Well, just a while ago, I experienced anger.. In quite huge amounts too. Since there's not many to share it with around, I think I'll release it here. Plus, I'm not expecting much replies to this as well, yet I want people to know what I am thinking at this point.
Sorry, Moderators, if this shouldn't be here... But then again, it's the spam coliseum!
Earlier on, I was playing an online game. It is a team-based game, and would rely very heavily on team work, and personal skill to achieve victory. For a moment, we seemed to be doing that well, keeping the opponents in check, and getting stronger at the same time.
However, at a later point, this particular player aired his displeasure. He complained that the team was useless, and some other stuff I can't remember clearly. All I remember now is that it angered me.
Well, it provoked a response from me. I argued in response that I saved him a few times back earlier..
His next response caused my anger to peak. I started an argument with him, which evolved to a point where he decided not to help the team one bit, instead, helping the opponent team. Yet, I wanted the reason for us to lose is because of his behaviour, so I egged him on.
Ultimately, it came to a stage where the team loses entirely. By then, any chance for salvation was lost. It was then, I unleashed my anger on him, scolding him. He did give some replies as well, but the game disconnected at the point...
Right then. That summarises the entire episode.
One thing's for sure. I know full well that I should have been more cool headed. I shouldn't have engaged him into such behaviour, or ignite the entire argument.
Yet, now that this has already happened. Here I am thinking how I should have scolded the guy more harshly.. Cruelly, as well, I must add. If I had already started something, see it to it's perfect ending, I must...
I admit it sounds rather evil though. In fact, to be honest, I would love to have people openly declaring similar sentiments, claiming the guy is the one at fault, etcetera, but I guess I know the answer to that myself.
Sorry, Moderators, if this shouldn't be here... But then again, it's the spam coliseum!
Earlier on, I was playing an online game. It is a team-based game, and would rely very heavily on team work, and personal skill to achieve victory. For a moment, we seemed to be doing that well, keeping the opponents in check, and getting stronger at the same time.
However, at a later point, this particular player aired his displeasure. He complained that the team was useless, and some other stuff I can't remember clearly. All I remember now is that it angered me.
Well, it provoked a response from me. I argued in response that I saved him a few times back earlier..
His next response caused my anger to peak. I started an argument with him, which evolved to a point where he decided not to help the team one bit, instead, helping the opponent team. Yet, I wanted the reason for us to lose is because of his behaviour, so I egged him on.
Ultimately, it came to a stage where the team loses entirely. By then, any chance for salvation was lost. It was then, I unleashed my anger on him, scolding him. He did give some replies as well, but the game disconnected at the point...
Right then. That summarises the entire episode.
One thing's for sure. I know full well that I should have been more cool headed. I shouldn't have engaged him into such behaviour, or ignite the entire argument.
Yet, now that this has already happened. Here I am thinking how I should have scolded the guy more harshly.. Cruelly, as well, I must add. If I had already started something, see it to it's perfect ending, I must...
I admit it sounds rather evil though. In fact, to be honest, I would love to have people openly declaring similar sentiments, claiming the guy is the one at fault, etcetera, but I guess I know the answer to that myself.
It was very tempting to lob a grenade at his ass and watch him explode as I shoot him in the head, but I couldn't be bothered.