[V4] What's Your Mood?

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Mood: Tired and Relaxed and Productive

The Ebay seller kindly accepted my return request, so good-bye it will be with this bag. This got me so down today, though, on my first half of my shift at work. Inside, it felt like I was constantly shaking my head at how it didn't work out. I looked forward to this bag so much, and the design is so cute, but there was just them thangs about it that didn't make me want to stay... But I'm pretty productive right now because when I got home, I filed my taxes. I just finished them, actually. YAY to me...but now I'm dead-ass tired. So I just want to go to sleep. I hope nothing happens to the bag as it gets shipped back to her. THAT would suck! Especially since it'll look like I did something to it, and I just want to be DONE with this bag! No more issues, PLEASE!
 
im grumpy as fuck, i dont know why

i guess i just get super salty whenever i think about having been frauded and banned from PSN =| tonight was also a really boring and slow night, didn't really do anything, can't find my debit card

sometimes i just wish i had a midget to punch :gmonster:
 
Im a bit bored. Im a nightmare for motivating myself on days off work. When i finish work i get home and im always doing something or fixing something working on the house etc etc but on days off....nahhhh i just sit here around the living room on the pc looking at the titles on netflix without ever watching anything. I think i wanna go out but i went out last night and i spent more money than i should. Im trying tto save money so aye....fuck knoooooows but sittin here doin nothing will drive me up the wall.

This place always becomes my favourite waste of time. And i swear these oxy contin ads online keep popping up everywhere. Its like theyre tempting me sigh. Maybe il grab some beers
 
Mood: Siiiiiiiiiigh.

My back is killing me. Lifted my whole bed so we could hang the new curtain, finally up. My cat, Nirvana, tore down the bamboo roll up I had. Fuck knows how, maybe cause she's a chubby little shit.

Anyway, first load of laundry is done and hung. Just FINALLY got my shower, so I'm sitting here like a towel head, typing. When my hair's dried I think I'll throw in the next batch of laundry, I think I only have one more after THAT one.

Swept the whole floor, still have boxes to sort through that I keep putting off, maybe today is the day.

Productive but my back... x_X
 
Mood: Girly

Yesterday, I "dressed up" a bit to work, as in...not really, but kind of. I put on skinny jeans that was the color I have to wear for our uniform for the first time to see if they would say anything because, although I have two business pants, one of them I don't like because it's a little baggy. I showed up with it and they didn't say anything. I decided to wear my ankle boots, too, because I like covering the ankles when I wear skinny jeans. The ankle boot is a lil stylish and the only feminine-ish covered shoe that I have compared to my Nike's and work boots, so I felt girlier. And when I feel girly, I feel nicer, and I feel like being nicer. Probably cuz I feel nicer, lol. So I've been thinking that I should be girlier more often since it makes me feel good, and since one of my goals has been to be nicer to people, and myself. I'll be painting my nails soon, and hopefully this feeling means I'll be wearing those clothes hanging in my closet that I bought but don't ever wear. Kyah~ ^_^
 
Mood- Annoyed.

For the last 3 or 4 hours I've been trying to defeat Odin on ARR, and if the party wipes a few times, they issue a motion to abandon. And it passes. Every. Effing. Time. Being paired with random people is a pain in the ass. I need a group or something for primal fights. Shits ridiculous.
 
Mood: Not bad

Reason: I've actually forced myself to be positive today and it worked. I've tried this a fair few times over the past few months but nothing came out of it. This time was different! I think the main thing was that my workmate had a shit weekend holiday so I got a good lol as soon as I got to work. Malaga (sp)? Apparently has all shops but no bars to watch footy or rugby. How much I made fun of him :lew:.

Good day overall. Not to mention I had Bayonetta to come home to. I can't remember any of it, so it's like I'm experiencing it all for the first time again. Looooove this game.

And there was sun. Granted, I only saw it for like 2 minutes over my lunch break (no windows in my office), but it just being there helped. Now the days just need to draw out more and let me have some warmth after work and I think I'll be sorted.

