[V3] What's Your Mood?

Mood: a bit bored

Reason: I've been up north for almost two weeks now and I'm getting a liiiiittle bit bored of staying with family. I don't know much of my family so conversations are more often than not incredibly awkward, and there's nothing for me to do. I can't even go shopping any more :hmph: since I'm trying to save my money... :gonk:
Home on Saturday, can't waaaait now, missing my friends. And cadets. And my PS3... :wacky:
 
Mood: Down

Reason: Maybe a bit of a stupid one. My ex-girlfriend has bought a house and moved in with her boyfriend today. We're still good friends, and her boyfriend is a nice guy - but this has been eating at me all day. Obviously, deep down, I still care about her but I've never really denied that; I always will.
I'll get over it soon enough but seeing it all happen is hard.
 
Tired

Its been one hell of a week work wise. Ive put in so many hours and been too busy. Im so glad its the weekend and i can just unwind now. Although saying that ive gotta work 2moro aswell but its only a 4 hour day and itl be over before i know it. Works gunna be hectic for a while now aswell. Its like all of a sudden all this work has come in all at once and theyre flappin over getting everything out on time, hence the mass overtime ive been working. However i am off from the 25th of august for 11 days and i cannot wait :ryan: If i just keep that in mind then everything will be cool :ryan:
 
Mood: Knackered

Reason: Well, after a four hour long train journey that involved a couple of train changes by the Midlands, I got back to Preston followed by a 45 minute taxi trip back home. I'm glad we took the train. If I had to have a car journey all the way back up north, the impatient side in me would have driven me nuts. As much as I liked staying with the cousins, there really wasn't much to do over there. They were strangely very protective of their internet and their PS3, and all I did manage to play was Catherine. London itself was nothing special either. I can easily do the same amount of store browsing and shopping in Manchester without having to travel the distance. xD

Despite being a little relieved at being back, the cold reality of going back to work soon has just hit me. I'll put that to the back of my mind for now. I've been up since 6am, so sleep is lingering on my mind now.
 
Mood : Apathetic

Well, I had a headache for the entire day today, so I stayed home today and cleaned up the house a bit. It's thankfully not as bad as it was this morning, despite the aspirin not working as well as they should. Going to the mall tomorrow with my friend to do some more clothing shopping before my semester starts in October. It's funny how I see all of these back to school sales now in stores, thinking about how miserable the kids will be returning soon to get an education, while I still have a good 2 months of break left to prepare. :ryan: Although, I kind of wish my school's Fall semester could have started earlier than day Fall actually starts. I'm eagerly wanting to know what living on campus is like .
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Mood: :hmph:

I'm not going to go into detail about what's been going on with my family as of late, but what I will say is that drama is around 24/7. I try to help, and people jump at me. And on a total different topic of sorts, I just haven't had the drive to do much as of late. I haven't made a decent sig in days, and constantly I'm second-guessing myself, and about the things I do. I try to write them out, but nothing gets written. I feel angry all the time, and this probably sounds like a broken record, but whatever. :jtc: I'm just in a bad mood.

oh, and I'm totally stressing over the job interview I had today, and that has me rolled up in a ball. I fucking hate stress. :hmph:
 
Mood: Confused

Went out with 2 of my friends last night, got drunk in some park and camped out in my friends car with them, both of these friends were guys, and one of them was the guy I liked, and the other one seemed to like me as he was all over me, but it was funny, I'm just so confused about everything :sad3:
 
Mood: Meh. I can not say I am in the best of moods right now. I will live of course. Since I will be going on vacation in a couple of days, it should do me some good. Right now... I am just trying to relax, and not think about anything. I am pretty much in the same "meh" mood I was in all week. I guess I am just going to do the usual, and try to cheer myself up by playing a game or something later.
 
Mood: Shattered

Reason: Rough night. For some reason, for the last week or so it's been hotter than the fucking sahara at night, meaning I've been practically cooking in my own juices every night. I need breakfast, then a shower, in that order.

...however, I do have the house to myself until next Saturday afternoon, which is something to be pleased about, since I was maybe two or three steps away from committing mass murder :ryan:
 
Mood: Scared, Impatient

After a condom breaking incident, and knowing that plan-b makes her period delay, this waiting is scaring the hell outta me. O_O I know, a little tmi, probably, but had to vent somewhere anonymously, you know?
 
Mood: Confused still.... yet relieved.

