Serious On Hate

[Dragon Mage]

This is more than just trolling. Trolls do what they do to get a rise, yes? Even the Troll Song says as much.

I was not responding to their insults in your typical 'trolled' fashion. This was an attack. A coordinated, intentional attack.

To give an example of the kind of scum sucking, backwards, halfwit, inbred, diseased, bestial apes these people are, let me provide an example.

On this other forum, I was flamed because I used a slang word for stupid.

I was then reeducated on how 'lame' creates a silent culture of hatred against lame people and how it's evil and vile and biased of me to use that word to describe something I dislike. I am clearly prejudiced against lame people because I have used this word in such a way, and that is forever on my record now.

I'm not joking. THESE ARE THE KINDS OF PEOPLE I'M DEALING WITH. Every word holds potential napalm and I wouldn't even know it! This is how I know they're not trolls. They sincerely believe in every word they say. Zealotry like that cannot be faked so genuinely. You can tell when someone goes online and pretends to be a religious nutcase. It's very stilted and way over the top; it may even fool you for a few pages. The folks on this other forum though? They start at the ridiculous and it goes downhill from there. They provide scholastic documentation and 5 page replies to prove that they are 'right'. And the thing is, they are very consistent about this in every way possible.

In short, I'm stuck on this other forum with a bunch of genuine arrogant bastards.

And I'm not sure you understand my mode of payback entirely. I don't ever intend for them to know I'm getting revenge on them. This revenge is just for me. I'm playing their own collective zeal against them. It works likes this: Someone says something that is potentially explosive. I quote it, take it out of context, imply an accusation, and leave it be. The others will smell the blood and rip the other to shreds of their own volition. I really have very little to do but wait and watch. I cannot be more clear than when I say that this other forum is literally like a tank full of cannibal piranha.

 

[Davey Gaga]

Righto, I usually wouldn't post in here because I never have anything nice to say, and I still don't, but I say this with the hopes of it being constructive.

I haven't seen those posts you're talking about but I'm going to make a sweeping assumption - you post the same way over there as you do here, and that forum is a bit more brutal than this one.

I think I've brought this up to you before, but you do carry around a bit of an attitude. From what I've seen, you can be quite "I'm a strong confident woman and ain't nobody bring me down", which isn't usually a bad quality, but you use it more offensively than defensively. You can march around with it at your forefront and it can come across rather arrogant. You always seem to have a low tolerance for anything that goes against your grain.

From experience, other websites can be a lot less...restrained. Qualities like this act as bait for them, and you have bucketloads of this bait.

You also tend to make posts that try overly-hard to "pwn" individuals, almost always hostile, too (i.e. those things you said to Aztec about your hatred, arguments you had with myself and a number of others on MSN, etc...another example being your initial post in this thread - we all know, as do you, that you'll never "get revenge" on anyone, and if you did that'd be incredibly sad because, let's face it, it's the internet and the worst they can do is annoy you, you could just leave that website). Internet trolls, and even just those people who are less restrained, thrive on this.

Without sounding like I'm attacking you too much, I'll leave this post with a note that you tend to put out reasons to not like you very much in the open. You have your pleasant moments but I think you try too hard yourself not to get on with people. Again, refer to your very own first post in this thread and think how a stranger might view it. Try not to be too hostile and you might, you know, not be hated.

I have no intention of arguing or anything but when you post threads like these you open yourself to all kinds of comments, so take this how you will, hope it helps somehow.

Long story short, I now have list. On this list is a certain set of names. One day, in the far future, I will get my revenge on these people. I will not forgive them. I will not forget what they have done. I will, in every way possible, ruin their lives by whatever means necessary.

Pretty sure you told me the same thing a year ago(ish)...

 

[Dragon Mage]

I haven't seen those posts you're talking about but I'm going to make a sweeping assumption - you post the same way over there as you do here, and that forum is a bit more brutal than this one.

I appreciate you taking the time to post here, despite your misgivings.

Actually, I do not post there as I do here. Over here, I can be much more relaxed and bullshit or joke around and people will just groove with it. I mean, we've got lots of members like that. I make absurd jokes and people know when absurd is absurd and not real. You can't do that over there. All jokes are treated seriously.

Seriously.

I think I've brought this up to you before, but you do carry around a bit of an attitude. From what I've seen, you can be quite "I'm a strong confident woman and ain't nobody bring me down", which isn't usually a bad quality, but you use it more offensively than defensively. You can march around with it at your forefront and it can come across rather arrogant. You always seem to have a low tolerance for anything that goes against your grain.

Actually, no, you've never mentioned such a thing to me ever before.

