I have never believed in Santa. I always knew right off the bat, that Santa does not exists. He might have existed, long ago, but not anymore. Maybe that's why I wasn't such an innocent kid and became more self centered and lonesome. I just kept my mouth shut every time kids told me how great Santa was with them. Since my parents didn't had to keep up with the falsity, I got presents on random occasions, and sometimes just spent Christmass as I would do with any other month...