Poetry My End

Unforgiven

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[ Angel Wings ]

Who is to say that my colors won't fade,
What does it mean to stay away,
When can I stand up to face them,
Why do I do the same things over again,

There's no serenity in a death,
There's no serenity in a black rose,

Who is the one that creates all the agony,
What action will be taken against our sorrow,
When is the time that you'll accept responsibility,
Why won't the war raging inside us all stop,

Dear God take the painful mist of seclusion from humanity,
Dear God take the reoccuring nightmares from our reality,

Give us wings,
Let us fly,
We wish to soar,
( And ) Never to fall,

Don't clip my feathers I want to stay with you,
Don't clip my feathers I do not want to drop into hell

_____________

[ Undivine Protection ]

Thrown into the ditch,
Shoved into the mud,
Pain starting over again,
Reality crushing dreams,

The truth makes it all the more fake,
The truth changes after the lie,

Conception,
Insanity takes control,
Deception,
Hate steps in,

Beaten down we face ourselves once more,
Beaten down we despise ourselves once more,

We're convinced this isn't you on the inside,
I'm convinced that you are not yourself,
You're convinced you feel like a parasite,
They're convinced that you're inhuman,

I have to stand up before you forget this,
Being different is becoming your own true person,

Go! I'll always remember!
Go! You have my protection!
Go! My love will never stop!

Chaos is only the beginning in the struggle,
Chaos will always be the ending of the struggle,

Can you finally see the scars,
Do you finally see the wounds,
Will you see the tears,
Shall you see the fears,

Break me,
Forge me,
Create me,
Destroy me

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[ Wound ]

I am the incarnate of the lie you pretend to be,
You try to act like you're my disease,
You don't understand the darkness you face,
I am the incarnate of the lie you pretend to be,

I can't keep this wound any longer,
Knee deep in blood of anguish,

Lets try to cut down on the pain of despair,
Every fib you make pushes me down
Every single thing you say hurts,
Lets try to cut down on the pain of despair,

Chaos is just the beginning,
Chaos is just the ending,

My plague,
Try being yourself for a change,
My blood,
Try letting go of my intentions,

All I want is to be myself,
All you want is to be me,

Sky on a bright night,
Pressing your luck again,
Taking it away from me,
Even my personality,

Gasoline poured all over the floor,
Flames burning in the light,

What a waste,
Nothing to comment,
I wanna walk away,
Forget their life,

No one to hate,
No one to love

_____

[ Blessing ]

Stand,
Fall,
Live,
Die,

Pour the salt into our wounds,
Let the pain manifest,

Crying,
Never wanted to hurt you,
Smiling,
The beauty grows slowly,

Waiting for you,
Waiting till the end of my life,

Join me in heaven my sweet,
Reunite me with your delicate body,
Hold me closer to your soft skin,
Squeeze me to relieve me of misery,

Say it my flower petal,
My personality always clashes,

The soul fades,
Dissapearing hope,
My love flourishs,
Rising fate,

If I had the choice i'd die with you again,
If I had the choice i'd die with you again,

Because my love life isn't worth living for,
Show me the beautiful wings of a angel,
Let us arise into our promised paradise,
To finally be engulfed into the light,

Poetry lets my love become stronger,
Poetry lets us live our lives once more



Read, comment, enjoy, or even hate it. Just make sure to post at least a little constructive critism.
 
Wow... Seriousely great work wonderful words. I may have squeezed out a tear ot two... I couldn't believe there were no comments. Don't pay any attention to those who can't understand you ;)
 
[ Bondage ]

Rip my chains apart,
Free me from the dark,
Rip my chains apart,
Acknowledge my name,

Shout out,
Scream it,

Show me passion,
Tear the bandages away,
Drench me in the light,
Tear the bandages away,

Shield me from the pain,
Relieve me of my agony,

Satan reveals his face to me once more,
The flaming whip embraces my back,
Scarred once again from evil's malicious touch,
Look at what i'm becoming now,

Blood pours,
Mercy undefined,

Fading away i'm not strong enough to stay,
Will I be remembered when i'm gone,
I'm now left with nothing tonight,
Selling whatever soul I have left to live again,

