[V4] What's Your Mood?

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Mood: Annoyed/fed up

End of semester is coming very quickly and I'm stressed out by all this work. I have two presentations on Monday and a long essay due in 2 weeks. I have been working hard, but also wasting valuable time as well. I've been dedicating myself to clearing Sephirot EX these last few weeks on ffxiv but needless to say, it has become a major annoyance. The farthest I got him to was 4%, and that's great but also annoying because we wiped. Huge amounts of random people have been adding me due to this fight, and considering I always played FFXIV for friends first, it is quite odd to have many randoms on my friend list. However, I noticed that without them, I wouldn't be getting far with clearing this content. I even joined some other linkshells because I can't rely on our own to have people dedicated to the content. Oh and on another note, Italy lost 4-1 to Germany, a football game I was very excited to watch. Since I'm a huge fan, it is pretty disappointing, even if it is only a friendly. Pretty much annoyed by a lot of things right now and I hope it will pass soon. The FFXV event is tomorrow at least.
 
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Mood: Suicidal

Reason: Well first a few of my only friends who understood me are no longer alive.

I've recently been credited for a second time for "story concept" after being reassured that this was going to be something was going to be one of my own works.

I can't quit because I'm obligated to write for them. I can't discuss my frustration on such story or who I am for legal reasons and ultimately I'm starting to feel like crap. (No, this isn't some gimmicky bit. I really am going through this stupid situation)

Additionally I'm for some reason addicted to a community who claims understands me but really does no effort and call my topics worthless. Because God forbid I challenge their perspective.

Additionally I'm starting to notice people love to be ignorant. What I don't understand is WHY they want to argue if they know they are going to ignore and not put pieces together. If they are happy not understanding then why try to fight with someone who is willing to put those pieces together and reveal the truth..
 
Razberry Knight said:
Mood: Suicidal

Reason: Well first a few of my only friends who understood me are no longer alive.

I've recently been credited for a second time for "story concept" after being reassured that this was going to be something was going to be one of my own works.

I can't quit because I'm obligated to write for them. I can't discuss my frustration on such story or who I am for legal reasons and ultimately I'm starting to feel like crap. (No, this isn't some gimmicky bit. I really am going through this stupid situation)

Additionally I'm for some reason addicted to a community who claims understands me but really does no effort and call my topics worthless. Because God forbid I challenge their perspective.

Additionally I'm starting to notice people love to be ignorant. What I don't understand is WHY they want to argue if they know they are going to ignore and not put pieces together. If they are happy not understanding then why try to fight with someone who is willing to put those pieces together and reveal the truth..
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Hard to really comment without details, but I'm sorry to hear.

Hey, I don't think we've ever spoken, but it's too big of an issue that I can just sit by and ignore it when someone says they're feeling suicidal. No matter how hard things get, or how little some people seem to understand you, there are always others that are willing to try. I don't know where you're from, but there are helplines that you can call. You can even send me a message here and vent if that even helps a little. No matter what issues you may have right now, they're not permanent and they're certainly not worth throwing your life away over.

I'm not sure if this post comes off as a little over the top, and if it does I apologise. It's just something I take very seriously.
 
Mood: Tired

Slept for a few hours, and then I woke up with a massive headache. Hello darkness, my old friend! :brooding: Threw laundry in the washer, and now I'm just gonna be lazy and lounge around the house all evening. :wacky: Works for me.
 
Mood: Also so tired.

Reason: Just a lack of sleep. It's my own fault but I can't get myself to go to sleep at night knowing that I have the lovable workplace to go to when I wake up. It's also that time to go and get a haircut. I hate my hair when it's so short but god knows, I ain't going there more than I have to.

Otherwise, I'm pretty happy with things. LoD is off to a good start and FF9 is all finished, ready to start Bravely Second when I come home all refreshed and awake :-)lol:); it may need to wait until the weekend lol. I think I might go and check out the new dungeon on FF14 tonight. I can't even remember the name of it but it's when you've just joined up with thingy. Y'know...thingy. She who leads the poor people in...thingy.
 