Sorry, I can't help how I act. I banter. A lot. I get up in the morning, see my brother, and make a withering comment about his hair. He does the same to me. Verbal razzmatazz and repartee is the normal form of communication at my house. I know it sounds rather offensive to some, but to me it's just, well, normal. Can't help it. xD I try to make my posts as witty and humorous as possible, and not to take anything too seriously.

I do have a low tolerance for shit that I think is obviously wrong or stupid, this is true. I'm never alone in such cases, however. I only lose my temper when it's clear my long and well-thought posts that took hours to craft are being utterly disregarded, and I think I'm a bit justified in feeling peeved about such hard work being ignored. I'll be the first to admit that my temper does get the best of me.

You also tend to make posts that try overly-hard to "pwn" individuals, almost always hostile, too (i.e. those things you said to Aztec about your hatred, arguments you had with myself and a number of others on MSN, etc...another example being your initial post in this thread - we all know, as do you, that you'll never "get revenge" on anyone, and if you did that'd be incredibly sad because, let's face it, it's the internet and the worst they can do is annoy you, you could just leave that website). Internet trolls, and even just those people who are less restrained, thrive on this.

In my own defense, that was years ago. And I didn't even write that post. My brother actually wrote all of it himself, while borrowing some material from the writer of 8-bit Theater. Seriously. That's the truth, whether you believe it or not. I -- like everyone else that frequents forums -- have developed a ways since my first days.

I honestly cannot recall any arguments with you or anyone else on MSN over any kind of serious topic. I tend to keep my conversations as trivial as possible for a reason. The only disagreements I can remember is over the Darkblade debacle so many years ago.

I'm pleased to tell you that one person already has gotten their turn at my revenge. Not too much, the thread was through in a few days, and the person felt the pinch but no blood was drawn. Exactly the way I had planned. Good news is, he does seem to have grown wiser! In another thread, he has made much more carefully constructed replies since the last time.

And I have already describe at length why leaving this forum is not a viable option. This is the kind of thing that irks me.

And as I said already, these are not your average trolls. They're not trolls at all, in fact. They're just miserable bastards. Truly, dyed-in-the-wool sonsofbitches. Assholes. Zealots. Totally unpleasant people. It isn't something they do, this is who they actually are.

Without sounding like I'm attacking you too much, I'll leave this post with a note that you tend to put out reasons to not like you very much in the open. You have your pleasant moments but I think you try too hard yourself not to get on with people. Again, refer to your very own first post in this thread and think how a stranger might view it. Try not to be too hostile and you might, you know, not be hated.

Do I.

I try my utmost to get along with folk. Unless they have particularly irked me in some way, or refuse to pay me the same courtesy I do to them, I keep my conversations short and trivial. Utterly meaningless. Unimportant shit that one one wouldn't give a flying fuck about in the real world. You know the kinds of things. Funny caption threads. SOTW theme ideas. The metaphysics of a video game. Humorous ways to get rid of an unwanted person that has a crush on you. All of it total and pure crap. Doesn't mean a thing to real life. The reason I do this is to put as maximum a distance between me and anything that might cause real and bitter dissent. Politics. Religion. Gay rights. Abortion. All that, I avoid to the utmost degree, and have broken this rule only 3 times. Each time I have, I've gotten rep from others.

So if this is 'trying too hard not to get on with people' then I guess I'm well and truly fucked, aren't I? If I cannot discuss utterly trivial things in humorous and witty ways, that doesn't leave much to talk about does it. What else do I have to talk about? The weather? My cat?

If being easy-going and witty is too much of a hostile action, then I guess I'm just a bitch, pure and simple.

And as I've said already, when I joined this other forum, I was responding to their slander earnestly. As they were accusing me of being racist/homophobic/ignorant/etc. I was trying to honestly, sincerely, make them understand that it wasn't the case at all, that they had merely misunderstood me. Was I being hostile? No. In fact, I took all this up the ass, was as self-effacing as possible, and it still wasn't good enough. And weeks, months later, this treatment still continues. There was no reason for them to act the way they did, for I was not being hostile, so this argument that if I wasn't hostile I wouldn't be hated doesn't hold much water.

I have no intention of arguing or anything but when you post threads like these you open yourself to all kinds of comments, so take this how you will, hope it helps somehow.

Well, I've found out that I'm a bitch with no hope of ever being liked even though I keep nearly all posts light in tone and as vapid as possible. How do you think it's made my day turn out?

Pretty sure you told me the same thing a year ago(ish)...

I believe the French say "touche" here. But nonetheless, I was pretty pissed off in both occasions. So take that into account as well. It's a testament to my deep and abiding hatred for these people that I continue to dislike them so for such a long period of time. I'd dare you to join the community and get better results but I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy.