I soooo envy you!

[SapphireStar]

Man, I so do envy alot of members on this site!

Places where they live, their relationships, their jobs, their game collections, lol basically anything! How they go get on with what has to be done or how determined they are to do something.

I envy Kandy Sugar cause her relationship sounds amazing, as does Shu's. I envy Kelly cause shes an independant and determined mum. I envy Mandy as she has gone through so much and has her family by her side. I envy people cause of where they live, like France, America, Japan, Austrilia. There is so much.

Anyone youre envious of??

 

[Bambi]

I wouldn't envy me, I spend most of my time bored

I guess I envy my friends freedom sometimes those of them that have no kids and can do what they want when they want, or those WITH kids that have partners and they have this nice little family unit, when I don't, their jobs and my lack thereof, but well, as long as it's not consuming you, it's alright, I guess everyone feels envious of things sometimes

I don't really let it bother me though, my life's what it is and I'm happy on the whole

I do envy good shoes though, if I see someone with awesome shoes, I look on longingly and wonder if I could get away with rugby tackling them off their feet

 

[Dean Winchester]

Actually no, I am quite satisfied with the life I lead and the future I'll build for myself. To envy others is a waste of time since it won't change anything of my reality except adding more load to the burden.

 

[Terra Branford]

I envy whoever on this forum, lives in either Greece, Italy or New Zealand. They are great places

But I agree with Cole Turner. It's not something that effects my thinking or my feelings, I just wish I lived there. I live a fairly content life ^^

 

[Linnaete]

This has turned out to be quite an interesting question actually. I can't say that I envy anyone on the forums that much because I still don't know everyone that extremely well.

But I see what you mean when you said you're envious of the other places where people live. I'm sick and tired of where I live. Everything's the same. I hardly leave my town or go anywhere far.

However, I envy the graphics experts here. Ryan, Vikki, Mark and Lewis to name a few have caught my eyes. I envy how beautiful and expertly done their works of art turn out because I'm simply useless when it comes to Photoshop. I have to name Mandi and Caucasian-Eagle as well because I have seen their beautiful works of art as well.

EDIT: Let me add Mits to the graphics list. How can I forget her?

 

[Amizon]

I'm half satisfied with the life I've got. While I'm grateful I've got a job with money coming in and a future to look forward to with my Creative Writing course at university, I'm always wanting more in my life. I do sometimes envy others for the lives they lead. I often find myself wanting their freedom and so on ...

 

[King Sean]

Asabella.

She has all the games that I want in her gigante collection. I want her games. I hired theives to take them

Also, I envy Vikki and her boobs. Just one day with them is all I want

 

[Dionysos]

I envy most people I meet, because I percieve my life as empty. I'd tell myself that's not true, but then I look at my life and then realise "ah yeah, it is actually ".

The people I do not envy are people that do terrible things and such, but on the whole I envy a lot of people I see.

I envy people that have settled down / had relationships in general. I envy those that can go to work long hours and come home smiling and still find time to do some things to relax. I envy those that go out to interesting conventions and events for things they are interested in. I envy those that have loads of friends and go to many awesome places with them. I envy people that have their lives in front of them and know sort-of'ish what they are doing / have a purpose.

These are, however, all things that could be in anyones lives eventually, if in the right place at the right time / getting the right friends and groups.

I guess though, with some people it just comes at different times. Some people leave school at 16, get a job, get a partner and settle down and learn the ways of life. Some people stay on at college where some people learn the ways of life, but others still do not. Some people then go on to uni, and many people learn the ways of life, and some do not. I think I've not quite conquered life yet. I'm still lacking experience in many areas which people might have done as teenagers.

At the end of the day you just have to accept what you have, and work on improving it to the best you can / living to the best you can. Everybodies life experiences are different, and it is often defeatist to compare yourself to other people as people often tend to glorify what others do, and put down what we do ourselves.

However, on reflection, you can spot things that may be missing in your own life, and I guess it's good to notice that and try and work towards improving certain aspects. That's certainly the aim for me this decade. I'm putting behind what I have called my "mid-youth crisis" (which caused me to go temporarily insane / turned me insane forever ) and now just focus on the future and getting myself where I want to be while feeling like I am contributing to the world and also helping myself.

I'll envy everyone until I'm where I want to be.


