Serious Leave me alone please

[Channizard]

So we're back to this.. no, not the crazy facebook guy, just the backstabbing friends from the other forum place. Y'know, the ones who took my RP after I left, and made me emotionally slit my wrists every time I saw a status update with inside lulz regarding said RP on facebook..

Anyway I received an email from one of them... One whom I wasn't very close with to begin with.

Hello Channy.

I'm not sure whether you'll read this, as I am telling you outright, right now, that it is Destrillians-related, but I've been curious for a long time and I was hoping to get an answer.

So I've been wondering forever where Destrillians STARTED. I mean, I know it wasn't on *** - everybody's C/P'd posts told us that much. I think the others told me about one or two other attempts, but how far back does it go? Who came up with it, and what happened along the way? What are it's origins?

Hope you're doing well,

~***, AKA ***

Srsly? You wanna get into that? The last people I had ever spoken to from that forum, I tried to be friends with again and be on common grounds, as long as that topic wasn't brought up... which was apparently all that was ever talked about in group chats, so I fell out with them again.

This was someone who I barely spoke to outside the RP, and when I lurked over there after someone had gotten in contact with me for some reason, she was one of the first to say awful things about me for wanting to restart the RP at a new destination forum. I haven't replied for fear of giving into their demands, or coming off desperate that I still wanna be buddy buddy... but I hardly think I owe her, or any of them an explanation for the origins of my RP, and when someone leaves for those very reasons, you would hope others would at least respect your wishes to be left alone or not spoken to about such things.

ugh.. rant... any advice for such betrayal?

 

[SaShman]

Perhaps you should just be glad that you created something that other people enjoy so much. To be fair, I don't really understand the whole RP thing myself. I've never tried RPing or anything like that. But at the end of the day it's just an RP, nothing to get too upset over.

I haven't replied for fear of giving into their demands, or coming off desperate that I still wanna be buddy buddy... but I hardly think I owe her, or any of them an explanation for the origins of my RP, and when someone leaves for those very reasons, you would hope others would at least respect your wishes to be left alone or not spoken to about such things.

In all honesty I think you are over analyzing this a bit. Does it really matter if you tell them or not?

 

[GalaxyFlare]

Why is the origin of your RP so hard for you to talk about?
It seems like a harmless enough request by this person, you set a precedent of not talking about that aspect of your RP and you find this person bad mouthing you behind your back for staring it elsewhere.

To a bunch of people you supposedly dont want anything to do with?

Did you set out in the joining requirements of your RP that asking about the origin of the story was of limits if they wanted to join? Did the people enjoy the story? if so why not share with them your creation process?

People are gona bitch about you behind your back Channy, you best get used to it, it never stops, and people have the right to complain and you cant stop that either,
be the bigger person and rise above such thing!

Unless your thinking of revenge..........do you now where they live?
betrayal often leads to revenge, but I dont think it applies in this case?

If I squeeze 1 more cliche in there it will be nonsense, if its not already?

Did I get that any where near the point?

 

[Sir Kenneth]

ugh.. rant... any advice for such betrayal?

As someone who's spent way too much time fussing over pointless forum drama in the past, the only advice I'd recommend is to not deal with it at all. It's just the internet after all and it's really not worth your time or effort to get worked up over. If you don't want to hear from this person again, just ignore the mail and move on with your business.

 

[blakstang98]

Well, I think the title says it all. If they bother you and you don't want to associate with them, then don't respond. Maybe then they'll take the hint to leave you alone. I would understand that you'd be worried about the response you'd get if you were still friends with them, or wanted them to be your friends. But if you don't want to be friends, then I don't see a real reason to associate with them in any way.

 

[Exoskeleton]

Seriously, just don't talk to them at all. cut them out. You have new forums, other forums who won't take your RP. If you copywrited the story you could legally sue, but anyways just don't tell them origins or else they might just make another RP exactly like yours and call it something else. Being nice without being on guard is dangerous. It sounds to me like you're close to playing into their hands. The fact that they TOOK your RP is what offends me personally. I know how hard it is to try and com eup with a unique story and everything for an RP. It takes time and work so after they did that I would just leave without a trace. No contact, no anything. You should shut them out of contact and move on!

