What I feel right now is hatred. The strongest hatred to date. It has a lot of bitterness. I'm currently not where I want to be in life. Financially I'm considered somewhat successful, but at least what I tell family.
I recently lost the one person willing to understand the things I say. And I absolutely feel lonely. No one gets me. I feel like I live in a world full of cavemen or people who forget what I said 10 minutes ago. I feel like in Gravity Rush where the traveller would be saving things but Kat would have to find him in another location to hear the rest, only in my situation people don't hear the most important statements.
I want to be gone. I rather cut myself off completely from this world then to continue this torture of even trying to communicate with it. I only share this now because people suddenly care. And I rather not Pm people individually. Because the truthbis, you don't care.
If you truly cared, you would want to understand why I say the things I say. I'm not some hollow headed fan. I question things, I look at holes, inconsistencies and more I'm someone who thinks things far further than any other fan. If I hate something I look into it and why.
I truly want to be gone from this world. I really do. There is no time, there is no passing. I am done with this world. I'm tired of people acting like they want to understand and can't even keep up with what I'm saying.
I feel like fans will support anything if they bury the elephant in the room with Arrive Time Reports and confirmation of things we never cared about. I feel like the world can do whatever they want to me. And if they push more positive things, people will forget what they ever did to me.
I recently lost the one person willing to understand the things I say. And I absolutely feel lonely. No one gets me. I feel like I live in a world full of cavemen or people who forget what I said 10 minutes ago. I feel like in Gravity Rush where the traveller would be saving things but Kat would have to find him in another location to hear the rest, only in my situation people don't hear the most important statements.
I want to be gone. I rather cut myself off completely from this world then to continue this torture of even trying to communicate with it. I only share this now because people suddenly care. And I rather not Pm people individually. Because the truthbis, you don't care.
If you truly cared, you would want to understand why I say the things I say. I'm not some hollow headed fan. I question things, I look at holes, inconsistencies and more I'm someone who thinks things far further than any other fan. If I hate something I look into it and why.
I truly want to be gone from this world. I really do. There is no time, there is no passing. I am done with this world. I'm tired of people acting like they want to understand and can't even keep up with what I'm saying.
I feel like fans will support anything if they bury the elephant in the room with Arrive Time Reports and confirmation of things we never cared about. I feel like the world can do whatever they want to me. And if they push more positive things, people will forget what they ever did to me.