No, you're 14, you don't. And I'm not saying that to sound mean either, it's just a simple fact that anyone at that young of an age doesn't have a good grasp on concepts or the world. The mind is still developing and is being affected by all those nasty hormones that crop up during the teenage years. I guarantee you that five years from now you'll be thinking differently. You might still be a hippie, but you will be a more informed one with a better grasp on how things work and you'll be able to think with a more developed brain. It happens to everyone, it's simply the human brain developing.
Being sarcastic, didn't you notice the smilie?