[V4] What's Your Mood?

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Mood: half happy, half bored

Reason for happiness: The family have gone away for two weeks so I'm home alone with the sister. She's in work a lot of the time too, so it's literally like having the house to myself. I've also just started Joyland by Stephen King, which so far is really atmospheric and is making a grand buildup to what's to come.

Reason for boredom: Apparently, I'm so used to the shouting that constantly goes on in this house that I'm bored without it. The thing is, that the sun makes me want to go out a lot, but there's nothing to do out there. Also, I've been doing chores and crap, so that hasn't helped.

Meh I'll get used to it again.
 
Mood: Happy. Why? Because I told my mom that I made a YouTube, and she's completely on board with it. She even wants to buy me an actual camera, green screen, lights, and editing software. She's very serious about it, and wants the channel to be very popular. We even priced out everything we need, and the total was about 500 dollars. Not too shabby. At least for starting out. So I'm extremely happy about that. XD
 
Mood: potentially worried

Reason: I've been feeling genuinely bad for the last few weeks. Chest pains for the better part of a month and a half, constant fatigue. And today I was having pressure in my head, but I told myself that I was gonna go for a run. So, I did. And when I came back, I felt like I was gonna black out. I still feel pretty bad. I'm hungry but standing makes me feel worse, so I guess I'll eventually buck up and get me something to eat. Till then, I'm gonna lay here.
 
Mood: SO FLIPPIN MAD :rage:

I just bought a swimsuit a few days ago, and I got it today. And...WHAT DO YOU THINK I GOT IN MY EMAIL TODAY? ALL SWIMWEAR IS 25% OFF!! RIGHT AFTER I BOUGHT THIS ONE! FOR 90 BUCKS!!

I would return it and buy a new one but it takes a while for it to come in the mail and I plan on using it in the next few days :sad3: I'm so mad :sad3:
 
Mood: Bored

Reason: I have nothing to do. My other half isn't on Skype, and neither is my closest friend. I don't feel like writing, and if I start playing Disgaea 3 now I'll play until I either fall asleep or my Vita runs out of power, whichever comes first. Since I have work and a hospital appointment tomorrow, that probably isn't a good idea. So I'm killing time on here and trying to learn the lyrics to a song I can't understand. Go me.
 
It's been a while, moody thread. I shall make my return right about now. Mood: Happy. Why? Because I have a whole forum full of every emoticon I could ever want. It's my version of being in a bathtub full of money. I'm on cloud 9. Along with that, I am also very happy about the way everything looks over there. Big thanks to Raul for helping out with the banner. :inlove: I also learned that we're having pizza tomorrow, so I am really just... Goddamn. What a time to be alive. :lew:
 
Mood of the day: Excited.

Found out some interesting news regarding my family. In fact, it's become such a blessing for us all. It was something that almost tore the family apart, much like a prior familial matter some years ago.
 
Mood: Good!

Reason: After writing some posts on here, I feel...confident, again! Like how I used to be. Lately, I haven't been feeling like myself, or at least like I like myself, but after writing out those posts, I've been reminded of who I used to be: the upbeat, happy, confident, positive me. I wish I could feel like this ALL the time EVERY day from now on. Hopefully this will very soon be my new path in my life so that I can feel and be happy again, gaining back my life's sense of normality/balance. Because my life hasn't felt normal in a long time, either. I think being happy again will change that.
 
Mood: Tired

Pulled an all-nighter with work last night. I'm overly tire today, but I still have quite a bit of work to do online. I'll be glad once it's finished.
 
Mood: Odd day.

Feel a bit all over the place lately. Specially today since the 4 application task is coming in again soon due to the no employment desk. It's not a lot, but it's stressful. A lot of others things that are just still on the unsure side of being answered, which bothers me. -.- Stress for no reason, and then more stress when you finally hear the answers, you can't really speed up the process yourself either, which... sucks.

All in all, stress + stress = no fun.
 
I'm feeling kind of relaxed...except for the fact that my sleeping pattern is pretty much messed up since I lost my job. I'm just taking it easy, doing some tagging, gaming and writing while looking for jobs. Not going to worry too much about the job hunting. Haven't had a decent vacation in months so I'm going to enjoy my time off.
 
I do not think I have posted here in ages.

Here it goes...

Mood: Happy/anxious


One of my friends went to Italy this summer for about 17 days, and she got me some shirts from Italy. I am jealous that they got to stay that long, but overall I guess I am happy about getting some shirts from my very own Italia. One shirt even has the coliseum on it, which I thought was nice. I will be wearing them quite frequently throughout the year!


Oh and my cousin's wedding was fun the other night. I stayed a long time and drank lots and lots of wine (I did get drunk, hehe). I believe I did get home at around 2:30 AM! I also really need to take a moment and think how big my family actually is. I saw so many people at the wedding that I have not seen for a very long time.

