I'm leaving this world. Saying I'm tired of it is an understatement. But I live in a world where you scream scream t the top of your lungs what the problem is. And people year thethexact opposite.
I've never been so sure. Maybe I wanted to save myself from myself. Maybe...just maybe, there is someone our there who didn't underestimate what I said. But now I've never been so sure in my entire life.
I'm tired of coming in and out of your dimension. Believe me that I wanted to come in. But there are times where no one wanted to come within mine.
I am saying this in full tears. I have no one, and that will never change. I am done teasing the idea of being saved. I give up. This has nothing to do with final fantasy discussions, or anything.
I'm tired of people acting like I can't keep up with them. I'm far more than keep up, I can outrun some people in discussions. Because I took those points into consideration.
Maybe when I disappear. All of the projects I worked on.maybe all the other things where theyve removed my name or even as original concept will finally be credited to me....
I'm so sure this is the answer.
Paddy McGee I'm glad we had a good chat before.
Linnaette and AuronX Im not going to lie....I feel resentment. But only because I'm a negative charged metal. And I'm looking for those positive charged. But instead I find those who have no charge at all.
I'm jot asking anyone to agree with me....but if we're going to disagree, it would be for equal valid reasons.
Please, I beg everyone out there to stop looking for an answer for me....I hate that...people who don't know me. Don't want to OK now me or her. Why would I listen to such a generic answer from someone who made no effort to know why I feel the way I feel.
But maybe it's like that song. "PENNY for my thoughts, I'll sell them for a dollar. Their so much worth once I'm agoner" or something like that.
So whatever happens, happens. If anything, this post might piss people off and rather ban me just for saying goodbye and to preserve their feelings, best to ban me.so I don't mind. If that's what you want/need to do.
But I give up on this world.
I've never been so sure. Maybe I wanted to save myself from myself. Maybe...just maybe, there is someone our there who didn't underestimate what I said. But now I've never been so sure in my entire life.
I'm tired of coming in and out of your dimension. Believe me that I wanted to come in. But there are times where no one wanted to come within mine.
I am saying this in full tears. I have no one, and that will never change. I am done teasing the idea of being saved. I give up. This has nothing to do with final fantasy discussions, or anything.
I'm tired of people acting like I can't keep up with them. I'm far more than keep up, I can outrun some people in discussions. Because I took those points into consideration.
Maybe when I disappear. All of the projects I worked on.maybe all the other things where theyve removed my name or even as original concept will finally be credited to me....
I'm so sure this is the answer.
Paddy McGee I'm glad we had a good chat before.
Linnaette and AuronX Im not going to lie....I feel resentment. But only because I'm a negative charged metal. And I'm looking for those positive charged. But instead I find those who have no charge at all.
I'm jot asking anyone to agree with me....but if we're going to disagree, it would be for equal valid reasons.
Please, I beg everyone out there to stop looking for an answer for me....I hate that...people who don't know me. Don't want to OK now me or her. Why would I listen to such a generic answer from someone who made no effort to know why I feel the way I feel.
But maybe it's like that song. "PENNY for my thoughts, I'll sell them for a dollar. Their so much worth once I'm agoner" or something like that.
So whatever happens, happens. If anything, this post might piss people off and rather ban me just for saying goodbye and to preserve their feelings, best to ban me.so I don't mind. If that's what you want/need to do.
But I give up on this world.