissed the first two days, but the frustration is wearing off because...well, what else can I do? Hopefully, as the days pass by, they'll forget about this new rule.

About to get up from bed to grab lunch (or...I don't know what a meal at this time would be called). Instant noodles, here we come. :rage:
 
Mood: Awesome

Reason: No work today. Instead I'm heading to Manchester for the day and I've Pride and Prejudice dug out (haven't touched the book in...well, ages) for the car journey that I'm thankfully not behind the wheel for. There's a slight downer - I woke up realising that the window was wide open, the neighbour was deciding to mow his lawn at about 8am and the next thing I realised was, I had/have a crappy nose. I've taken some hayfever tablets, but the effect seems utterly minimal. Still, I suppose I won't have to go to work today like this, so there's a sigh of relief. I retract my statement on Saturday about the non-heat. The heat has actually arrived a couple of days ago and I spent most of the weekend in temperatures of around 28 degrees more or less. It's gorgeous weather, but it's the weather that induces total laziness.

Heading out in a few hours, I may grab a quick drive-thru before we hit the motorway, and that will be the first time I've ever had a drive-thru, believe it or not. Though with how much coffee I'm taking in, I don't think I'll have the appetite for that.
 
Mood: A little angry, and a little happy

Quite the odd mood combo, but I honestly can't think of the right word that could sum my total mood..at least not in one word.

As of late, my anxiety has taken its toll on me, and that produced large amounts of pure anger. And every time I get into that state, I tend to do many things, but mainly i just bite my skin and/or beat myself with my chain. Yeah, not really healthy, but if I hard myself mildly, it'll prevent me from punching the wall, or even something more drastic like cutting. Yeah, it's safe to say I'm borderline insane. :wacky:

And if you think this is the worst part, think again. To go along with that, I think about the worst things in almost every thing I do. If there's something the matter with me, I look at the bad side of it, and not the good side. Never in my life this week have I been optimistic...actually, I haven't had a decent thought in weeks, and that is what makes me worry so much. Maybe my depression is a sign.

Meh, I'm not really gonna bother. The bottomline: my mood is downright angry/sad/happy/clusterfuck of emotions. :hmph:
 
Mood: Alright. I got some more sleep since I woke up at around nine ish. I tried the Dungeon Siege III demo last night.. and I kinda did like it. It is really hard even on normal though. I can not even imagine hardcore. It would probably make lots hurl their controllers. xD It does say something about throwing controllers in the hardcore description. The camera is pretty annoying, though. Looks good... and I might get it. Feel good this morning. I am alone and it is really quiet. ♥ I do want to play some FF XII today.
 
cba

Got sore fucking back teeth, a sore eye and a sore head. Funnily enough the sore bits are all on the left side of my face.
Only the middle of the week 2moro aswell. Havent done any overtime this week at all and i can tell my bosses arent happy. Theyl probadly pull me up about it again but they can poke it. Really cant be arsed this week at all.
Unmotivated aswell. I planned on working on an arrangement ive been doing on guitar when i got home but ive just here changing between youtube and this site.

blah :hmph:
 
Mood : Sore

'Kay, that's not really a mood, but that is my condition right now. YOGA IS SO PAINFUL. :gonk: I told my friend I would go with her to yoga practice, since apparently she had a coupon or something that let her bring in a guest for one day for free, so she picked me. I already knew beforehand that I wasn't too big on yoga (I prefer pilates. :griin:), but I just had this weird hunch that it wouldn't be as muscle boggling as the past sessions I've done. It wasn't too bad, at least, it wasn't until we hit the half hour mark, and I was just waiting for it to be over. When it was over, I thought I wasn't going to be able to exert energy until next Christmas. But my friend made me feel better when she bought me a smoothie. :yay: As for now, I'll think of other ways to 'clear my mind' . :wacky:
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Mood: Pretty good

Reason: Just got home from helping out at something at school but for once I don't feel tired or anything :ryan:
Had an early finish from 6th form today and got home at 10 past 11 :ryan:
Tomorrow I've got another early finish so :ryan: I'm pretty happy.
 
Mood: :hmph:

Me and my friend were supposed to go out today to have lunch. Then 5 minutes before I was going to leave, SHE CANCELED. :hmph: So I'm sitting here again in front of my laptop, wearing nice clothes, smelling all nice. I even did my hair today. The weather outside is perfect as well.

:hmph:
 
Mood: Bah

Tbh, not really feeling much today. I mean, the weather was rainy, so that might have a weebit much to do with it, but mainly I'm just emotionless atm. I just want to go to sleep. :gonk:, but I can't because insomnia has me at its ugly hands. :rage:
 
:hmph:

I just looked at the clock and it's nearing 4:30 in the morning. I'm just sat here listening to music and waiting for a download to finish. :hmph: What the heck am I doing? I told myself I would try and get my sleep schedule back in order. So much for that.

I'm out for the day tomorrow I believe, family ended up deciding to come tomorrow instead. I really don't feel like dealing with them if I'm honest. I'm on break, I just want peace and quiet when I want it. I think I'll finally go and buy those summer reading books. I've got to read two of them this summer and finish an entire booklet for next year. :hmmm: Better get started early.
 
Mood: Bleh

Reason: I really hate insomnia. I really hate the heat when I'm trying to sleep as well. They go together so well and I didn't manage to fall asleep until about 4am. I'm not a nocturnal creature and right now I'm damn exhausted. Going back to work is the last thing I want to do and I would rather fall asleep on the keyboard now than to go to work - it's horribly warm in there and summer shifts are not ideal. I'm not doing myself any favours though by going out so often and buying so many things. I've probably pillaged a quarter of the stores in Arndale, Manchester yesterday and in return, they pillaged most of my purse. Oh, and I should have been walking the dog this morning but I couldn't be bothered. The dog can wait. I'm drained.
 
Mood: Good

Reason: Considering I walked six miles yesterday, I'm great. Might be aching a little, but it's only when I move in a particular way. Been doing so much exercise lately that I fear I'm becoming a fitness freak. Today will be a rest day in that case. I want to either get on with some gaming or writing. Preferably the latter since I've been doing the former when I've not been out and about. Also only have just short of two weeks until I go on my holiday now. Can't wait!
 
Mood: Alright

I just played a few rounds on Uncharted 3 with Jeff and Mike. M9 for the fucking win. :ryan: Love that gun already. The sounds of the weapons are a lot better as well. They sound great.

Just sitting here talking to them now, kinda bored and tired. Head's been killing me all day, buuut, I'm alright. Off tomorrow and Friday, wooooo!
 
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