So I finally managed to tell the guy I like that I like him, and he said he already knew, and not much else, but theres no awkwardness and we're still friends, and planning to go out again, he stayed on my shift at work last night (I work with him) and it was quite fun, and this other friend that likes me keeps on at me about the other night, and it's just weird and confusing. Gah men :gasp:
 
Mood: Better than before

The whole stress thing with family and self-doubt went away after I took time to think(good night of sleep). I also was able to get my anger out on some unlucky victims on Two Worlds, so that helped get my stress out a little bit, as well. I will admit that I am still stressed, but it's nothing major. thank goodness. Me stressed means no good writing can be done, and can't have that. Nope, certainly can't.

I'm glad I'm better, cause this week is going to be hellish for me, I just know it. Might as well as prepare for it. Gonna get my Xbox 360 controller just in case I need to kill a bitch. :wacky:
 
Mood: Bored

Reason: Well...I have nothing to do. I've applied for a couple of jobs, but eh, I don't really have anything to be getting on with. Not really in the mood for gaming at the moment, and I'll probably go out either tomorrow or Wednesday, leaving me...on here again. I really need a third hobby that isn't the internet.

I can't believe it's mid-morning already. Although early morning did pass by quite quickly, since four people contacted me on MSN, but now I can't remember a single word I said to them, because my brain seems to go into withdrawal at that time, as if it can't quite believe I force it into wakefulness at that time every morning...
 
Mood: Good. Well it is the first of August and that means Ill be leaving in six days or so for vacation. :ryan: I really think it looks nice from what I saw on the internet. The hotel near the ocean sounds absolutely beautiful. I do not think I have ever been to New Jersey before, but it should be eventful. Pretty much recovered from my crappy mood. I feel all good. Probably going to switch the xbawx on in a bit, and play an rpg or something.
 
Panicked.

I just realized it's the first of August and I only have 29 days before school starts again and so little time to do anything aaaaaaaagghhhh :gasp2: On top of that somewhere in here I need to get over to ENU (computer place 30-45 minutes from here) and see if I can do a job shadow on one of their employees for my senior project. I'll only have 30~ days to get 60 hours in over the course of September until I have no ride up there because my mom goes back to working full time again (she has 2 months off). I'd love to start it asap, but my school requires you to "propose" the project with all of this info so they're sure that it's a decent project. There are only 2 more of these dates :\ Fun first month of school :hmph:
 
Angry

WHY MUST PEOPLE "BORROW" MONEY FROM ME. I swear they use the "family" excuse to take my money and never pay it back. I'm not rich or anything, I've been saving up to buy something, but then people left and right just say "Give me $20 dollars, I'll pay you back." 20 dollars? sure, no big deal. But then 20 dollars become 50, which become 100. And if I combined all the people who owe me, I should be getting over $2400 some time soon... but I doubt that's going to happen.
 
Mood: Tired and cranky.:sleep::vikki:

reason:

i just got off a 12 hour day.

Not only did I have to work my shift, but another of my co-workers shifts as well.

The reason I had to work the other persons shift was because(and here is the thing that really pissed me the fuck off) the guy that was supposed to come in during the morning shift was because he went to Florida for a vacation without telling my boss(and without giving him a 2 week notice on the vacation).

So not only was I pissed the fuck off but my boss was as well.

(made for a very "great" day at work)

I really hate p
 
Mood: Relaxed

Typhoon's here to stay, it seems. Classes were suspended. I only have a 2:30-4 class today, but I'm glad. :ryan: I tried watching My Bloody Valentine this morning, but 20 minutes in, I shut the DVD player off. It was just terrible. :hmph: I wouldn't even have sat through those 20 minutes were it not for me wanting to see Jensen Ackles' face. :gonk:

I think I'll just play FFIX, or watch The Young Victoria again. :tehe:
 
Mood: Not great

Reason: Ehhhh well it's the holidays, I should be happy/out all the time, instead I'm stuck in because nobody's doing anything, or all my friends are working or on holiday. Ideally I'd be working too but nowhere would take me because I've been away and I'm off away again in about a week and a half. So, I'm just... in all day.
I've got a couple of things on my mind as well which really aren't helping my mood :gonk: so yeah, hopefully my holidays will get better... if not I have another month of doing sod all which I'm really not looking forward to :wacky:
Results soon tooooooooooo, absolutely bricking it :sad3:
 
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