EDIT -

Oh crap. As for FFF members... I envy graphics artists, artists, RP'ers, story writers... Goddamnit man, everyone!

 

[Shu]

Man, I so do envy alot of members on this site!


I envy Kandy Sugar cause her relationship sounds amazing, as does Shu's. I envy Kelly cause shes an independant and determined mum. I envy Mandy as she has gone through so much and has her family by her side. I envy people cause of where they live, like France, America, Japan, Austrilia. There is so much.

Anyone youre envious of??

Relationship? Lol! I wouldn't envy being in a relationship though.. I mean for instance if someone was with me I feel sorry for them. I'm stubborn, I am called an ass at least once a day for things I truly deserve, and at times I'm messy =\. We just learned to put up with eachother in the 4 years of being together really. Yea I love the ole girl, but sheesh we have our bouts. =).

As for people I envy.. Kelly/Mits/Mandi for starters. Mandi and Mits, ya'll have very good families. I can only imagine how it might be to have a kid one day in a loving family like ya'lls. I'll leave it at that. Kelly you put up with yours, but I can tell it's not just a "Here's your crayons... go and draw and bugger off". Even if you don't want another, you are still a damn cool mom to have =).

As for the dudes of FF. I envy Lew and Kei for their ability to do GFX out the arse. They are both very very talented in my opinion and if I only had half those skills maybe I could start my own company with the knowledge I have concerning the business side of things. Busta my good man, you have the balls to serve my country. For this I am envious yet, thankful to know you a bit more. Stang, you my man are friendly no matter what. I give constant props to you and I envy the fact that you can be friendly despite whatever outcome =P.

Actually no, I am quite satisfied with the life I lead and the future I'll build for myself. To envy others is a waste of time since it won't change anything of my reality except adding more load to the burden.

^^ I envy this man for irony reasons.. hahaha. You da man jules.

I may have more.. but there is not a lot I'm envious of to be perfectly honest.. it's just that I hope and wish to have more in the future and maybe it will happen, but for now I'm pretty content.

 

[King Sean]

I also envy Argie.

His muscles are huge and he won't tell me his damn secret

That's all, though. I want to be myself and envying people isn't healthy.

 

[Bones]

I envy peoples artistic talents, I mean I try making my own stuff, but there are soooo much better pieces of work in this forum

But I'm happy with every other aspect of my life, I earn money, albeit not through an amazing job, and I have an amazing boyfriend who I will be living with soon and I know he loves me to pieces and I love him more than anything <3

 

[Martel]

Honestly, I've never really thought about it - after all, envying other people's lives isn't going to improve mine, it'd just make me feel worse about how awful mine is. XD;

Thinking about it, I suppose I envy those who are more content with their life than I am - I think about things far too much to be content, and I am absolutely incapable of seeing things in a positive fashion. I suppose you could say I envy ignorance. Or lack thereof, depending on which viewpoint you want to take. XD

I don't really know anyone on here to be envious of anyone in particular, but still...the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence, as they say.

 

[FinalHeart]

No one on this forum, but I went to this party and there were a few couples there essentially having make-out parades.

Kinda makes you feel alone when you're single.

 

[Talbain]

People who can sit down with a program like 3DS max and create a gorgeous facial model of whatever they feel like in less than 2 hours. That is a frigging gift, and I'm sure these people are set as a professional graphics artist for life. I REALLY wish I could recruit some to work as artists on games I program. I can do spaceships and architecture alright, but zombies and human faces? That's just beyond my area of expertise.

Also, people who understand Fruity Loops better than I do (there are a lot) and can actually create scratch tracks on them. If I had their skills I don't think I would ever leave my room.

 

[Kandy-Sugar]

Oh why thank you SS. >.<

Hmm there are most definitely a few things that I envy.

I envy some members of the site as well as some off the site.

I envy my best friend for only one reason. She's going to uni and is so strong to be able to study for four years and have hardly any income. Just enough to pay the bills and buy their food.

I rarely ever see her or her partner doing anything luxurious.

I myself would love to study, but then I think about all the money I wouldn't be making in those years of uni and back out. I love having money too much. I'm used to making a lot each week and being able to do what I want with most of it.

I couldn't have that luxury taken away. >.<

I envy members on here that also go to uni, but also find the time to go to their various sports and come online to have a chat and also are gifted in the GFX department.