 

[Channizard]

edit: THANK YOU RAWKS... someone who understands. <3

Okay perhaps I should go more indepth to why this is an issue.

Issue why I don't want to bring up the origins of the RP:

I'd started the RP with an old internet flame long ago on another RP forum, which went fairly well until issues arose, betrayal was had (on my part this time), harsh words were said, etc... etc... There's a whole shpeil about it, and some of them know about it, if I brought up what incident it was, they'd remember probably.

Why it's an issue that they stole it

There was ALOT of forum drama over the last 2 years, being friends, hating them, being friends again with some of these people.. eventually, I wormed my way into being friends once more, however my bf and other bestfriend of mine warned me that they weren't being true to me and would eventually end up betraying me in some way. Something ended up happening that caused me to have to leave the forum. I said my goodbyes, and asked for the RP to be closed... I poured a lot of heart into that, after it had been recycled 3 other times on different forums, and don't like being a part of it. Yes it was selfish, I know.

Anyway, I confided in one girl for my reasonings of leaving, which I wanted to remain private. What does she do? Soon as I left she spread it around like wildfire. After lurking for 2 weeks after my departure, I saw them slandering my name and basically treating me like trash and as if I meant nothing. So I took that as a message to forever cut off ties from that place. I wanted to remain friends with some and still speak with them on msn, and facebook... but if that's how they reacted, then fuck em.

They spotted the ressurection RP post here

And they blew a fit. Someone directed me to their thread, and AGAIN calling of the names, trolling (behind my back which is weird lol), and basically trying to impose a vendetta against me. They were all "OMG HOW DARE SHE" and "WHAT CAN WE DO TO STOP HER?" pretty much made me laugh because it was mine to begin with. How dare THEY act as if they own it.

I think that pretty much covers it... These weren't just 'people' I started an RP with, I stayed with that forum for almost a year and made good friends with most. The RP was thoroughly collaborated on, comics, portraits and scenes were drawn by some members, we had forum themes with our names, it goes on. I felt extremely betrayed by them, exactly how my bf and friend said I would be, but naive as I was, I put a huge amount of trust and faith in these people... and in the end, ended up cast out as if nothing.

also wtf happened to my caps title.

 

[Six]

If I can be so honest, people are always going to steal ideas either in real life, or on the internet. It happens on a daily basis, and it's plain shit, but there's nothing much you can do about. You can definitely tell the people at first hand, they should suck it up, and get real over it, but it's only a matter of them taking it, and agreeing to it. If they don't well... You know.

As far as that e-mail goes, if they bother you that much, just don't respond to it.

You know it's your original idea, even if you were to start it over, you know it's your idea. Just keep your head up, and be proud a bunch of pricks are so in to something you developed. I know it's shit that people steal the idea, and set it on like it's their own original idea, but hey, at least you know better.

Just leave it behind you, and don't respond if you don't want to is all I can say. Just be the wise one, really.

You know it's the truth, right? Who cares about what anyone else thinks.

 

[Channizard]

You know what's awkward about all of this? It's been nearly a whole year since I left the place and started over at other forums. Every time I think I'm getting over it.. I push it out of my mind and forget about it. But then something like this happens, receiving an email that asks some personal questions and just reopens old wounds that are going to take a while to close up again.

I keep telling myself to forget about it, and I do... and then they contact me. Invite me in group msn chats which go silent and get visibly awkward when they see my name.. It's just... ugh. I want it to stop.
It does feel slightly good to know that it was good enough that they felt the need to carry on with it anyway, but it still hurts to not be a part of something I created. Even though the OP was closed, I shoulda known they would have continued on with it anyway.

