[V4] What's Your Mood?

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I have a freaking migrane right now and it's zonking me out :gonk: Hopefully eating something and taking some acetaminophen will help. I swear if it's two things I can't handle being sick-wise it's headaches and stomachaches.
 
Mood: Pissed off.

Reason: My dad got back from the hospital and the doctor's say he can't get on the transplant list because he "missed" a few appointments. It's complete bullshit. I've never been so angry before but right now I feel like I could set someone on fire. Who the hell made up the rule that if you miss two appointments (because you were too god damn sick to go!!) means that you can't fucking get on a transplant list?!?! This "doctor" had the nerve to tell my mom and dad that he "suggested" him to be put on the transplant list two years ago WHEN THEY DIDN'T. We even have the denial letter from the SAME doctor telling us he's not "sick enough" yet.

This health care system is fucked.

I'm so happy that THIS BS is what MY family is given because of Obama-care. I mean really, THANK GOD FOR OBAMA-CARE. How worthy of a system it is, what with it "saving millions". I'm just pissed off right that THIS is the "health care" that Liberals keep saying is so awesome and so righteous and so blahblahblah. Anyone saying that is either
a.) some stupid teenager that thinks it's "totes" cool to be a Liberal & that they're just so "mature" for being one
b.) too freaking stupid to see how many people are being screwed over,
or c.) they're just the biggest selfish assholes on the face of the earth.

I'm not the only one dealing with this fucked up system either. My friend Lacee is sick and her health-care provider (aka obama-care) tells her that they won't give her her treatments because they're "too expensive". Um, WHAT? That's what this whole "share the wealth" system is all about though D:

My parents are probably lucky that I didn't go to the appointment today, because I'd definitely be in jail for assault.

THANKS OBAMA-CARE!

and yes, i'm cursing. i'm that mad right now.
 
Motivated

It's about fucking time. At last, I am so motivated to just do my homework. I am this close to graduating, and I know I'm going to do it.
 
Mood: Bit Sick

Reason: Not enough sleep!

Rapture said:
:damon:

I have a freaking migrane right now and it's zonking me out :gonk: Hopefully eating something and taking some acetaminophen will help. I swear if it's two things I can't handle being sick-wise it's headaches and stomachaches.
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Ugh I think I may have one of these right now and I'm not one to get migraines. ):

I feel a bit nauseous and my head is pounding like crazy. I just took some paracetamol so hopefully it kicks in before I have to start driving to pick up Steve. :gonk:
 
I'm pretty happy right now. The world is alive and well, and it's vacation time! So that means non stop WWE 13! I'm so happy! I can finally work on my story and universe mode. I may also finish FFXII, but that's a maybe.
 
Exhausted and a bit sad.

Today was the last day of term and also the last day at my first placement school. Teaching at this school has been a wonderful experience - I ADORE the English department - and I'm truly going to miss some of the staff. :sad3: And the kids.

However, I am soooo glad it's the holiday! :lew: I've been working incredibly hard over the past seven weeks, with very little time off. I do have a 4000 word essay to write between now and the 29th, and I am tutoring two teenagers on Of Mice and Men and Lord of the Flies on Sunday... but at least I don't have to get up at 7am every day! And I can go walking during the day every day! :yay: I miss exercise. I intend to join an exercise group in the new year.
 
Mood: Pretty Good

Reason: Went down to the shops and dropped Steve off at work and then had a wonder around for a while.

Had Hungry Jacks for lunch and ate it in the work tea room before heading home.

Now I'm just sitting here waiting for Steve to finish at 3pm so I can go pick him up.

I'm a bit tired but good other than that. :-)
 
Mood: Roller coooooooooasterized.

What a year. That's pretty much it. Got fired, got hired, quit, got a job interview, called off. :lew: This week has been mediocre but at the same time way to many downs in one week. Monday I will have to give the doctor a call as well, and aside from that I seriously need to get rid of some stress and find some ways so that it's not harder on me moving on. :hmmm: 'Cleaning out my closet'. Some people just tend to make it worse. :lew: Ah well, hopefully they've learned their lesson. Never back to that shitty job though.
 
Lonely and Useless

I'm feeling quite lonely lately and very useless, like nothing I do is right :hmmm: I don't have anyone to talk to about things and I don't know what to do about the things I am having problems with right now... :damon:

oh well, I did have a good Christmas with my family at least! That's always something!
 
