[V3] What's Your Mood?

Mood: Frustrated.

Yes, I'm dealing with a particularly pernicious tag team combination of insomnia and allergy pain. This lovely little Summer surprise has helped me be at my utmost crabbiest lately. On the bright side, I'm in the midst of not only an amazing hair day, but an amazing hair week. Yes, I realize that sounds completely superficial and trivial, but man do I love my hair this week. So, other than my lovely little health issues, my week has been exceedingly average. Since I'm not satisfied with merely average, I want more, and that ties into a bit of my frustration.
 
Mood: Great. I am enjoying my vacation so far. It really is beautiful over here. Already went to the beach once and I am going again after. :ryan: I have been using the net at the hotel sometimes. It is not that bad... but sometimes it does become shit. I only really use the net if I am in the hotel while everyone else is out. I really can not wait to go to the ocean again though. :olivia:
 
Mood: Furious

Reason: I can honestly say I'm sickened with the youth of my country right now. Not only have the London riots continued, but it's now hit parts of the north - including my own town that I only live 10 minutes away from! There have been shops smashed and set fire to just very recently this evening and I've had to stop myself from going out tonight because there are some right idiots around. I'm meant to be going out tomorrow, too, but I've no idea if I am now. Will have to see what's going on.

It's at times like these when I want out. I've jokingly said before that I wanted to move countries because I'm fed up of England, but I can honestly say I'm serious this time. All of this rioting, looting and fucking bastards making us look bad is a damn right disgrace!
 
Mood: Don't actually know, mixed?

Reason: I know a bit of rainy weather is a much needed thing now and again to break up the sunny weather, but not this much rain! Honestly, when it rains, it totally pours in the literal sense. Driving back from work was nigh impossible when even my windscreen wipers weren't quick enough so that heavy rain falling down on the windscreen was enough to make visibility dangerously poor. I had to stop on the side of the road to wait for the rain to subside a little. I swear, it was that heavy it scared the hell out of me. I've never seen it that bad while behind the wheel before.

Now? Uhh, bored I guess. The only real distraction I have now is watching the news coverages on oh, the riots, while at the same time both appalled and a little amused at the sheer stupidity of a lot of the looters. I was watching an anime series, but I've run out of episodes. The subbers aren't moving fast enough and I don't quite want to watch raw footage.

Tomorrow it's back to an evening shift at work for me, sooo... fun fun fun.
 
Mood: Annoyed

Reason: It's half past fucking seven in the morning, and already my mother is having a go at me. Apparently my entire life revolves around her. She can fuck right off, I don't give a shit about what she's doing, and what I do has absolutely nothing to do with her. I am SICK of nothing I do ever being good enough for her, and I am not going to tolerate being constantly picked on like this. She seems to think that because she's "subtle" about the points she wants to make, she can take some sort of moral high ground and lord over me. She can fuck off, I'm not playing her little games. It's always me she comes to annoy whenever she's annoyed (she currently has a cold, which I suppose I'm to blame for as well) because she won't get a reaction from her husband and my little brother doesn't understand any of it. One of these days I am really going to lose my temper with her...

...she could have at least waited until 9 or so before she decided to come and fucking annoy me.
 
Thank fuck its...almost the weekend.

Its rolled around quick. HAving monday tuesday off sick has really passed the week quick. Today was a drag though, there really wasnt much of anything to do which suits me fine as i dont get hassled to work overtime. Cant waaaaaaaaaaaaait for friday. Plan to get very merry. Also, in exactly 2 weeks time il be seeing jimmy eat world live :ohoho::ohoho: Seriously cannot wait for that. I get excited just thinkin about it.
 
Mood: bleh.

I've been so sore from volleyball practice for two days now. I don't even know how to possibly get sore playing volleyball, but it happened. Bad thing is, my house is atop a big flight of stairs, then I open the door to my house and guess what's next, more stairs. So I am reluctant to leave the house. On the plus side, I have a good shot at making the team, that's gotta count for something :P
 
Mood: Worried

I woke up this morning to discover the power light on my computer flashing off and on, and the computer refusing to turn on for a bit. So, yes, I'm beginning to worry that the power supply may be going out. Luckily, I got it to work in perfect order shortly thereafter, but bugs and glitches have to start somewhere. I fear that this was not just a one time little thing and that I shall soon be buying a new computer. I really don't want to have to deal with that right now. Oh, and it feels like somebody took a sledgehammer to the side of my face too. Pain = Ugh.
 
Mood : Amused

It is nearly 1:30 in the morning and I am watching an episode of My Little Pony.
. . . I swear, 1 out of 3 adults watch it more than the kids do. :hmph: Don't hate.
As for everything else, it's funny to know that my old high school will probably be having classes again in a week or two, and I won't have to go back. It really does feel great to be finished. :griin: But now that I have less than 2 months to get ready for my next school, I may be busier than I was before. :gasp: But whatever time is used until my semester at Ai starts, it'll pay off, I'm sure. :ryan:
 
Mood: Ugh

Reason: Woke up with a headache and now my eyes are starting to hurt as well, despite having had around 9-10 hours in bed with a series of really odd dreams in the middle that kind of disturbed me. Now for some reason, it feels cold. Mid-August and I feel like I've caught some kind of winter cold or something, so I've secluded myself in my stuffy room because of this, and now I've failed to turn up to work again.