And what's more is I hear that this RP is basically the reason this forum is still alive. A new budding FFVII Compilation forum, but now with no comp news out, it's been fairly dead.. but oh, at least everybody is enjoying my ideas.

 

[Rinnegan]

It is a very good RP, I personally want to thank you for it because its an amazing idea built from the ground up. I for one have put a lot into it and it managed to get me through some really hard times a few months back (I'm not going to go into that).

First off I'd like to point out that the views expressed by me in this post represent the views of myself alone, mainly because I dont want to get an unnecessary amount of people involved.

Nobody has tried to shove the RP idea in your face as it seems you mentioned above a few times. The RP is something that is discussed a lot because a lot of people are very very invested in it and are always contributing to it. I'd like to state now that we no longer view it as just an RP but something much better than that. This is why people are always talking about it, its our main point of conversation. I for one have seen you in one group conversation, and you were invited (along with most of mine and the other participants contacts) because it was a massive group chat meant for reminiscing of old times. When everyone else left we fell into talking about the RP because it was just us RP'rs left and you were not speaking within the conversation. It was not a personal attack on you in anyway.

I cannot vouch for the backstabbing and drama events. I was never a part of them and have never taken sides before today. Although I have not spoken to you much, I never felt the need to slander your name nor think any less of you but it seems things like this are proof that this doesn't matter, as we will all be branded with the same brush.

I am not posting here to attack you. Again I do not feel you are my enemy in anyway. I simply wanted to point out that the individuals mainly involved in the RP are just that, Individuals. We do not plan against you and nor do we wish to shove the RP in your face in anyway. Some people may dislike you for reasons in past or present, but once more these are because of events that have happened then and do not affect everyone involved.

It is ofcourse up to you what you do with your RP idea. It is still a magnificent idea and I feel we have developed it to a point where it has become relevant and attractive to all kinds of people, even those wanting to just read it. I know the author of the message which you wrote because she was speaking to me at the time. She states at the beggining what it is in reference to, knowing that it may not be something you wish to discuss. It is up to you whether you tell her the answer to her question or not, thats your decision and I feel you wouldn't be judged either way (Unless reason was given for it). But she is being very polite in this message and trying very hard and hoping that you wont find it offensive as it is merely curiosity that asks the question. I feel that whatever the response, this warrants a reply of some kind. The writer had no evil intent with the message and was obviously not attacking you, as anyone can read from the way it is written.

It is obvious how yourself and/or others might perceive this message but like I said, this isn't an attack. As part of the RP, I can say now that it is something I care deeply about and no matter who began it in the first place, people are now involved in it. People were involved in it back when you started it and they still are now, hoping to carry it on. Nobody stole the idea from you, its clearly and always acknowledged that it was your original idea. What is also acknowledged is that you are no longer a part of the RP, for whatever reasons. Though the idea was originally yours, it has developed long past that, with other ideas builiding upon each other to become a part of it.

As you've said, you have been gone almost a year. This e-mail was nothing more than an olive branch that I feel was taken the wrong way. I've also no doubt you know who I am but like I said, these are all my opinions. People enjoy something greatly that you began however many years back. Please dont make us out to be evil or unkind because of this.

 

[Channizard]

It is a very good RP, I personally want to thank you for it because its an amazing idea built from the ground up. I for one have put a lot into it and it managed to get me through some really hard times a few months back (I'm not going to go into that).

And yet, has put myself through a lot of hard times, including losing a bunch of friends. Great RP. =/ Glad you enjoy it.

Nobody has tried to shove the RP idea in your face as it seems you mentioned above a few times. The RP is something that is discussed a lot because a lot of people are very very invested in it and are always contributing to it. I'd like to state now that we no longer view it as just an RP but something much better than that. This is why people are always talking about it, its our main point of conversation. I for one have seen you in one group conversation, and you were invited (along with most of mine and the other participants contacts) because it was a massive group chat meant for reminiscing of old times. When everyone else left we fell into talking about the RP because it was just us RP'rs left and you were not speaking within the conversation. It was not a personal attack on you in anyway.