Razberry Knight said:
Mood: Suicidal

Reason: Well first a few of my only friends who understood me are no longer alive.

I've recently been credited for a second time for "story concept" after being reassured that this was going to be something was going to be one of my own works.

I can't quit because I'm obligated to write for them. I can't discuss my frustration on such story or who I am for legal reasons and ultimately I'm starting to feel like crap. (No, this isn't some gimmicky bit. I really am going through this stupid situation)

Additionally I'm for some reason addicted to a community who claims understands me but really does no effort and call my topics worthless. Because God forbid I challenge their perspective.

Additionally I'm starting to notice people love to be ignorant. What I don't understand is WHY they want to argue if they know they are going to ignore and not put pieces together. If they are happy not understanding then why try to fight with someone who is willing to put those pieces together and reveal the truth..
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.......Take it easy Razberry. It isn't fun to read this especially if you feel suicidal over it. Take it easy. Oh, and nobody hates you here, we just don't understand you, I think. There is no abuse, you have very strong opinions and that is fine, but please just take it easy. I think some of us are excited for FFXV, me included and I don't think going in a circular fashion is enjoyable to any of us. I'm not your friend or anything or know you, but you need to really give it a rest. Don't feel suicidal about things coinciding.

Mood: Not that great. Well, I was happy yesterday as my professor said I did a most excellent philosophy presentation, but today I had a test this morning and I missed the bus and got to uni late. Not knowing there was construction, I had to take the complete OPPOSITE path to get to uni and that made me lose about 20 mins on the test. I don't feel like I did good, and additionally, I was feeling very sick because I had to run a lot the opposite way to the bus. I'm also getting a little tired of FFXIV, but that's natural considering the things that happen. Eh, idk, I'm close to my relic and one of my friends will help me with Seph ex this week so we will see how it goes.
 
I hate them and have no respect for the individual. Some things really shouldn't be made public. If a person feels out of place, he/she should find a place he/she is comfortable with. Happiness is not promised in this world, but one can pursue it at least.

Mood: Honest

Lying would take up too much energy.
 
Tired. Tired. Tired. Did I mention that I'm tired? :shame:

Also confused about multiple things happening right now. Roommate is still acting strange today and some other stuff. Will talk to her after and see what's really up. Kinda feel bad about it all. Figured we knew each other well enough to know when the other was joking. Or at least speak when there was a problem.

Lots of essays due over the next couple of weeks, so that's starting to add to the stress of everything else. Really tough choices ahead concerning uni too... Everything is just aaaah.

I'd like to fast-forward maybe... 5 years, please.
 
FinalxxSin said:
I hate them and have no respect for the individual. Some things really shouldn't be made public. If a person feels out of place, he/she should find a place he/she is comfortable with. Happiness is not promised in this world, but one can pursue it at least.

Mood: Honest

Lying would take up too much energy.
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You're not subtle of who you are referring to. Just letting you know, that this is the most hypocritical comment if I ever seen one.

I personally am at that point where someone could steal all my stories, Sue me for revealing secrets, and people can hate me and have no respect.

But we both know youre taking advantage of a situation to comment negatively. So if you ever experienced this (which I know you haven't) you won't know what the pursuit of happiness is. Because for some people, just not being conscious of anything and simply not existing is their pursuit of happiness.
 
Stressed

Pretty sure I failed my one exam now for a class i'm retaking the second time. This professor while a bit better then the previous one if only for the fact they give homework so the material sticks better, but the other was better at teaching and cared more about explaining questions if someone didn't understand the material. Anyways this one made a good 20 points of our exam which was out of 100 on a subject she didn't explain how to do it on the test and as far as I know it wasn't covered in homework. The work we did on it in class and for the take home quiz had the information presented in an entirely different way. For any one who knows forensics with computers it involves the file and ram slack. What she explained and presented we were told how many clusters and sectors there was and the size of the file. Well on the exam we had to find all that through the vbr which she did not explain how to find the ram/file slack though the vbr. And with some other aspects of the practical part because of how long I took on the written i'm sure I failed it and yeah.
 