Y'know, I think my main problem is that I have a form of SAD. C'mooooon good Spring and Summer! :monocle:

Ok, I'm done now :wacky:.
 
Mood: Bored as a mofo'

I think I may have to drop this class. I simply cannot stand this professor's style of teaching. He is ridiculously bland and I'm struggling to stay awake, let alone comprehend the material that's virtually all new to me. He isn't teaching like we mostly don't know. He just jumps into foreign concepts. Reading the book doesn't help. I'm at wits end here. :sad3:
 
Mood: x_X

Dead tired. Finally heading to bed now. Been going to bed real early lately because I keep waking up at like 5am. So now, with it being 11pm, I'm dead. Was a hectic day to. Ugh.


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Naeeee bad

Work this weeks been a struggle. IVe been late twice cuz ive been so tired in the mornings to the point where im struggling to get outta bed. Im up 5.30am but its only been the last week and a half that ive been like this in the morning. Soooo im gunna have a nice quiet weekend and catch up on my sleep cuz il be working whatever overtime hours i can get next week. The thought of lying in bed til whenever i want Saturday morning is what ive been fantasising about all week and its made the days bearable. I have a lot of stuff i can do around the house so i wont be short of things to do and no doubt il head out for a few hours 2moro afternoon with some friends...i badly need a a haircut and some new clothes so that could be on the cards, i dunno or care, i hate shopping. Itl be good to catch up with some folks on skype i havent spoken too recently. I never get online weekdays so theres much to discuss
 
Mood: Crap.

Well I haven't been on lately because I ended up in the hospital for a little over a week and it was no fun at all.. I thought that I was dying D:

I hated that environment--I'm glad to be home. I really should be catching up on my sleep right now but I don't want to.

Overstress of my life got the best of me and I had a nervous breakdown. Apparently I was saying that I wanted to die.. which, wasn't true.

So yeah, not doing too hot. Just have to learn to do a day at a time.
 
Indecisive

Ack, I don't know if I want to buy this item or not. I've been literally thinking of it all day and still don't know yet. I have a hour left.
 
Mood: ...disappointed.

I ordered a clothing piece online and it didn't work out because one leg of the clothing has more draping/cloth covering my leg than the other! The difference isn't so bad, but I can feel it, dang it, and that's what bothers me! I DON'T WANT TO FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE!!!!! ...So I don't know if I'm gonna exchange it or not...because I'm TIRED of returning and exchanging stuff from online! Now I do it too much to the point where I can't be arsed to do it anymore! URGH...just...GO TO HELL...online ordering... Ugh, this is the bad thing about not being able to choose for yourself which one you want from the rack in person. >_>
 
Mood: A little better.

I am now on break for a week and a half because class was cancelled today, so I hope that does me some good. It will not all be sugar and Rainbows though. I need to manage my time correctly because I do have a presentation at the end of March, and I need to finish reading MiddleMarch AND Thus Spoke Zarathustra by Nietzsche. That is about 1000 pages or so that I have to read over the break. If I read 100 pages a day of Middlemarch and take extremely good notes, I should be okay for the seminars after the break. I arguably am not feeling good about my school year though. I realise that this year is harder, and I am not doing as well as last year. I cannot keep getting B- forever. I hope this break will truly allow me to refocus my efforts on my schoolwork. I spoke to my professor yesterday after class and she gave me ideas for my essay, and I really need to start brainstorming more about it. She was surprisingly helpful, despite me thinking she is intimidating.

Random note, but the Order 1886 has apparently failed to be a good game, and I am rather gutted because I wanted to pick it up on its launch day, which is tomorrow. I instead will be renting it so I will get to save 60 bucks, and use that money on something else. I have a big break ahead of me, and it shall not consist of unproductive activities.
 