I cannot help but feel that it was continually shoved in my face, taunting me in a way as if to say "Nya-hah, here's something you love that no longer belongs to you."

Main point of conversations, sure. I can understand that. What I do not understand is how I was continually invited into those msn chats where it was being discussed and when it should be so obvious that it was a touchy subject for me. If my leaving thread, requesting the RP to be closed was any indication, it should have been made apparently clear when I spoke to two individuals from there who probably relayed the message back about how I felt.

Moreover, I don't understand why I was even invited to such group chats. Some individuals continued to troll me after I'd left (won't name names), and those same were in the group chat pretending to be all nice and fake towards me. It's uncomfortable as it is to be in the same 'room' as people who used to be your friends and you isolated yourself for your own reasons, but even moreso when these people are knowingly being fake towards you.

I cannot vouch for the backstabbing and drama events. I was never a part of them and have never taken sides before today. Although I have not spoken to you much, I never felt the need to slander your name nor think any less of you but it seems things like this are proof that this doesn't matter, as we will all be branded with the same brush.

If previous forum's drama history proves anything, it shows that you apparently don't need to know Channy, to jump on the bandwagon and hate Channy. Which is exactly what I saw there... for about two pages regarding my resurrection just name calling, wanting to sue me for my own work or some shit, and just general upsetness at the whole thing at my attempt to move on.

We do not plan against you and nor do we wish to shove the RP in your face in anyway. Some people may dislike you for reasons in past or present, but once more these are because of events that have happened then and do not affect everyone involved.

Again, this is something entirely different than what I saw first hand a few months ago.

It is ofcourse up to you what you do with your RP idea. It is still a magnificent idea and I feel we have developed it to a point where it has become relevant and attractive to all kinds of people, even those wanting to just read it.

I know the author of the message which you wrote because she was speaking to me at the time. She states at the beggining what it is in reference to, knowing that it may not be something you wish to discuss. It is up to you whether you tell her the answer to her question or not, thats your decision and I feel you wouldn't be judged either way (Unless reason was given for it). But she is being very polite in this message and trying very hard and hoping that you wont find it offensive as it is merely curiosity that asks the question. I feel that whatever the response, this warrants a reply of some kind. The writer had no evil intent with the message and was obviously not attacking you, as anyone can read from the way it is written.

Again, I feel it is obvious fakeness on their part. I remember vividly some of the things she had said regarding my leaving and how it was a betterment for the RP as well as some other not to polite comments. This was shocking considering I hardly even knew her outside the RP, but hey, all the more easy to hate on someone I suppose.

I really don't want to warrant, nor have I provided her with a response of any kind because as 'olive branch-ey' as it may seem, it's very obvious to me that she had two faces... and that for whatever reason she plans on using that information, be it to look up it's origins or just out of mere curiosity, I don't plan on responding for the sheer fact that, well... she was a bitch.

It is obvious how yourself and/or others might perceive this message but like I said, this isn't an attack. As part of the RP, I can say now that it is something I care deeply about and no matter who began it in the first place, people are now involved in it. People were involved in it back when you started it and they still are now, hoping to carry it on. Nobody stole the idea from you, its clearly and always acknowledged that it was your original idea. What is also acknowledged is that you are no longer a part of the RP, for whatever reasons. Though the idea was originally yours, it has developed long past that, with other ideas builiding upon each other to become a part of it.

I don't have much else to say to that other than the selfish 12 year old child within me continually screams out 'It's mine, you can't have it!' Is this not a justifiable reaction though?

As you've said, you have been gone almost a year. This e-mail was nothing more than an olive branch that I feel was taken the wrong way. I've also no doubt you know who I am but like I said, these are all my opinions. People enjoy something greatly that you began however many years back. Please dont make us out to be evil or unkind because of this.

Enjoy. Sure, I'm enjoying it greatly knowing for a year that it's carried on without me and that these friends I was once close with treat me like a plague.

