Serious I think I'm evil.

Once again proving that 90% of the people here are just plain weird. Can probably expect a school shooting here in the future.
 
JesusVsThePolice said:
Once again proving that 90% of the people here are just plain weird. Can probably expect a school shooting here in the future.
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Just 90%? I was thinking that 100% of the people here are weird. Hell, isn't that what the internet is for anyway? A social underground of weirdos? :wacky:
 
Tsukianei said:
Just 90%? I was thinking that 100% of the people here are weird. Hell, isn't that what the internet is for anyway? A social underground of weirdos? :wacky:
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Nah, maybe back in the 90's and all. But the whole world uses the internet now. But then again, this is a FF forum, so 90% of the people here are weird. And not a good weird!
 
Guys, now this WILL be moved back to spam if you don't knock off the spamming and keep the thread on topic. Stop derailing it please.
 
Okay after reading it all, I guess the best thing I can say to you.. you should be thankful your friend doesn't hit you upside the head with a baseball bat. So many things cross the line in your email to him where I would have first questioned you as a person, and secondly wondered if you needed help.

Consider this if you keep going down the same path you are going.. it is either attention seeking.. or you need serious help. You be the judge of it. I don't mean to be harsh man, but people like you have to be set in their place from time to time. I can take a joke, I can hear someone saying something about wanting to eff my girl or something, but the stuff you said.. dude.. haha. You are lucky you are still young.

Anyways, if you really are looking for help dude, plenty of folks on these forums who have been in your shoes.. just maybe not as violent as you say you are.

So take it easy, and then some.. Later yo.
 
Thanks... Oh and I WILL NOT ever participate in a school shooting, ehem! I don't kill people... I forgot to mention that at lunch at school today I was joking with my other friends that I was going to send him a hateful E-mail (He wasn't at school)... But I wasn't that joking about it... The main purpose of that E-mail was to release all the pain, misery and rage he's ever put me through for the last 4 years all jammed into one little package. That's what that was. If I tried to shove all the good things he's done for me and all the things I liked about him in a package, his reward would probably be the 72 virgins those terrorists usually expect XD.
 
That is some strange behaviour, that is kind of bizarre to send around to your friends... I hope this was a joke, otherwise it could be kind of psycho. But... you know.
 
I had a mood swing... But I feel better now! My mood swings usually cycle like this:

Depressed Thoughts (2 hours) > Suicidal Thoughts (Half hour) > Regret (Half hour) > Cheering up (1 hour) > Happy go lucky hyperness (3 hours) > (back to the beginning)
 
Thank goodness, if it was just a mood swing. You're life must have been a bit rocky in your childhood, no? I'm not sure, but as long as you are better.
 
If you go back a page or two, I explain that I'm a very depressed and over emotional person, and why.

I'm a depressed, over emotional car wreckage of a person. He's had to perform emotional therapy on me many many times before and my self confidence is down the drain. He's a really really good person though and I want to be his BMFFFLB (Best Mother Fucking Friend For Life, Bitch.) And I've flipped once or twice at him... but not this much >.> This is the only time I sent him a hateful E-mail and I really really don't want to do it again. I always hate myself and think I'm an ugly shit that won't ever get a girlfriend... So I think that backs up some facts that need to be included... I think I have my motive now D: Although what I did still wasn't right no matter what.
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Oh, I understand - I am overly paranoid and depressed. I suffer from over emotion and I try to get along with. I understand your pain though. I have done crazy things in the past (of which I am not proud of), I've lied about a lot of things, but now I've changed.
 
FreakshowGamer said:
Ok well maybe a more clear explaination can support this:

I'm a depressed, over emotional car wreckage of a person.
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I mean, i've never had a disorder like bi-polar etc but it would be best, like others have said to get help. I mean on the bright side at least you recognize that you need help. Some will just be in denial about it. I would get help ASAP. the sooner, the better.