I am bloody awesome :griin:

Everything has gone right for me this week. I had a terrible week last week with some stuff, smashed my phone screen, had some problems with someone who technically isn't allowed to speak to me any more, and my cat died :-)sad3:) but this week it's like I've been rewarded for putting up with all of that shit.
Awesome night out on Tuesday, lost 4 lbs since I last weighed myself (which is ace and I'm now the lightest i've been since November so shifting the weight i put on is finally working), and today I went and got 2 ear piercings and they look ace

Yeah I'm in a great mood today :griin:
 
Great! Had a lot of friends over tonight. My best mate came over and we sat talking over some shit we shoulda talked about a loing long time ago. IT felt really refreshing and i was susprised by many things he was saying. Later on my workmate came round with his missus. A fine example of 2 people who absolutely fucking hate eachother. Every second with them was a cringe worthy and painfull experience. By themselves theyre fine people but together they just dont make any sense and i have no idea why they are together. Been at the gym several times this week and feeling in realy good shape. the haircut i got today made me feel human again.
My friend wants me to meet him later on in the town after hes met his GFs family but i aint keen. He was already pretty drunk and the idea of meeting both of them together makes my skin go all itchy and slmy. Might just chill in the hoose and take it all as it comes 8)
 
Well im now bored out my man boobs. Its almost half 3 in the morning and i cant bloody sleep. My friend came over only half an hour ago after her night out and shes already fallen asleep on my sofa so thats that.

ITs these stupid times in the morning when you have none to shoot the breeze with irl and that same time that the forum is dead and i dunno what to do with myself. I dont wanna play guitar and wake her and possibly the neighbours up but i cant seem to get to sleep msyelf cuz i have toothache and thats making me sulk. Ive watched everything i wanna on netflix and every other procrastinating half amusing drivel pish on youtube i can find.
I wanna sit and write a song but the toothaches a right pain in the arse..or rather the jaw...har har fucking har.
Im a wee bit grumpy :toni: If someone dont appear in the sb im just gunna chat to myself i think.
 
Mood: :hmph:

I bought a new coffee maker at work this morning. Haven't had a coffee maker for a few months now, so I was really excited to set it up and brew Don Francisco's hazelnut coffee. Got home, opened the box, lifted the packaging out...and wham, glass pot shattered all over my kitchen floor. So angry I just screamed out of frustration. Kind of. My husband came out running and cleaned it up for me while I just stood there almost sobbing at my stupidity. I helped a few minutes later.

So I gotta buy a new separate pot tonight, which probably almost cost as much as the entire unit. Luckily it was only $16. Whatever, I guess.
 
Mood: Up and down and spinning around and generally going crazy? Looks like I'm on the right planet after all! :argor:


I really can't pin down what I'm currently going through to a single mood.

It dawned on me yesterday that I've not had a night's sleep this month yet. I either do not sleep at all, or at best I get a couple of hours. When does this sort of thing start getting dangerous? I've started retching uncontrollably and I'm dizzy all of the time now.

I've not been sleeping properly since the end of last year... I thought some of it might have been subconscious anxiety regarding a surgical operation I was due to have, but I've had that now and I'm now sleeping even less since!

Anyway, the doctor took my blood this week. Testing it for various things to see if there is a medical reason for my lack of sleep.

If I'm honest with myself though I know exactly what is keeping me awake and it isn't health related but personal things on my mind, but I'm feeling quite powerless to act on this sort of thing and so it is never-ending and inescapable. I'm assuming I'll sleep at some point. I have to, right?

Such a silly world we live in.
 
Mood: Relaxed and hungry

Yesterday was HORRIBLE, TERRIBLE at work, all them damn people coming in asking their questions that they could just answer themselves if they actually tried. But today, it actually went o-kay. It was busy, too, but not as bad. So I'm feel'in relax-y...but my feet are tired. :( And I ate, but it didn't really fulfill my stomach, but my sis just cooked up some good smell'in eggs, so I think I'mma be fine for the rest of the night~ :D
 
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