[V3] What's Your Mood?

Meh.

College tomorrow after a 9 day holiday, I can't say I'm really looking forward to it. Far from it. It bores the living hell out of me, especially since you know you're only there now to prepare and learn things for the final exams which probably means homework galore :jtc:

Can't wait 'til we leave.
 
As of right now, irritable.

I have a slight headache for some reason. My dog is barking quite a bit as well and driving me crazy and making my headache worse. I found out I have to work in the morning. Now while that is not a bad thing, I have to be up there by 6:30 in the morning so expect me to be cranky tomorrow.
 
Mood: Dead

Reason: Have been since I watched a three-hour Shakespeare play last night. Had to because I have to write a review as part of one of my modules on the uni course. My head's aching and I still feel so tired. But I'm seeing my dad today after he failed TWICE to come up last week. So perhaps I'll be in a better mood later!
 
Mood: Sick

Reason: I've got a headache, cold and the right handside of my jaw is a little sore. I had a nap before, but it only helped a little. Even though I'm in a little bit of a state, I still have to write that damn theatre review. If anything, I'll blame for watching three hours of Midsummer Night's Dream last night at the theatre for how ill I am. >_>
 
Mood: Content

Reason:
I had to go to this thing for work today about helping apprentices and learning, stuff like that, it was really boring but I got to spend some time with a couple of my favourite workmates and I had a good time, listening to MCR, I was dressed all smart for this meeting as well which I don't do very much, so I was feeling good about myself. Now I'm home and drinking Tea and eating Tuna Sandwiches, today has been good :)
 
Mood: Excited

Reason:
I'm off to a friend's sweet 16 birthday party tonight - hopefully I'll be prepared on time. Today wasn't that bad additionally. I came back earlier because the college magazine meeting was cancelled. That gives me more time to be online and to prepare before the party - which is a plus.

I can see myself oversleeping though depending on how late the party ends. My English Literature teacher wouldn't be too happy tomorrow if I'm late from oversleeping. I need a powerful alarm clock then.....
 
Aggravated: Why? Because once again my parents are arguing >.> I don't mean "Fix the cabinet!" arguments either...I mean serious friggin' arguments like....you know bad ones. But oh well whatcha gonna do it good to be a teenager eh? XD
 
Mood: Exhausted

Reason: Its Tuesday...10am until 6pm at University, and I couldn't go home in my gap today because I had a tutorial session...had to run to get the train home this evening, on an empty stomach since I didn't get the opportunity to go home to get some food...come home to find my mother on the phone, because someone in the immediate family has died...ugh. I've been on the go all day, and I'm running on a very sore and stressed autopilot mode right now. Thankfully, its midweekend for the next two days (I and several others on my course get Wednesday and Thursday off, we've appropriately christened it "midweekend". XD) so I can relax and obsessively play Star Ocean/White Knight Chronicles, get my work done at a relaxing pace, and plan some things out.
 
Mood: bad and good. So I calmed down after the worst day of life and now I seem to be ok again. I went to the classes today and yeah it went well and THEY DID NOT KICK ME OUT! Thank god. The tracer on me still bothers me but I wont be getting one till after Spring break :gasp: Ugh its still a little bad with the staff though..
 
Mood: tiiiired

Reason: Slept abit shit last night and it was freezing. Also, it's snowing again, so Ive filled my hot water bottle up for bedtime. My teeth hurt again today as well.... roll on getting them whipped out. Wisdom tooth faiiiiiiiiil. I've just generally been in a shitty mood today. Normally a trip to the sunbed perks me up abit because its warm and relaxing but i still felt abit fehh after it. Don't think this shitting diet is helping the mood any either... i know it'l get easier after the first week or 2 but fuck me, my stomach thinks my throats been slit :rage:
 
Mood: Blah!

Reason: Feeling a bit better than yesterday, but still shitty. A cold has struck me down and it's making me more tired than usual. Good job I've even managed to wake up this morning. I should go get ready since I'm leaving to go to a boring two hour lecture in an hour and a half. I'm hoping it'll be good since it's a guest speaker in today to talk about what inspires him in his writing, etc.
 
Mood: Guilty and tired

Reason: I came back at 1:00am from the party last night. I completely lost track of the time and as expected, my parents were not pleased whatsoever. I did say that I wouldn't come home late - so when I did, they were really worried about me. So....my bad. To double my punishment, I had to wake up early-ish this morning for college so I hardly had much sleep. On the plus side - at least I didn't touch the alcohol. :8F:
 
Mood: Annoyed at myself. :hmmm:

I may have missed the deadline for applying for Postgraduate study at my university. I was really considering doing a Masters, as frankly I don't function in the real world... However I completely forgot about it, and I heard the deadline is friday. There is no way I can fill out the application forms in that time, or get references or anything. I wouldn't even know who to ask for the references as the lecturers don't know me on a personal level, and assessments are anonymous.

So I've potentially screwed myself over there. I need to clear my head out seriously. I've not been functioning for many years, since I left 6th Form really, and it needs to stop now. Hopefully I can apply in a years time and take a year off studying to get a job and / or do some voluntary work. I never had a gap year, so maybe I could have my lifes equivalent in between. That's if that is even possible.

Goddamnit. Does anything else want to invite itself to my mid-youth crisis? :brooding:



EDIT - On a more possitive note I did get an assessment back today. I got a 1st, and a lot of possitive comments where the lecturer marked that he enjoyed reading it.
 
Mood: Stressed

Reason:
I start my new job in two weeks and today my manager of the job I'm at wants to speak with me and try to get me to stay with them.

I don't want to hear any false promises to try and get me to not leave only to find out that they don't stick to their word and then I would have passed up this other job.

So frustrated!
 
Mood: Alright. Im going tommorow to college for Media but then im going back home because im gonna sign out. Its great because im not going the whole day Friday either and then spring break starts :jess: Final Fantasy XIII on the 9TH OMG!!!! CANT WAIT
 
Yet again iritated.

It is supposed to snow here tomorrow AGAIN and if it is really bad then

1. I won't be able to leave the house.
2. I can't go to work thus setting us behind schedule again.
3. It makes walking my dog a pain since he is very picky about snow.

Usually I enjoy snow but this is the first time in awhile I've ever wanted Spring to hurry up and get here.
 
Mood: Irritated
Reason: Over these past few days my computer wouldn't start up for some odd reason and it just made me mad >=[ Today I got it to work (obviously) however I tried logging into PSN and its not working D: :rage: I swear me and technology related things aren't friends at all xD
On the bright side, yesterday it actually started to snow! This is big news for me because its been like.... 6 years since we last got snow.
 
Mood: Been better.

Eh, you know. Sometimes you have those days where everything seems against you. Yeah, something like that. Bad stuff happening, then the next day things seem fine, then bad again. Just a rollercoaster of things, it tends to get to me.

We'll see where it goes...
 
Mood: Mehhhh tired.

It's two am. I've just woken up and I'm wide awake :gonk: I've only had four hours of sleep but I can't get back to sleep at all. I have to be awake to get ready for school in another three, three and half hours anyways, but I really need to try and sleep some more. I have four hours of classes to make it through... D=

I'm pretty fine other than being tired now and not being able to sleep.... unless... Might have to take a final exam that I didn't take because I was ill... that would suck. I'm sure to fail it, might beg not to take it today and take it next week =[ So much homework ._.
 
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