Tragic Love

[krazy_fool_X]

I made this because I know it feels good to get things off your chest to strangers. Heres my story...

I went on a school trip to Austria (from england) with my german language class. I was only 13. It was just normal, going for fun with your friends, whilst there I fell in love (literally, it was such a strong emotion it coulda killed me) with someone i hardly knew. We flirted with each other SOOOOO much but neither of us had the guts to ask the other out. Luckily, her best friend did it for us. We went out on another boring tour of the city and literally an hour in, her other friend came up to me and said i was dumped. Even worse it was in McDonalds. I stormed out, crying, hungry and we didnt talk to each other for months. I STILL love her, it was a good three/four years ago and we've been close to getting back together SO many times.

The most romantic part i feel is when we were running back for our ferry, we werent going out then but there was some sort of romance there, despite the rain.

Anyone else got heart wrenching storys from the past?

 

[Meikyousisui]

I made this because I know it feels good to get things off your chest to strangers. Heres my story...

I went on a school trip to Austria (from england) with my german language class. I was only 13. It was just normal, going for fun with your friends, whilst there I fell in love (literally, it was such a strong emotion it coulda killed me) with someone i hardly knew. We flirted with each other SOOOOO much but neither of us had the guts to ask the other out. Luckily, her best friend did it for us. We went out on another boring tour of the city and literally an hour in, her other friend came up to me and said i was dumped. Even worse it was in McDonalds. I stormed out, crying, hungry and we didnt talk to each other for months. I STILL love her, it was a good three/four years ago and we've been close to getting back together SO many times.

The most romantic part i feel is when we were running back for our ferry, we werent going out then but there was some sort of romance there, despite the rain.

Anyone else got heart wrenching storys from the past?

wow that story almost made me cry hopefully that does not happen to me right now since i already have a gf.

 

[Prince Oberyn Martel]

College about 2 years ago now. There was this girl I got along the best with in my group. Now im a shy guy really, I try and keep myself to myself and not bring out the real me all the time because I feel I can't with most people, but thats another story....Anyways we got along incredibly well, and seeing as she was the only one I opened out to because out 'wave lengths' were on par with each others we definitly had chemistry on the go. However I was too scared to say anything, despite having a strong feeling that she wanted me too.

A year passed and within that year I got used to it, so it wasn't a big deal as such I just enjoyed my time with her. She asked me to meet her off the train cos we were on a night out and so I did as any good friend would. Went to the pub as normal and had a few bevvies, teasing each other as we do. Went to local club later that night and started queing up as required.

In the que we somehow got onto the topic of relationships (fuck knows how, far too long ago and quite frankly unimportant me'thinks). She started going on about how the men in her life dont appreciate her, unlucky, she finds herself horrible...yadda yadda all that general bullshit really. Now casualy without thinking too much about feelings, just merly stating truth I mentioned hows shes not that bad n'stuff....as you do.
"Well would you kiss me?" she said in a sacastic voice. "Yeah course, why wouldn't I?" I relpy, still keeping my cool. "Go on then...." So I did.

FUCK ME! Everything I had put under over the year suddenly came flooding back, really was a heart pumping moment! But it wasnt just a quick one, somehow we BOTH kept each other from pulling away. Ofcourse all things have to end at some point and so it probably only lasted a few mins, but crikey! After she looked at me and said "I had been waiting all night for that"......Oh shit the hearts on the go again!

Don't like making a fool of myself, and like to keep things slow so I kept my cool still as did herself. Nothing much happend the rest of the night bare a few touche' feely moments and a few kisses (events at this point become blurred, I wasnt think all too striaght obviously....or drunk suprise surprise...) but over the course of the next few weeks we got clser and closer, slowly letting each other know of out feelings. it was great. eventually we just started calling each other gf and bf naturaly. no decision was formaly made because there was no need.

Month passed after we started doing the whole gf-bf thing, I was happy, she was happy, everyting was AMAZING! Fist time ever I actually had someone to open up to, someone I was actually having fun with fully....everything. Untill one night at the same club things went just a tad pair shaped....

We go to club and que as you do. Go in and have awesome time, as you do. I look around at somepoint (I tend to float around on my own every now and then to see other people before resuming my 'dutys') and notice shes not anywhere, so I ask our freind and she mentions shes gone out to quickly nab a burger cos she hasnt eaten anything all day. Me being the slight worrier I am decided just to pop out and she if shes ok seeing as the burger van is litually right aroun the corner. I go out and I find her running towards me crying her eyes out becasue some drunk old geezer was freaking her out. So we spent 5 mins just cuddling on the side of the path to comfort her etc, as you do. That was the point I realised I really did care for her, I wouldnt want a single thing to hurt her and such. But she was up for going back in because I, and I quote, "have a way of words to make people feel happy" apparently.

So we went back in and go up the stairway where we bump into some guy. Now the look in her eyes towards him told me "hmmm he's quite tasty hehe" but im a trusting and none jealous guy so its like 'meh its cool just being a girl as girls are'. We carry on as normal and head to dance floor as you tend to do at clubs. She goes of dancing on way towards people and I stay in the nice respectable area where my friends are to dance. few mins later I look around to see if shes ok, and I see her dancing with that guy on from the stairs. 'OK its all good' im thinking, 'just being friendly and having good time'. I get back to what im doing then look up again afew mins later to see hwere she was cos I was gonna go to the bar.