No offence, but from what I saw in your first post.... yeaaaaaaaahh weird. I mean, i'm not trying to you know, make you feel worse but I say don't do things you know you'll regret later on.... I'm not saying i've never made mistakes etc but that's the sort of things I remind myself of just because it's something good to remember. I mean the fact that you owned up and apologized was good but seriously? Did you stop and read what you said? it's horrible and I feel sorry for your best friend. I mean, you just don't do things like that period but what makes it worse is that you did it to your BEST FRIEND?! really? Over some chick? How pathetic is that? like your THAT jealous as to send something so hurtful to your friend? I mean you say that he understands your disorder and whatnot but, don't expect him to forgive you. I dunno if this true, (what im about to say) Like since he knows and understands your bipolar illness etc so are you using this as an excuse and expecting him to forgive you? I understand that you apologized but :ffs:


FreakshowGamer said:
... Ok, quick question, what do you guys do to make yourselves happy when you have a sad thought stuck in your mind? I kind of need an answer...
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Go running. That helps me.
Also chewing gum reduces your stress level.
Taking a long warm relaxing bath can also help
The bored you think about it the worse you feel. So just do things that will keep you occupied. Usually if your nored etc then your most likely to keep thinking about it.
 
That was the craziest thing I've ever did and I feel terrible for doing it and I will never do it again. I understand how bad it was, and I won't be surprised if he hates me for a long period of time and finds it hard to get over it. I wish I just sent him that positive E-mail, no other ones.
 
Hate you for a long time? You'd be lucky if he talks to you at all.

I understand the depression thing, but be careful on not using that every time something like this happens. People would assume you're faking, so be really serious about it.

At first, I'd be sad if I got a letter like that. But, regardless of gender, I'd beat up a jerk like that, no joke. I met so many bullies in my life, and giving them their just desserts seems to be too good for them.

But at least you regret what you did, and that's human. There are people out there who don't regret hurting others, and they're the ones who are REALLY evil. But I do suggest you get over the fact that your friend got a girlfriend. If it's not meant to be, they'll find out on their own. They don't need to hear it from someone else.
 
This is SO late, BUT personally, I'm laughing my ass off. I know this is very cruel and sadistic and I'm sorry. You're definately not evil. You screwed up and owned up to it. I've done far worse things to my friends that I really regret. Just wait it out, and if he looks toward you, smile and let him know that for once you want to be there for him. It's hard, but in time, if you're anything like me, he'll forgive you. Just try to make the relationship between you two more even instead of one sided. He shouldn't JUST cheer you up, you should also be more productive in it too. The key is good self esteem. Think the world of yourself and if you're not the world then why not? Do what it takes to become the world! And if you can't get a girlfriend, try befriending girls! Girls LOVE when then have guys who are friends so that we can talk their ears off and gross them out! Also they'll let you know why you aren't boyfriend material, since you say you aren't, and they will give FREE makeovers! Even though you probably don't need a makeover, they ALWAYS boost self esteem because you'll have a flock of girls all over you. You aren't very weird. You just went ahead and actually did what most people think of only doing for a millasecond! Just think about what you do more thoughtfully, don't be so rash. :P
 
o_O;; That was a rather rude message...

Uhm... I won't state anything harsh seeing I don't know you, but in real life I'd tell someone who'd do that to me to get a grip and fuck off... I mean... That's really not cool.

I'm not sure about your reasonings either. All I can say is I hope you apologized, 'cause that was just uncalled for.
 
6 pages of replies, wow. All I can say is yes you are evil from that message. Your best friend did not deserve that at all. I get jealous also and can say some mean old things to people sometimes, but I dont go that far. I leave that stuff tucked up in my head and keep quiet about it.
 
I think you are not evil just a bit inconciderate you really need to think about what you say to people and the conciquences of what you say to other people all you can do is hope that he's a forgiving person and try to THINK before you act. Its a part of growing up think of it as a learning experiance.
 
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