If there was one thing...

I have an anxiety and depression disorder, i've always been a worrier ever since I can remember, I wish that feeling in my stomach would get eliminated from my life.
 
My body clock's all wrong. I've abused this long, lazy summer (uni break) and it's such a chore now to even get up in the morning. :wacky: I would sleep at around 2am-5am and wake up at around noon. That's been my routine and it's a habit now. Uni starts again on Tuesday, so I'm screwed. :rage:

Thankfully, I was able to get up--though with quite some effort--this morning at 9am. I figure it's going to take a lot of discipline to fix that. But still: baby steps. D:
 
I wis to get rid of Math as a compulsory course just like you Diar. I mean its kinda hard and I am not very good at it, I just suck at it bad. Another thing to eliminate would be Parents fighting. Its just all about money and rather stupid
 
Parents fighting is awful. :gonk: You can just stay out of the way until it's over.

Now that they're coming up, I want rid of exams. Forever, if possible. Just dump me into uni, gimme a degree after a few years, and send me on my way. :lew:
 
*I have a sort of anger problem I think it may be Bipolar disorder...I find it hard to make the tiniest decisions and the smallest ones irritate me and I snap at people for no reason, then there's the grinding my teeth together at night. And all together just yelling at people when you can't help it.

*The hatred my eldest brothers and sister have for my family.

some other things that will go unnamed...If these things could go away I would be very happy.
 
Hmm there's a few things...

I've suffered from excessive mood swings since I was quite young which manifested mainly as depression (which frequently jumped back and forth between extremes) when I was about 13, along with a few minor anxiety problems which have developed in the last year or two. Still suffering with it nearly 7 years on and probably will stay at the level it is now for the rest of my life, seeing the family history of it.

In a strange sort of way, I wish I wasn't quite as fiercely loyal as I am. Over the years, a couple of people have just left me without rhyme or reason and haven't bothered giving me peace of mind. Having my personality, the presumption has been that I've done something wrong to drive them away and because of such, I've persistently beaten myself up over it. Because of years of adjustment to depression, I have a remarkably self-deprecating character on top of already-low self-esteem. I've come to terms - after reviewing possibilities - that none of it has been my fault. Doesn't stop it from hurting, though. So for that reason, I'd at least lessen my sense of loyalty.

I also wish I was about a dress size or two smaller and that all of my sex were born naturally hairless and would never again have to worry about shaving.

To be honest, there's a lot more than that I'd happily change but I wouldn't be 'me' otherwise. And let's face it, no one's ever gonna reach perfection. It doesn't exist.

I'd rather ask for the ability to just accept myself as I am rather than eliminate something from my life.
 
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