I work full time and as soon as I come home I'm either asleep or on here for a few hours and then into bed.

I have no time or will to want/be able to do any other activities, which is kind of sad. I don't want to get to the age where I won't be physically capable of doing such things and then regret not doing it when I was younger. >.<

Also when I'm walking through the shopping centre or wherever I may be, if I see a girl with a great body and boobs I get so jealous. I have a decent body, but I haven't got the boobs I want.

I don't care what anyone says about big boobs hurting or giving you back pain or whatever, I just want boobs that will fill a freakin' dress and make me feel more like a woman. I don't intend to get something done that is going to look ridiculous and put me in pain.

People like my mum who tell me not to even think about surgery obviously don't have that problem and DO NOT know what it feels like to look at yourself every day and wish you had a C cup. >.< Not like I don't have anything, but some more would be freakin' nice!

/done for the moment.

 

[DeadFantasy]

Well, I can't say that I envy anyone on here just because I don't really talk/ know anyone on here I never really was the jealous type of person tbh. I think it's more of me looking up to someone/having high respect for that person rather then being jealous of what they have. -shrugs-; that's just the way I look at it. There's really no point in being jealous of someone else and i've learned that in the past.

 

[Bambi]

Also when I'm walking through the shopping centre or wherever I may be, if I see a girl with a great body and boobs I get so jealous. I have a decent body, but I haven't got the boobs I want.

I don't care what anyone says about big boobs hurting or giving you back pain or whatever, I just want boobs that will fill a freakin' dress and make me feel more like a woman. I don't intend to get something done that is going to look ridiculous and put me in pain.

People like my mum who tell me not to even think about surgery obviously don't have that problem and DO NOT know what it feels like to look at yourself every day and wish you had a C cup. >.< Not like I don't have anything, but some more would be freakin' nice!

/done for the moment.

Ahhhh I hear you there, that's one thing that DOES make me green with envy, people with big boobs piss me off no end, just simpy because they have boobs and I don't

Makes me bitter and twisted inside

Plus it annoys me sometimes because even though I KNOW I llook young in the face, I don't think I'd get ID'd or treated like a child half as much if I had bigger boobs because they just look more...well, womanly as you said

grr

My mum has massive knockers as well, I feel like I've been gipped. Even my DAD when I still spoke to him used to make snide remarks about my non-boobs

 

[Shu]

People like my mum who tell me not to even think about surgery obviously don't have that problem and DO NOT know what it feels like to look at yourself every day and wish you had a C cup

I don't get it, people can get piercings, tatoos, but when it comes to breast enhancements they freak? I think it's a normal occurence these days for ladies to get touch ups. The only problem is girls who take it it over the top.. :facepalm:

Anyway outside the forums I envy my friends who are able to make a living in Nashville (where I was originally from) and stay there. I miss it like hell, excluding my parents. There was so much to do there, and people were not as closed minded as living further south.

I envy people who are able to have unique jobs like internet cafe's and actually succeed, because after all that's my dream job =\.

 

[Aerius Sygale]

Envy, hm. I don't very often feel envy very strongly, I am satisfied with what I have and who I am, though I do sometimes wish I had a bit more of a real life, most of my life is spent either on the Internet or playing video games. :/

I literally have no friends in real life because I never get out and around to meet people that I may become friends with, so yeah I guess I may slightly envy people that have good friends in real life.

 

[Talbain]

Envy, hm. I don't very often feel envy very strongly, I am satisfied with what I have and who I am, though I do sometimes wish I had a bit more of a real life, most of my life is spent either on the Internet or playing video games. :/

I literally have no friends in real life because I never get out and around to meet people that I may become friends with, so yeah I guess I may slightly envy people that have good friends in real life.

That's extremely depressing, but if you're bent on putting yourself down you're only going to feel worse. Now I know you've told me you basically live in the middle of nowhere, but I can assure you (from having lived in the arse-end of nowhere myself, where nobody around me actually spoke English) that if you put your mind to it you can find people who you can not only connect with but can help you meet groups of people with similar interests to yourself.

Try taking some walks around you neighborhood sometimes, offering to help people out. Go to a park or something, maybe sign up for free classes at a community college. Hang out at a gym and get to know the regulars. Who knows, you might strike up some connections with people who will become lifelong friends with later on.