Serious I think I'm evil.

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I had a mood swing and sent my best friend this message, he's a guy and just recently got a girlfriend... Sorry T_T:

Hello you beautiful son of a bitch, how you doin'?
Today we were discussing how much we would care if you got abducted by a fucking rapist and got raped and murdered, it was a good laugh.
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Your girlfriend enjoyed it. I just wanted to send you this fuckfest of offensiveness to ruin your day! Because I just want a hairy-ass gorilla to teabag your fucking abomination you call a dick. I don't intend on causing any violent harm to you because that's just barbaric. What I really want to do is painlessly ruin your fucking life until you go suicidal. Please take this as an opportunity to remove yourself from this Earth. I don't care if your precious girlfriend would sob her eyes out, I'd pat her on the back and say "It's no big deal, cheer up." If some pedophile was raping you and was going to kill you when they were finished, while you were screaming for help and I was watching from nearby, I would simply shrug my shoulders, and walk away. I hope you die sometime so I can experience the irony of "Haha, you're dead and I'm not! Who's gonna get a girlfriend now, hm?" Ha!
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You're a pretty boy asshole of a prick that only cares about themselves and doesn't seem to realize the emotions of other people, and make everything go so you can be satisfied. You're going to fuck your girlfriend before you're 14 and she'll hate it. She'll see your fucking shrivel of a dick and try to escape, you'll rape her and get her pregnant, she'll go through child birth and come up with a mentally retarded baby. You'll laugh as she has to take care of it on her own and you ditch her. Her parents will end up hating you and she'll break up with you. So anyway, happy fucking March break, have a nice day you miserable fuck.

I think I'm evil :(
 
Ooer, that is a bit evil.
I'm going to assume that you...something happened? xD
I think I'd cry if I ever got something like that sent to me, even if it was just from a stranger.
You have a very good way of insulting/offending people though..
 
I feel really really bad for sending that D:

But I'm laughing right now for some reason o.o HELP ME!
 
Did you actually have a reason to send it or were you just feeling particularly mean?

You could apologise if you feel bad...or pass it as a joke?

The evil laugh just adds to the evilness xD
 
...I'm sorry but what the hell is wrong with you? To send somebody who you claim is your best friend a message like this beyond cruelty. You sir need some help. If you think telling your best friend you wish them bodily harm, rape and death is funny then you seriously should consider checking yourself in to a hospital and speaking with a psychiatric specialist. I've seen people be cruel and say really horrible things, but to somebody that's supposed to be their best friend...? Dude. Go get help. Now. And also one more thing, that entire message just reeks of jealousy because he has a girlfriend and you don't.
 
I do feel absolutely terrible for sending him that... I don't know what was going through my mind at the moment v.v I just felt kinda mean and just HAD to send him that... I was typing it quickly while laughing after almost every sentence. He's like my best friend and all and we've been through a lot of emotional stuff... I guess I just got kinda pissed at...him having a girlfriend? I guess...
 
I do feel absolutely terrible for sending him that... I don't know what was going through my mind at the moment v.v I just felt kinda mean and just HAD to send him that... I was typing it quickly while laughing after almost every sentence. He's like my best friend and all and we've been through a lot of emotional stuff... I guess I just got kinda pissed at...him having a girlfriend? I guess...

You had to send him that? Id never send someone i hated let alone my mate anything like that.
Stop getting jealous cuz hes sideways dancing with a girl and your not. Get over it.
 
Sideways dancing? Oh I don't think so! XD (But seriously, he doesn't... sideways dance... with her... as far as I know. >.>)
 
I'm glad you apologised but I don't blame him if he doesn't accept it that was cruel.
Next time you feel like that just...write it in a diary or something rather than actually expressing it on people.
Or better, don't feel like that again, it's kinda scarryyy!
 
I sent him another E-mail that said:
OMGOMG I'm so sorry! I didn't mean any of that T_T I'm just really sad and had a mood swing... I still love you so don't get mad at me! I'm so sorry! v.v

I hope he doesn't take it too badly... I made the subject of this email "READ THIS ONE! DELETE THE OLD MESSAGE! SORRYSORRY!". Ah... fuck my life.