 

[CassinoChips]

Here's the thing. You may "own" the concept of the RP, but you don't "own" the RP itself. Once you put it in motion on a public forum and allow others to invest time and effort into it, you've lost control. Just because you walk away from it doesn't mean that anybody else has to do the same. Think of it as a company. You start a business, build it from the ground up, then decide to get out of it. You can either sell it, give it away, or just plain close up shop. Regardless of what you choose, you cannot fault anyone else for taking any aspect of your business and turning their own profit with it. That's their right. In the case of an RP, other people "own" their characters, the story lines and plot twists, and anything else they themselves put into the story. So they're stockholders in the RP as well. Can't fault them for buying out your shares and continuing the business model after you wanted out.

I can't speak to anyone trolling you, or being stabbed in the back, or whatever. I obviously have no idea of the ins and outs of the whole messy ordeal. Nor, frankly, do I care, outside of any impact it has on FFF. But it seems to me that you could solve this whole issue by realizing that you no longer have any control over the RP, whether you like it or not. I think you're being a little generous to yourself when you say it's a 12-year-old attitude of "No it's mine, you can't have it." It's more like a 4-year-old trying to take her ball and go home.

You wanted out of the RP. You gave up any control you had over the concepts and thoughts when you got out. But the other people, obviously, didn't want out. So they carried on. So get out of the RP. Fully.

As far as recycling the RP here, just like you don't own the RP there, they don't own the RP here. So they were in the wrong for pulling the ownership card for the same reasons. But this constant back and forth - and yes, it is a back and forth with blame on both sides - is ridiculous. It happened. It went bad. Move on.

 

[Channizard]

Hrm... Kinda harsh, but I guess I kinda had that coming. =/ But I respect your opinion and maybe it'll help me reflect a little more on the situation.. for now though I still just kinda want to wallow.

 

[GalaxyFlare]

Channy this situation is analogous to owning a Business and not having the money to back t yourself, you seek out or are sought out by like minded people and they add there share of money, at this point you relinquish 100% control, and the more people who come into the RP the further it is divided.

And the more people the less control you have, and as Triple T says they own it partially because of the intellectual development they have put in to it, if you dont want it messed with.......get it Patented lol

 

[Rinnegan]

I'm sorry that something you felt so strongly about is now something your not a part of, but this is because of personal reasons and choices and you left the forum. As has been mentioned by the two other posters above mine, you have relinquished control of it.

I personally have never felt I slandered your name, and I also know that I have spoken to you since all of this in all decency. This is because I was not present for the dramatic events from around a year ago. You spoke of becoming friends with people, not being friends, and going back and forth a lot. I know for a fact that this is because of events that have happened between you and them, and I also know that they are not the only ones guilty of cursing the other parties name. Dont dish out what you cannot deal with.

As for the person that sent the message to you, you can believe that she was being fake or genuine, whichever you want. Either way, its only through things like this that you can actually become friends with a group again, or atleast be on terms where you are no longer hostile toward each other. Once more, you are not innocent of being fake or two-faced in any way and I feel it is very hypocritical of you to believe otherwise.

I'd also like to note that the RP that is now running on our forum is massively different from what you originally set up. Whilst some events and names are still the same, there are almost no ideas in this new incarnation that are yours. We've also had lengthy discussions that do not include bitching in anyway, that revolve around how to continue the RP without upsetting anything you had planned. This can be seen as nothing more than courteous on our part as you are no longer part of the RP, and we'd like very much for you to stop saying that we stole it.

I'm sorry I had to hijack your forum in order to relay this message, and if all this was in the past it wouldn't be the case, but it is. You say you want to be left alone and not asked about the RP. I will PERSONALLY make sure that nobody emails you or messages you regarding the RP or anything else. For me to do this, you must uphold your part and stay out of it completely. Whether it makes you upset or not, if you do not want people talking to you about the RP, then leave it be. Its no longer yours on our forum and it is unfair for you to whine about not being a part of something, whilst also whining that people are talking to you about it.