I'm really really tired. :gasp: This is possibly because I have had to spend a lot of time in front of the computer the past week - far more than ususal - in order to write assignments for my PGCE. Great way to spend the holidays, eh? :sad3: I won't have a chance to work on them next week and they're due on the 7th, so it really has been necessary to work in all of my spare time (a.k.a. not sleeping, eating or walking time).

Today, I hope to get things finished - apart from my 4000 word assignment, but that's due on the 21st!
 
Good

Just sitting here editing tumblr themes, drinking milk tea and thinking about plans tomorrow. I had a nice Christmas spent with family and friends. Although I feel like it went by too fast. :gonk: Other people go back to work or uni after new year's day but not me. But I'm glad things worked out the way it did, I actually got myself a long unexpected break and I got to try my hand at a lot of different things like singing, modeling, selling clothes, painting... 2012 was a good year for me. =)
 
Hella Happy:

I joined a wrestling website! Now I can discuss my head off with out people telling me to bugger off! I'm so friggin excited! I can discuss the one thing I truly love to the world. It's gonna be an interesting ride! That's for sure.

Don't worry, I'm not going anywhere. I told you guys I'm staying here for many, many years. :) I just have two different worlds now!
 
Horribly hungover. Headache, nausea, a light film of sweat. It's all here and not leaving anytime soon - _ - Damn those Jager Bombs!
 
Mood: Depressed

Life has just not been going well for me these days. I got fired from my job and my girlfriend is the one always paying for us to go out and stuff. I feel like such a slouch and I'm not even motivated to work out anymore. I don't even feel like the new year is going to be productive. FML.
 
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Mood: Content

Reason: Just sitting here at home whilst Steve is out working at SummaFielDayze tonight.

He's so lucky. He gets to go to all the sweet concerts like Big Day Out, Stereo Sonic, Sound Wave etc etc etc and gets paid to be there doing Security.

I had a few games of pool with my younger bro today as well. I beat him a few times which was awesome. :ryan:

Tonight I'll just be watching some episodes of Hardcore Pawn in my room whilst eating chips or something I think. XD
 
Mood: Quite alright.

I've mostly had a very good few days. There have been some downs but overally I've really enjoyed my weekend and the last couple of days.
On the weekend me and a bunch of my friends ate sushi, saw an awesome movie and played the most hilarious card game called 'The Resistance" I recommend any one to play it haha it's amazingly good fun. Spent monday night with Big Casino and beat him at tekken so many times!! Last night was spent watching films with my best friend and tonight I am seeing the Illusionists :D

Also next weekend i am really looking forward to eating Yumcha with a group of friends and watching a couple of movies... Cloud Atlas and 7 Psychos, both which seem to be getting good praise.
 
i have no idea how to describe what im feeling other than "hell"

I'm just praying that we have a few more months... we just need a few more months to get on our feet and into a new home at a better state with a better hospital. then once that happens i know things'll get better. right now, i can't sleep at night, im staying up till 5 and 6 AM worrying about my dad and how my siblings are feeling. which means i wake up late, which means it starts all over again. i just dont know what to do. i'm really at a breaking point. i really think i am. i feel like a useless piece of shit sitting here, unable to help, watching my family be dragged through what feels like hell. the worse part about it is watching my little brothers and sisters worry and be scared. i fucking hate that with a passion and it's the kind of pain i wouldn't wish on even the worst of people. im trying to keep myself busy but i just can't. once you're going through this crap you'll never be able to have a minute of the day where you're not thinking about it.

going through this bs has taught me that the health care system is a lie. and right now im just pissed off. im pissed off that there's these little girls and teenagers on the internet fucking cutting themselves because justin-beaver is smoking pot. i hate that stories like THAT get more coverage than the shitty health care fucking people over and not taking care of someone early on because they weren't "sick enough" but when they do get "sick enough" it's suddenly too late. it's all bs.

Im just done with everything in this shitty world.
 
I'm tired :gonk:

I brought one of our cars in for new headlights today since one of them had a headlight that went out...then I came home and tackled our icy sidewalks from that freezing rain that we had a few or something days ago. O m g was it a pain in the arse. I couldn't just shovel it so I had to throw salt on it first, then loosen it and shovel it :hmph: Doing all of that took me a good hour +. I've been in the house for almost two hours now and I still can't seem to warm up. My hands are freezing :sad3:


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