Mood: Good

Got a good night's sleep, showered, and now waiting for breakfast to cook. Well... I guess lunch. Oh well!
 
Mood: Alright

Just got back from grocery shopping, gonna cook dinner and relax. About time, I guess.
 
Mood: A wee bit down right now

Reason: I was fine all morning but all of a sudden I'm feeling like a turd left all alone on the pavement. Even the flies won't go near it. I even shouted at the parents (which doesn't happen). Not knowing why I'm in a bad mood right now is hard to work with.
 
Mood: Oddly Happy

So I started using some stupid dating phone apps to put myself out there to try and meet people, since without a car going to any social place to try and meet people and mingle is non existent. Well through the one started talking with a girl that lives in town and we had a sort of quasi date today her mom drove her to my place cause she lacks a car herself though she's a year older then me, and well it went good. She said she was comfortable around me despite just meeting me for like five minutes ago and we set up another visit for tomorrow.
 
Mood: Content/Annoyed

The final week before exams is coming up and I'm not sure what to make of it, honestly. I feel my grades have been sup par and probably worse than I wanted. Got to finish this final essay for this week but I am hoping we can get an extension because there is no way I'll finish it in time with a confident smile on my face. I also really need to/ start selecting what summer electives I want to take to get an easier pass at graduating. I finished my relic on FFXIV two days ago and I'm proud of myself because it has been one of my goals I set for myself. It will be an i230 weapon by this week and I'm very happy about that. Of course, I can’t quite put my finger on some annoyances but that’s life I guess. I have my sephirot ex clear so I've calmed down a bit with that fight, at least. It has been driving me nuts quite a bit, xD. I'm probably going to be left bored with nothing to do in the game again soon, therefore I'll pick up crafting classes or gathering classes and maybe learn how to play warrior. Hmm, can I do all that before next month? I dont think I'll be devoting my summer to FFXIV like I did a year ago.
 
Mood: Relaxed

Been a roller coaster of a few weeks, but things are settling down. Making chicken wings for dinner, just had a shower, now to decide on a movie and relax more! Maybe some GFX work tonight if I can be bothered with Photoshop. Not sure yet, but we'll see. :lew:
 
I'm feeling a-okay.

It's been an interesting week! Lots of bleh. Real life with the roommate and other stuff. Still feel a bit uneasy there but I think things on both fronts is more or less done with now. I hope!

Right now I'm about to make myself something to eat and watch the latest episode of Supernatural. Which is totally getting amazing again. Though they chose the worst actress to play the Darkness. I like Emily Swallow >.> Entire season is revolved around trying to stop her and I just don't care. Make her a permanent character please. Ramble ramble ramble.

Also I'm procrastinating. I have 800 or so more words to write on this essay. Then I need to finish reading a romance novel. Siiiigh.
 
Mood: Exhausted/annoyed

Work work and more work with only time for video games at night. God forbid I can have some fun during those few hours of play :ffs: I'm getting utterly tired of people. Hell, you know what. I don't even care if I have to say it here. People who do nothing but bother you in game, and then the ones you had that you can trust just purely ignoring you like you are some corpse on the street. It is just so fucking disgusting and I had to isolate myself from it all. It was hard, but I finally did it last night. I have left the painful experience, and I will never come back to that miserable experience until a miracle happens. I'm not going to hurt myself over this, obviously, but now it is time to really call the shots and I've decided that this is best for me. I don't want to be part of this disgusting experience knowing what can happen in it. I'm not some schmo here, freedom of speech and all.

Edit: At least I'm honest.
 
Mood: Tiiiired

My sleeping schedule is completely screwwwwwwwwwwwed. :brooding: I'm going grocery shopping, get back into PJs and eat salsa and watch movies all day. Oh right, and sleep. =|
 
Mood: FML

I've been up all night and I have an appointment in two hours. What the hell. :brooding:
 
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