 

[Exoskeleton]

Nice to hear from someone from the other forum

I hope they won't get mad if we start that RP here O.O I'm interested in it now It seems like fun, and it is your RP Channy.....at this point all I can say is do as you please and I hope everything works out for the best

 

[Channizard]

I personally have never felt I slandered your name, and I also know that I have spoken to you since all of this in all decency. This is because I was not present for the dramatic events from around a year ago. You spoke of becoming friends with people, not being friends, and going back and forth a lot. I know for a fact that this is because of events that have happened between you and them, and I also know that they are not the only ones guilty of cursing the other parties name. Dont dish out what you cannot deal with.

I know you haven't. There's never really been any drama between us, and I'm thankful for that at least. I didn't want to burn bridges with everybody from there.

As far as I can recall, I haven't slandered/cursed out anybodies name from there, other than one individual... and that's only because I confided in her with my issues and drama, and she turned and betrayed me within seconds... something Ist warned me she would end up doing. But despite his continual pleas to cut off ties with that place, because he had been backstabbed by those same people (You may remember this drama back in 08) but I went against him and believed in her. What ended up happening? I lost a very dear friend of mine. And because of that, I couldn't go back to that place at all.. not when it constantly reminded me the good times we had.

tbh though being betrayed by her made it all the more easy to cut off ties from everybody.

Ugh, I've rambled... I've relayed those same feelings unto two others, and they said they understood and would try and bridge the gap between all of us, without having to use the RP anymore. In the end, we don't talk anymore.

As for the person that sent the message to you, you can believe that she was being fake or genuine, whichever you want. Either way, its only through things like this that you can actually become friends with a group again, or atleast be on terms where you are no longer hostile toward each other. Once more, you are not innocent of being fake or two-faced in any way and I feel it is very hypocritical of you to believe otherwise.

Again, I only ever became two faced when it came from my 'friends' betrayal. Unless you're talking about stuff that occurred way before then, then sure, I'm as two faced as they come.

And again, I thought that maybe I would get somewhere with being friends with you guys once more. But as I didn't want to lose everybody as a friend, but if the msn convo's was any indication, when all that the RP is talked about, it's hard to stay friends with those people when I've had to abandon that. And you have no idea how hard it is to just sit there while everyone's discussing this and that about it, and you've got your thumb up your butt because A.) you have nothing to contribute and B.) You're afraid that if you say anything, it's gonna come out wrong and cause even more drama

I'd also like to note that the RP that is now running on our forum is massively different from what you originally set up. Whilst some events and names are still the same, there are almost no ideas in this new incarnation that are yours. We've also had lengthy discussions that do not include bitching in anyway, that revolve around how to continue the RP without upsetting anything you had planned. This can be seen as nothing more than courteous on our part as you are no longer part of the RP, and we'd like very much for you to stop saying that we stole it.

This is something that 'keen told me, and tbh I'm not sure how I feel about it. I can't really do anything about it, and at the time I can't even bear to go on that forum and look in just what sort of direction it has gone. It hurts too much. =/

I'm sorry I had to hijack your forum in order to relay this message, and if all this was in the past it wouldn't be the case, but it is. You say you want to be left alone and not asked about the RP. I will PERSONALLY make sure that nobody emails you or messages you regarding the RP or anything else. For me to do this, you must uphold your part and stay out of it completely. Whether it makes you upset or not, if you do not want people talking to you about the RP, then leave it be. Its no longer yours on our forum and it is unfair for you to whine about not being a part of something, whilst also whining that people are talking to you about it.

By all means this thread wasn't trying to slander any of your names... I just got very frustrated that every time I try to move on from you lot, something like this happens and it hurts. I don't want to have to move on from you guys, but it seems like that if all it's ever you talk about, I have no other choice. Conversations are just too awkward and go nowhere otherwise with me.