In fear of drowning of the black flame,
Its too hard to watch it fall through

Drenched in sin,
I can't love,
Drenched in fire,
I can't live,

Straps wrapped ever so tight around my body,
Its over now what have I done

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[ Starting Over ]

Savor the hate,
Enjoy the pain,
Revel in despair,
Fall in darkness,

Satan has come back for you,
He wants to make you pay,

The children of sorrow,
Forsaken men of dark,
Smolted bone,
Decaying skin,

Breathe in and enjoy your prison,
God cannot save you from your damnation,

Imperfect sanity,
Flourishing sickness,
Deadly silence,
Desperate fib,

I hope you bleed deep,
I hope you try to cry out loud for help,

You might as well stop believing in sympathy,
Love never makes it through hell,
Looks like you may be slipping away,
Would you mind if I killed you again,

You start to bleed deeply,
You cry out loud for my attention,

Earth is hell,
Why should I care,
Earth is hell,
Why should you care?

I'm the embodyment of your sin,
Your body is decietful yet delicate,

How come i'm always the one hurt,
Every time you drag me through the ditch,
How is it that i'm the liar in this picture,
Every time you drag me through the lie,

No toleration in obsession,
Honestly all I want is to be free,

Guess what,
The whole world is my enemy,
Guess what,
The whole world is your enemy,

Do you enjoy the imprisonment on this rock,
Do you adore smoking up that opium,

Life is as good as you make it,
Maybe we should try a bit harder,
Life is as bad as you make it,
Maybe we should try a bit harder,

Lets try again God may forgive us once more,
Lets try again and start over the right way

______________

[ Soldier of Battleland ]

Looks like its time to faint once again,
Wishing I could turn my back on my dreams,
Feeling a little unconfident about myself,
Can't convince myself that this is a lie,

Walk away from me right now,
Time will never tell my damage,

I've never had the doubt that i'd lose,
However I will be here to protect you,
Walking through the flames of impurity,
I will rise to rescue you from the dark,

The weapon speaks of my pain,
It screams in pity of the sadness,

Fearing,
Running,
Returning,
Fighting,

Destructive darkness,
Obliterated light,

I'll arise from the pitch black pit,
With scars and wounds alike,
My soul burns with passion,
As the blood spills on the floor,

Its time that I finally fight my battles,
Its time that I finally push evil away,

Above the moonlight,
Is the calamity I seek,
Above the sunlight,
Is the restoration I seek,

Its time that I finally recognize myself,
Its time that I finally realize sanity,

Soldier of the battleland,
Battling through the mountains,
Soldier of the wasteland,
Battling through the plains,

Winning is now the only option left,
So that is what I will do with confidence

___________

[ Unsecure ]

Its time to cut myself again,
Reveal the lies in my blood,
Its time to cut myself again,
Reveal the hate in my blood,

You are the only way,
To purge myself of sin,

Make it stop,
I can't breathe,
Make it stop,
I can't see,

Kiss the wounds again,
Make them dissapear,

Tired of being put under the pressure,
All I am is your mistake,
Tired of being put under the pressure,
All I am is your worse self,

Somebody help me scream,
Somebody help me flee,

At the end of the day i'm the only one left,
Wishing someone will help me up,
At the end of the day i'm the only one left,
Wishing someone will help me out,

My only wish is to be whole,
Your only wish it to watch me become whole,

Sacrifice,
Worthless,
Avarice,
Loveless,

Neglecting the fact you've always admired me,
Neglecting the fact you've always been behind me,

I've never understood you before,
I'll try to be faint on this,
I've never understood you before,
I'll try to love you now,

Everyone can see my scars,
But you're the one who heals them

___

Wow, i'm glad you like it so much. Here's a new batch of poems freshly baked from the notebook and onto the computer screen.
 
Wow. That's...amazing. I wish I could put my emotions into poetry like that. They read like songs, to me--ever thought of putting music behind them?

I'm still in awe of your talents. I love "Bondage", by the way, the reference to Satan. It made me, the reader, feel like I was in hell too. Amazing.
 