I am pretty anxious about starting university next week as well.
 
Mood: Meh.

Reason: Had a very meh day. I wanted to get some writing done over the long weekend, but in the end I spent my time trophy farming on my PS3, finishing off my book, and watching episodes of the 90s Spiderman cartoon...oh, and buying stuff I shouldn't have on eBay. Alas. My writing will hopefully pick up when I go part-time/when I finish work (it'll be one or the other; I'm not working full-time once my contract ends for a while) at the end of next month...for a little bit.
 
I'm tired today. Work seemed to drag more than usual, especially after lunchtime. I suppose it doesn't help that I don't get as much sleep as I could have all weekend.

Job number two starts now. Good ole online work.
 
I'm a mixed bag of emotions! Nervous, excited, happy, melancholy!

I'm nervous and excited because I start my new job on Monday! I'm sure I'll just feel excited once I get there, but so much is unknown at the moment, I can't help but feel a little unprepared and nervous. I have, however, planned as much as I possibly can at this point in time!

Playing Left 4 Dead 2 against Peter last night has left me feeling happy! Gosh, I am shocking at that game, but it was my first time playing and it was great fun! He and I weren't able to see one another much over summer, so I've missed him. :/ Which brings me to the reason I am feeling melancholy - summer is over and I barely got to spend any time with Peter. :lew: We went kayaking twice, he came to my house twice...and we went away for a week, but 3 1/2 weeks out of 5 weeks, we spent apart. We don't even live that far away. ;) I had really been looking forward to seeing him a lot over summer after a rather hectic year. But hey, things can't always work out. I'm looking forward to future adventures!
 
Mood: Irked

Reason: I'm wasting away my weekend, again. But then, Saturday is usually a lost cause for me; I'm too tired from working to do anything productive. Tomorrow I'll get some writing done, watch a movie, and actually enjoy myself, perhaps. But today...well, I don't exactly want today over and done with, but I do wish it was this time next month - or even next week - so I'm closer to the end of my contract...that, plus I have another hospital appointment the Monday after next, which I'm both anticipating and dreading. Blargh. Another one of those weekends.
 
Mood: Stressed out and angsty.


Recent events in the family have definitely thrown me off balance. It's certainly not doing much to help out both with the new semester coming up and the matters themselves, which I won't discuss in a forum.

I've generally been snappy at people, and certainly looking for a few arguments for no apparent reason- hence why half of my family aren't on speaking terms at the mo'.


Meh, I don't think it'll sort itself out any time soon, so I'd better get apologies at the ready.
 
I'm pretty content today.

I've been busy cleaning the house since 7am this morning, while tending to my online work, and schoolwork, throughout. I feel I'm getting quite a bit done. Still have quite a bit to do, but I'm satisfied with what I've done today.
 
Mood: Aggravated

Reason: I just spent the last hour and a half slogging through a Legendary Item in Disgaea 3 and I didn't see a single pirate. No pirate club, no advancement in levelling, nothing accomplished. I fucking loathe this game sometimes; I hated it on PS3, and the Vita's sole saving grace is that I don't have to track them all down for the platinum.

...oh, and my weekend is over, I have 26 long, painful days ahead of me (at least 19 working) and I feel like crap as usual. I'm getting a bit sick of feeling like this all the time. Such is life, I suppose.
 
Mood: Nervous/happy?

I start the nerve wrecking part of life tomorrow. Yep, that is right; I start my first year of university tomorrow. I am nervous because it is humungous for one; I need to navigate my way around, etc. Thankfully, I pretty much know where all my classes are and I have time to get to each since they are not too far apart from each other. I have my first classes tomorrow and then my university program orientation, where I will get to meet all the 1st years and above in my program. So in short, I am planning to stay at the orientation late.

I am just really going to try to plan things out and make new friends so I can have a happy university lifestyle. Maybe I will go and visit them or whatever. I imagine internet is going to be minimal for me in terms of surfing the web. I will be typing away/researching for the most part. At least I will have internet for free time, but I probably am going to be using it MUCH less.

I will go have fun and party tomorrow or whatever just to see what it is like. I have to remember not to spend my money like crazy though!

Why am I happy? Let me see....

University is a place where many cultures come together, so I will be seeing lots of Europeans, South Americans, and the like. I guess it will be more of an "at home" environment for me.

I am sure I will go home on weekends since the place is not exactly 3 hours from my house. Overall, though, I am more nervous than happy.

I trust that coffee hours will be friendly, and that I will probably go to them daily. This is a big step in life to deal with, and I am hoping I do not fall over and die. Haha, this is only first year, but then I still have 2-3 more!

I am sure I will be just fine tomorrow. After making new friends and visiting old friends, I am sure everything will be a breeze.
 
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