he hasn't answered me yet, i'm really gettin worried....i've known him since the first day i started on the FFR, so this isn't like him.....*paces around the room freaking out*.......waahhh! if only he didn't live in another country! and yes, a backyard bash is with friends and stuff.....i'll force someone to let me on a computer so i can log on May 9th (my b-day), because i want a lot of attention! My last 2 birthdays were ruined and crappy as hell (the first, my mom was moving out...the second, my counselor made that day pure hell)...well i g2g, so cya! I'll try 2 get on 2morrow......