[ Erase ]

Every time I try to breathe in fresh air,
It feels to that of knives cutting deep,
Every time I try to let myself heal,
It feels to that of blood letting lose,

The drum beats in silence,
Ignoring the pleas of the dark,

Revealing the truest part of the past,
My destructive self,
Revealing the truest part of the past,
My distant self,

Her enigmatic eyes paint my picture,
Despair fused with insanity,

Bind my hands together,
Drench in my simplistic sorrow,
Wrap my feet together,
Douse in my simplistic hate,

Fake is something that describes me perfectly,
Hollow is something that describes me perfectly,

Forgive my stupidity,
Kill everyone that steps up infront of me,
Erase my mind,
Obliterate everyone that steps up infront of you,

I am hated,
Time to walk away with the wounds

______

[ Malicious Intent ]

Can you feel this,
Pound the nails inside my hands,
Can I feel this,
Shove the knife into your arm,

I was always the damaged one,
That will never change,

Let my wounds close,
I'm tired of feeling this,
Let my wounds dissapate,
I'm sick of doing this,

Shall I ever be equal to you,
No because i'm not you,

I'll bathe in my darkest sins,
Open up the coffin,
I'll bathe in my bloodlust,
Close up your heart,

Its time that I finally lose momentum,
I will pick up the guitar and sing of my pain,

Drop it,
Ignore it,
Forget it,
Shove it,

The happiness will not last for long,
Will you die to feel happy,

Beat the drum quick and hard,
It shall tell of my evil,
Play the electric piano with elegance,
It can tell of my stupidity,

Revel in my malicious intent,
Think of the flame,

What a waste of my blood,
All I want is to be like him,
Should've never changed myself,
All I want now is to be me,

Gonna gather the last of the gasoline,
Then pour it over my fake self,

Closing in and out,
I've found the true me,
Closing out and in,
I've finally smiled now,

Not gonna be pulled around for a change,
Now i'm gonna have a right to live

_______

[ Wilting Black Rose ]

I cannot breathe,
Give me a moment to rest,
I cannot fight,
Give me a minute to heal,

This is how it ends,
Having to crawl away,

Inside my heart I know i'm the one that'll lose,
The battles always choose me for the victim,
Inside my mind I know i'm the one that'll lose,
The battles always choose me for the loser,

No options left I gotta back away,
I'll cry out being weakened once more,

Constant thought of suicide,
Holding death just infront of me,
Constant thought of playing god,
Holding the calm just infront of me,

Counting myself from my friends love has broken me,
I'll write my name on the side of the sword,

Stab,
Cut,
Thrust,
Slash,

Can't go through with killing myself,
Even if I have nothing to live for,

I'm the wilting black rose,
Temptation of sin,
I'm the wilting black rose,
Temptation of sin,

Yeah yeah,
Darkness lurks around the corner,

Must find a way to keep it together,
Have to make a smart decision,
Gotta live through this frightening situation,
So afraid that I may die tonight,

Protect me,
Shield me,
Defend me,
Guard me,

About to break apart again,
Provide me with room to sleep

____________

[ Slave of the Weak ]

I cannot see death dangle infront of me,
Addicted to the killing,
I cannot see death dangle infront of me,
Obsessed with slaying,

Every life I take puts me that much farther down the hole,
Turn off my deception of the twisted reality,

Gothic enemy of the night,
Who will help me up,
Gothic enemy of the night,
Who will help me stop,

I'm the soldier of imperfection,
The perfect fighter fueled by insanity,

How did you become so strong,
All I ever do is fall to my knees,
How did you become so strong,
All i've ever done is hurt others,

This is not the victory that I have dreamed of,
Guard me from their evil intentions,

Standing beside him with my sword at hand,
Sins will engulf my blade once more,
Standing beside him with my sword at hand,
Sacred traditions will be broken again,

No excuse for myself,
Just a slave to the military,

Incomplete,
Damaged,
Unfufilled,
Hurt,

Break the cycle,
Let me feel happiness again,

Still unforgiven in my heart,
The memories never goes away,
Stil unforgiven in my heart
The infliction never goes away,

Everything that you're not,
Imperfect

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Thank you, i'm glad you enjoy it so much. I guess it helps that i've been doing this for about five to six years. Here's a couple more poems from moi. Hope everyone who reads will enjoy.
 
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