Serious Thinking about dying again

[Coco]

I'll start by letting you know that no matter how many people here post, the only solution to this problem of yours is also yourself.

Everyone of us is capable of grand and imaginative ideas for the simple reason that the brain does not stop working, therefore insights and opinions and eventually, truths are always formed.

I know my intentions for the world are good but at the same time I dont trust the world. They will abuse me and my ideas. I live in constant fear of changing , developing .

I could do so much more though, the power . Well I do not know how much power I have. If you feel me to be insane perhaps the notion of having power that I do not have would be part of that. I speculate that I do have some sort of ...presence of power within if you will.

I cant take it anymore, all my teachers love me, respect me, my family does not though, so there is a nice balance. Everyone tells me I have a great voice, ideas in "life" but I cant take it ! I want to take it, I will take it longer but it is hard . So very hard . I know for a fact I could answer everything I said clearly and logically but that just makes it worse.

I take it from this sentence, therefore, that it is not advice you need, but encouragement.

You are young and, pertaining to your description of your mind, rather gifted.

What is sadder than throwing that away?


Your ideas and visions will be recognized. You must believe in it.


For the time being, eat a cookie. Bake a cake. Play music. Play games.

Most of the time, people get depressed because of boredom.. They feel that they have no purpose in life. So get productive.

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