Oh dear oh dear, she just happens to be snogging that guy. Happy bunny I was not. Now im not a violent guy so instead of rushing in and kicking the absolute crap out of him prior to major row with 'my' girl, I instead headed into the toilets to chill for afew secs, to figure out what to do next. by the time I came out it was nearly closing time so we were preparing to leave anyways. She came off the dance floor and the first thing she did was look at me in the eye and realised I knew. Que the standerd 'Im so sorry' bullshit for the next god knows how long.

now the gent I am I walked our friend to where her mum was picking them up. I cant let my girlie friends walk the streets in the dark, aggitates me to fuck. On the way I had to put up with the 'sorry' shit again which I clearly wasn't buying. I mean this may have been just a few moments of kissing but it fucked my head right up on the night. Trust went flying out the window thereon!

I watch as they are pulling away in the car, when she leans out the car and shout 'Jay I love you, I want us to go futher'. Fuck it I thought, and went home to bed. I had unfortuantly (or fortunatly, depends how you look at it) lost my phone the previous night (drunken night out suprise suprise) so she had no immediate way of getting hold of me without having to put in effort. She had also quit college afew weeks before for reason not important.

we dont speak nor see each other for three months. Then one nice afternoon dinner time (in the pub as you do) my friend mentions she's met someone else. Well that sucks, she hasnt even botherd to sort things out with me I though but I meh'ed it off. She goes on to mention his name is ''Roy, 32 and has two kids and has just came out of a failed marrage''....SHIT! there I go, pissed off. The girl, dare I say it, loved has hooked up with some guy having a midlife crisis!!! Three months later its announced they are engaged (shes 19 btw). I've barely seen her but have had small convos with her since, all awkward to fuck. Its like we didnt happen.

But hey thats life

The girl in question and 'The Royster' as his effectionatly known are due to tie the knot in August this year. I am, despite small efforts here and there, still single.

Thankyou for your time.

 

[OmniscientOnus]

My cousin introduced me to this girl four years ago, he was head over heels for her, but she was blunt and told him that she couldn't like a guy as heavy set as himself. He, always believing that honesty comes first, thought to himself, "Hey, me and my cousin are quite alike, if she won't date me because I'm fat, maybe she'll like him." It might be worth mentioning that I had just gotten out of Harbor Oaks, and Havenwyck, which are mental institutions for those of you who don't live around Detroit, and he also knew that I needed a little joy in my life at this point.

So, he introduced me to her and, sure enough, we hit it off. We manage to connect on a strange level (neither one of us is the talking type, per-se). So, we do our thing for about a month, you know, watching movies, cuddling, "talking" on the phone (the teenage kind of deal where you are just on the phone, not really using it). Well, one day I call her up to take her to the movies for our one month "anniversary", and she just breaks down crying. I calm her down and finally get out of her something along the lines of: "I'm so sorry, I cheated on you. I'm a horrible person. I can't see you anymore." The usual break up deal. It turns out she continued to see her ex, which was the guy she was cheating on me with, even though she told me at some point that she needed "a break" from guys. An inevitable when you're dealing with most teenage girls. I take a tremendous blow from the ordeal, but manage to recoop.

So, here I am, back on the playing field, when out of the blue this girl who is new to our school comes and sits next to me and some of my friends. I am sitting there, as usual, with headphones blaring some Mudvayne, and supplying stolen treats (brownies, cheese sticks, chocolate milk... things you would find in your typical school lunch line) from my over sized pockets. She looks at me and says: "My friend over there told me to sit with you guys because you're cool." Fair enough, I think to myself, she's pretty, that's a plus.

Over the course of a few weeks we start talking a little bit, and I start falling for her, badly. Now, she is the sort that enjoys being with friends, and I'm more of a loner, so when we do cross paths, we are typically alone. I start walking her to classes, putting my arm around her shoulders while we walk, rubbing her back while at lunch, even playing with her hair while she's sitting near me. Flirting I believe they call it. This goes on for about 6 months with no real response from her. She never really shows any signs of liking me, but she doesn't seem to mind the attention. But, on the other hand, these sort of things (shoulder rubbing, arms around the shoulders, hugs at every encounter/departure) are typical high school things, and many of our friends did this to each and every one of each other every day. So, I thought, maybe she isn't really seeing this as flirting.

Either way, I decide that I need to make my feelings a little more clear. So, I go to approach her one day and she has this huge smile on her face. Great, I think, I caught her in a good mood. Before I could say anything she tells me that her and one of my friends just started going out. Not so great. Now what? Count my losses I suppose. So, we stay friends, but for some reason or another, the flirting from my end never stops, nor does she do anything to signify that she wants it to. So, now I'm convinced it's just friendly to her.

Remember the first girl I was talking about? Well, it's exactly one year now after we broke up, and somehow, she crept back into my life. On the same day that we started dating a year prior, we begin dating again. How romantic I thought. So me and her start getting back into the swing of things, and we work out all the issues from the previous failure at a relationship we had had. Things this time are looking up. Way up.

