MEMORIES
Those dolls they were making underground... Did you think they look like me?
Dead ringers, kid. Of course, I wouldn’t have told you that either. You weren’t ready to hear it at the time. We still had a lot of traveling to do at that point, and you … well … all of us, really, had a lot of learning and growing up to do. You may have been the youngest of us, but in a lot of ways, you were the bravest of us all. I, at least, knew where I came from, where I was, and what my purpose on this planet was. You had to search for everything.
Zidane... Those black mages and I. Are we... the same?
Such a simple question, but yet such a complex answer. I don’t think anyone was anywhere near prepared to answer it. Steiner and Zidane did well to handle it the way they did, but I’m sure even they knew that their answers rang somewhat hollow. It was a bandage, but it wasn’t a cure for your curiosity, your absolute need to understand who you were.
Um...... Y-yeah... But... But I have to... I have to find out who I am... I'm scared... What if I'm not even human...?
I’m not sure you ever realized how profoundly your answer to my question affected me. There was so much bravery packed into those few words, just like there was so much bravery packed into your small body. Even to this day, when I get frustrated, fed up, or want to give up, those words will jump back into my mind unbidden. And I press on.
What am I supposed to tell them? All I can do... is just sit with them.
You have more sympathy than most humans I know. It’s too bad I won’t be able to sit with you at the top of Alexandria Castle like we’ve done for the past few years.
I’ll miss you, Vivi.
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Freya listened absentmindedly to the various speakers give eulogies for Vivi. Most of them only knew him from the stories of Brahne’s War and the fight with Kuja, as well as the rebuilding of Alexandria and Lindblum that Vivi helped with. There were exceptions of course. Dagger -… no, Queen Garnet (Freya swore she’d never get used to that) spoke, as did Regent Cid. Both knew Vivi as well, if not better, than Freya herself. She had received word two weeks ago that Vivi had stopped. Somehow, she thought Vivi knew it was coming soon, and Freya had the feeling he had tried to tell her as much the last time they had spent time together at the pinnacle of Alexandria Castle, as had become their monthly custom.
“Freya,” he had said without pretext. “I’m glad I’ve gotten the opportunity to help so many people. If you would have told me six years ago that I was going to travel the world in the hopes of saving it … well, I wouldn’t have known what to say. And I definitely wouldn’t have believed you.” Here Vivi had turned to Freya, and she could see his eyes glint in a smile. “I’m happy with how things have turned out.”
So a week after she received word, Freya left Burmecia -which was also still in the process of rebuilding- for Alexandria. The ceremony itself had been relatively simple. Garnet would not have let it turn into a garish affair. Vivi wouldn’t have wanted a huge fuss made over him, despite all those who held him in high esteem. He probably would have been surprised at how many people turned out to honor him, Freya thought to herself as, after the final speaker finished, she made her way to the dockside courtyard where Vivi’s adventure had started all those years before. A small reception area had been set up for those who were more intimately acquainted with Vivi.
Freya wondered how many familiar faces she would see today.
Those dolls they were making underground... Did you think they look like me?
Dead ringers, kid. Of course, I wouldn’t have told you that either. You weren’t ready to hear it at the time. We still had a lot of traveling to do at that point, and you … well … all of us, really, had a lot of learning and growing up to do. You may have been the youngest of us, but in a lot of ways, you were the bravest of us all. I, at least, knew where I came from, where I was, and what my purpose on this planet was. You had to search for everything.
Zidane... Those black mages and I. Are we... the same?
Such a simple question, but yet such a complex answer. I don’t think anyone was anywhere near prepared to answer it. Steiner and Zidane did well to handle it the way they did, but I’m sure even they knew that their answers rang somewhat hollow. It was a bandage, but it wasn’t a cure for your curiosity, your absolute need to understand who you were.
Um...... Y-yeah... But... But I have to... I have to find out who I am... I'm scared... What if I'm not even human...?
I’m not sure you ever realized how profoundly your answer to my question affected me. There was so much bravery packed into those few words, just like there was so much bravery packed into your small body. Even to this day, when I get frustrated, fed up, or want to give up, those words will jump back into my mind unbidden. And I press on.
What am I supposed to tell them? All I can do... is just sit with them.
You have more sympathy than most humans I know. It’s too bad I won’t be able to sit with you at the top of Alexandria Castle like we’ve done for the past few years.
I’ll miss you, Vivi.
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Freya listened absentmindedly to the various speakers give eulogies for Vivi. Most of them only knew him from the stories of Brahne’s War and the fight with Kuja, as well as the rebuilding of Alexandria and Lindblum that Vivi helped with. There were exceptions of course. Dagger -… no, Queen Garnet (Freya swore she’d never get used to that) spoke, as did Regent Cid. Both knew Vivi as well, if not better, than Freya herself. She had received word two weeks ago that Vivi had stopped. Somehow, she thought Vivi knew it was coming soon, and Freya had the feeling he had tried to tell her as much the last time they had spent time together at the pinnacle of Alexandria Castle, as had become their monthly custom.
“Freya,” he had said without pretext. “I’m glad I’ve gotten the opportunity to help so many people. If you would have told me six years ago that I was going to travel the world in the hopes of saving it … well, I wouldn’t have known what to say. And I definitely wouldn’t have believed you.” Here Vivi had turned to Freya, and she could see his eyes glint in a smile. “I’m happy with how things have turned out.”
So a week after she received word, Freya left Burmecia -which was also still in the process of rebuilding- for Alexandria. The ceremony itself had been relatively simple. Garnet would not have let it turn into a garish affair. Vivi wouldn’t have wanted a huge fuss made over him, despite all those who held him in high esteem. He probably would have been surprised at how many people turned out to honor him, Freya thought to herself as, after the final speaker finished, she made her way to the dockside courtyard where Vivi’s adventure had started all those years before. A small reception area had been set up for those who were more intimately acquainted with Vivi.
Freya wondered how many familiar faces she would see today.