Meanwhile (fuckity fuck!), next Thursday is the A-levels exam results day and admittedly, I'm scared. I've probably got nothing to worry about, but I have to worry. It's my damn nature to constantly worry about things. :rage:
 
Mood: Good

Reason:
Things have been going smoothly at home again which is good.

Trying to save up for a deposit to buy a house next year. I can't wait! I will be so happy knowing that the money I spend on rent every week will be going towards something I will eventually own!

I have to buy glasses next week too. I went for an eye test yesterday afternoon and although my eyes aren't that bad, I could definitely use some reading glasses.

I put a pair of glasses on that had the lenses I needed and my vision was so much clearer and crisp. I wasn't squinting when trying to read etc. Can't wait to get my glasses on Monday!
 
Mood: OK

Reason: Been getting progressively better since the disaster that was Thursday. Yesterday I was in something of a stupor, since I barely slept and still felt crappy. I had a reasonably good nights sleep last night - although I got woken up by the rain a couple of times, not that I minded, considering how hot its been recently - and my appetite is starting to come back a little, so hopefully this means I'm on the mend a little...I hate being ill.
 
Mood: :rage:

Reason: I can't find my 'Fight Club' DVD. I've been planning to watch that movie since last night but now my plan and night are ruined. Also I'm sick. Sick with the flu and sick of not being able to find my DVD. :mokken:
 
Mood: Great. I figured I would come on and post a little bit because I have not done so in a bit. I am in a pretty great mood actually. My birthday was a pretty good day. I am loving my blue 3DS. I am really glad I actually got one. It really is not as bad as people make it out to be. In fact I think it is enjoyable. Loving the 3D effects and everything. Blue is such a nice colour for the 3DS. :ryan: The most part that sucks is that I am leaving in three days, so that means no more beach and fun times. :( It means Ill have to get ready for the new semester which will start pretty soon. Vacation is not over yet... and I really wish it was not coming to a close.
 
Mood: STILL confused, but a little bit happy.

It's 4:35am, and I'm still awake, as I've been talking to my best friend/guy I have feelings for for the past 2 and a half hours online, and we've been listening to music and talking about random stuff. My head is so messed up, I had a major falling out with my boyfriend about me hanging out with this guy and stuff, which nearly resulted in us splitting up, and the guy was there for me and spent the whole day with me as I didn't wanna go back home, and needed some space from the partner. I've never felt so close to anyone as I do with this guy, we just constantly chat and chat, and text and mess about. I feel so comfortable around him, and I can be myself, and he's an amazing friend, he's helped me a lot through all of this, even though he is the reason why my head is so messed up. I don't know what to do, a huge part is telling me to leave my partner, but another part doesn't as I'm too scared to hurt him, as I still love him, and I care about him.

Sorry a bit TLDR :/ but yeah that's how I'm feeling right now, should probably get some sleep....
 
Mood: :damon:


Just...ate...a large piece of brownie pudding cake. Yes sounds wonderful doesn't it? 70 grams of sugar :sick: Oh I feel so sick and stuffed. Why did I eat the whole slice? I'm gonna explode.
 
Mood: STILL confused, but a little bit happy.

It's 4:35am, and I'm still awake, as I've been talking to my best friend/guy I have feelings for for the past 2 and a half hours online, and we've been listening to music and talking about random stuff. My head is so messed up, I had a major falling out with my boyfriend about me hanging out with this guy and stuff, which nearly resulted in us splitting up, and the guy was there for me and spent the whole day with me as I didn't wanna go back home, and needed some space from the partner. I've never felt so close to anyone as I do with this guy, we just constantly chat and chat, and text and mess about. I feel so comfortable around him, and I can be myself, and he's an amazing friend, he's helped me a lot through all of this, even though he is the reason why my head is so messed up. I don't know what to do, a huge part is telling me to leave my partner, but another part doesn't as I'm too scared to hurt him, as I still love him, and I care about him.

Sorry a bit TLDR :/ but yeah that's how I'm feeling right now, should probably get some sleep....

I think you're hurting him more by keeping him hanging, sweety... I'm sorry to say... =( Relationship problems are never easy.

Mood: Tired

Just woke up, I'm considering the dish from last night for breakfast. :wacky: Just gonna lounge around for now, bored out of my mind already.
 
Mood: Knackered

Reason: Work this weekend has been BRUTAL. It doesn't help I'm standing in the same position for four to five hours either. Someone needs to get me a chair! Oh well, now that's over and done with, I've got tomorrow to look forward to. It's my friend from work's 17th birthday and we're having a party ... at Frankie and Benny's. Whilst not exactly as brilliant as I make it out to be, it's one of my favourite restaurants. The vast majority of people there are under 18. Which means I'll be drinking wine to prove my point!
 
Mood: Tired

Reason: Still full of cold here, my throat was randomly on fire last night, so I didn't get much sleep as a result of that. Plus I'm just tired in general because I've done absolutely bugger all for the last two months, and I really, REALLY want a job :hmph:
 
Mood: Blegh

My mood was alright this morning, and then it dropped for no reason. It's sunny outside, and it kinda just makes me more annoyed 'cause it doesn't suit my mood at all. Just pulled the laptop on to my lap, and am munching on some Cheese & Onion chips. :gasp: Cannot be bothered to go out today at all, I showered this morning and got right back into PJ's, that's what I'm planning on staying in all day.
 
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