About three months into the relationship with (I'll call her girl A) girl A, we start getting a little more serious. Physical things are becoming more and more into play. I think you get where I'm going with this. We are becoming connected and life is grand. Then, once again out of the blue, girl B writes me a note saying that she loves me and that she is "always wishing (I was) there beside (her)". She had just broken up with my friend and we had become a little closer since then.

All of a sudden I am overwhelmed with all of the emotions that I put aside for girl B. This leaves me very confused. Girl A, girl B, girl A, girl B. To make a long story short, I took the easy (and wrong) way out by going with both girl A and girl B. I really didn't see it that way back then, I just thought I was spending more time with her, getting to know her better, and that the flirting was no big deal because we were all just teens here anyways. I was wrong.

One thing led to another and in a not so sober, very emotion filled night, me and girl B did a little fooling around. Nothing I am too proud of. Before we take that final physical step I stop girl B. I tell her that I can't do this because of girl A (which she had been aware of the whole time). She understands completely and starts crying. I try and stay and calm her but she insists that the only right thing to do is to immediately tell girl A what had happened.

Knowing that she was right, I went over to girl A and told her. Surprisingly enough, she only said: "it's alright." That was it. I assured her that it was not alright and told her the usual "I'm sorry, I'm a horrible person, etc", which I of course meant. Now, as much as I hated myself for thinking it, part of me wanted girl A to hate me and never want anything to do with me again. Why? Because then I wouldn't have to choose and I could end up with girl B. Not that I knew for sure girl B was the one I ultimately wanted to be with of the two, but given the current circumstances, girl B just seemed the more logical choice.

Instead she said that she deserved it, and that we were even, and most importantly that she understood exactly what I was going through and the fact that I was completely open and honest about it meant that she knew no matter what she could always trust me. So, being very confused as to who to be with I made a stupid decision. I thought: "Well, I'll take things slow right now and see where things go with girl A. If they don't work out, and the option is still open, I'll try girl B." Figuring that, seeing as how this was a teenage relationship (which are notoriously short generally speaking), I would have my answer in a few weeks, and worst come to worse, neither would be the right girl.

Well, I finish my story by saying this. It is now about 4 years after all of this and girl A is asleep not but 10 feet away from me at this very moment in our apartment. Girl B, on the other hand, is living in her own home with a newborn and a fiancé. I, however, am somewhere in the middle, sitting up at 3 A.M. still wondering which girl is right for me.

 

[Fields]

Wow, these are actually pretty good reads. I don't know if I should say fortunately or unfortunately, but I haven't had a situation in which I really cared for a girl so much that I would call it love...I feel that comes with age, and, at 19, it's too early.

 

[EstranGed]

Fuck im gutted for all ou youz.
Lol fields age is just a number. and if you go out with a girl that you like for long enough then you will begin to love her

 

[Silariaz]

I've loved 2 girls so far, none of them have loved me back though(atleast not the first one, the second I didn't go far enough to find out)

I envy you guys(even though it ended in a bad way), you've had some good relationships.

 

[Prince Oberyn Martel]

Wow, these are actually pretty good reads. I don't know if I should say fortunately or unfortunately, but I haven't had a situation in which I really cared for a girl so much that I would call it love...I feel that comes with age, and, at 19, it's too early.

Well I'm not entirly sure if it was love, but certainly the closest thing to it so far. Im abit of a loner so she's been abit of a 'highlight' of the 'ol life at the moment. But do agree that at our age its abit young, as everything is till kinda new and fresh, but if the right girl comes along (even if it does end up shit) even at this age it could very possibly be love. Depends what you think love is really.

 

[Gaaramaster]

OK, for the first story, girls obviously a slut if she dumps you within the hour.

Moonchild......5 bucks says the creepy mans a rapist.

 

[Mitsuki]

That's a very good story, Omni and Moonchild. I enjoyed reading them. Hmm, well when it comes to love, I'm pretty much out there, baring my feelings and then getting hurt in the long run.

Tragic love, huh? I guess I've had a few experiences with that. I don't feel like writing out a whole story about my love life though, for I don't think my writing can justify the feelings I've shared with all the boys in my life, which is, mind you, not a lot. Just a few.

All I can say is that tragic love is the kind of thing where a special someone leaves you behind, or the world behind. They can be that certain someone that makes you wonder about the "what if" possibilities. It has a story similar to a fairy tale, but doesn't end in a happy ending.

 

[Big Boss]

Lol, when I read the "i was dumped" part, I went, "OHHH!!!" That was dry, man... That sucks. But it could've been worse, my friend got dumped the other day by text message.

 

[Mitsuki]

I really don't like that term, "dumped"...it has such bad connotation to it, don't ya' think? "Break-up" would be much preferable, really.

EDIT: I guess I should also mention that with tragic love, comes the whole break-up deal. And it sucks, I know. But well, such is life.

 

[BladeWarrior]

i have the worst thing ever happen to me, this year i finally told a friend that i was in love with her and she acted like it was a life or death situtation and startd to treat me like an animal.