Nice to hear from someone from the other forum

I hope they won't get mad if we start that RP here O.O I'm interested in it now It seems like fun, and it is your RP Channy.....at this point all I can say is do as you please and I hope everything works out for the best

They already did get mad. But eh, it didn't really pick up here anyway. =/

 

[kitcatpawed]

Chanchan I'm not gonna say much b/c, 1) to be honest i don't know whats all gone on between you and the people their. 2) I know you don't need people to keep telling the same old thing over and over and(at least i think theirs only three reasons). 3) I'm a bit ADD so I've forgotten most of what all I've just read so I'm going with what i remember.

But all i have to really say is that i understand the posts saying that the RP really isn't yours anymore but as BS as it is, its unfortunately the truth. But if it was me and what those people should be doing is respecting your wishes b/c its your RP and stopping the RP but since its the internet it just wont happen lol. Also I understand about the wallowing also and to be honest it kinda make you feel better almost all the time XD. But i hope you feel better about all this and i hope you can deal with all this fucking drama and cope with the loss of those friends and forget about the past and move on.

I know i prolly wasn't helpful and that you didn't really need me to post all of this but dammit i wanted to help!!! And if you ever need someone's shoulder to cry/msg on(even its a shoulder that has no ideas whats goin on XD) then you can just cry/msg on over to suga mama's shoulders b/c suga mama do you no wrong, that's right baby put yo head on suga mama's bosom :wink:

P.S: I felt the need to make you feel even better by teaching you the way of the friendly asshole's all you need to do is msg that girl who talked bad about you right after msging you "You backstabbing bitch!!!" and roll yo neck when you tell her that (lol jk although if you want to u can XD)

P.S.S: I'm sorry for saying that i wasn't gonna say much and i ended up doing all this.

P.S.S.S: ...........BoA is kick-ass

 

[Channizard]

Chanchan I'm not gonna say much b/c, 1) to be honest i don't know whats all gone on between you and the people their. 2) I know you don't need people to keep telling the same old thing over and over and(at least i think theirs only three reasons). 3) I'm a bit ADD so I've forgotten most of what all I've just read so I'm going with what i remember.

But all i have to really say is that i understand the posts saying that the RP really isn't yours anymore but as BS as it is, its unfortunately the truth. But if it was me and what those people should be doing is respecting your wishes b/c its your RP and stopping the RP but since its the internet it just wont happen lol. Also I understand about the wallowing also and to be honest it kinda make you feel better almost all the time XD. But i hope you feel better about all this and i hope you can deal with all this fucking drama and cope with the loss of those friends and forget about the past and move on.

I know i prolly wasn't helpful and that you didn't really need me to post all of this but dammit i wanted to help!!! And if you ever need someone's shoulder to cry/msg on(even its a shoulder that has no ideas whats goin on XD) then you can just cry/msg on over to suga mama's shoulders b/c suga mama do you no wrong, that's right baby put yo head on suga mama's bosom :wink:

P.S: I felt the need to make you feel even better by teaching you the way of the friendly asshole's all you need to do is msg that girl who talked bad about you right after msging you "You backstabbing bitch!!!" and roll yo neck when you tell her that (lol jk although if you want to u can XD)

P.S.S: I'm sorry for saying that i wasn't gonna say much and i ended up doing all this.

P.S.S.S: ...........BoA is kick-ass

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Anyway your post did make me feel better, if not for all the constant ramblings that kinda didn't make any sense. <3

I dunno. I came from an RP website in the past that RP Game Mods were simply that... Mods. Each person who started an RP had complete control over it, and could kill it off if and when they so wished. I remember being invested in a 250+ reply RP that just got killed off by the Starter, for reasons I can't even remember anymore... This happened frequently even. The first time my RP died, was because the co-owner wanted nothing to do with it... and without them, I was at a loss of direction and it failed.

I dunno.. just felt little to no respect for when I asked it to be closed and done with... and it wasn't. But you're right, it's the internets.