Kid, you have issues. Seriously. If you think he's gonna forgive you for saying something like that to him and then turning around and sending him that, you've got another coming unless he's just an over-forgiving person. If that's the case and he does forgive you, I can tell you that you don't deserve his friendship.
 
Um.. do you do this regularly? Because if so, you need help. If not then I think that you were jealous, and you obviously feel remorse for what you've done. Either way, just hope your friend forgives you.
 
Maybe you're not evil, but you are rather immature and overtly malevolent over something trivial like that. Honestly - is that how jealous you are? Good grief. I can never imagine doing something like that to a best friend of mine.
 
Telling your best friend that you hope he gets abudubted, raped, killed, and hope his girlfriend suffers? That's not a simple mood swing brah, that's damned near bi-polarism. O_O

Sure, it sounds funny. However, imagine the look on your friends face when he discovers that apparently you want him dead at the hands of a pedo after being raped. -__-

If that's a friendship that you value... You best get to kissing some major ass right now. :mokken:
 
Ok well maybe a more clear explaination can support this:

I'm a depressed, over emotional car wreckage of a person. He's had to perform emotional therapy on me many many times before and my self confidence is down the drain. He's a really really good person though and I want to be his BMFFFLB (Best Mother Fucking Friend For Life, Bitch.) And I've flipped once or twice at him... but not this much >.> This is the only time I sent him a hateful E-mail and I really really don't want to do it again. I always hate myself and think I'm an ugly shit that won't ever get a girlfriend... So I think that backs up some facts that need to be included... I think I have my motive now D: Although what I did still wasn't right no matter what.
 
I personally wouldn't have posted this on a forum, because everyone's going to (rightfully) think you're insane.

You obviously feel really bad about it, but it was still way over the top. It's one thing to snap at someone, it's another thing to hope they get raped and die.
 
I'm going to send him a really really nice E-mail now. An exact opposite of what I just did, so I don't feel this bad. OMG, I just want to die right now.
 
Hello there! I was just wondering where you were at school today, it was really dull without you, no one was there today. D: I was talking to your girlfriend and we actually had a decent conversation, she wasn't beating me in the head with a lunch container or anything. XD Anyway, I just hope I can talk to you again soon and I hope that you get better from whatever your sickness problem is or whatever the reason why you weren't at school today, because we all love you and wish you were there! I hope you and your girlfriend will grow up and get married someday and we can all still see each other! Wouldn't that be great? We'd truly be BMFFFLBs by then. I just want to apologize for all the bullshit I put you through from bothering you with my emotional problems, I just have self esteem problems (obviously) and need help from you v.v You're the only person I trust and can discuss my problems with. I know you'll still be my friend and won't get too preoccupied with your treasure of a girlfriend you have. You really deserve her because you're a nice person and very attractive and probably have a lot of people that have a crush on you. That's something I'll never have, so don't take it for granted and try not to feel sad. I love you a lot and I really hope that you'll be my best friend for eternity.
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Oh God, I hope I can redeem myself by sending a positive message rather than a negative one...
 
That's better... But I believe that he's going to read that other one and to be honest... It definitely outweighs the good. -__-

Hopefully your friend is the forgiving type. If not, I suggest presents... And a huge dose of brown nosing. :mokken:
 
I think if you were to try and get out of this then you should have messaged him with "oops, someone else typed that while I was downstairs" or "btw, that was a joke just to see your priceless reaction". The latter would still be a bit cruel, but it is better than saying that you actually did mean all that as you typed it, and for him just to ignore it.

In my opinion I think you need real therapy. I'm not saying that as an insult, I'm just saying you shouldn't be using him for that, and also he wouldn't be as good at it as a proper therapist that can help you fix you inside.


I always hate myself and think I'm an ugly shit that won't ever get a girlfriend...

So do I, but I don't write that kind of message to my friends. I think the problem in your life is your urges to write that kind of message and risk losing your friends. Perhaps you do it to test your friendships to see how far you can go and get away with it. Whatever it is, you need to change the way you view things, or go for serious therapy if the urge that you had to do this felt uncontrolable.
 
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