“Final Goodbye”
For this final goodbye, I write you,
My love it wasn’t easy for me.
I had to decide on what to do.
Your mistakes,
Your lies--
The things you chose to do
And the words you chose to say.
They broke me.
Can’t you see that?
In the start of the birth month, I bled.
Not only was my heart torn, but skin was cut.
What you thought as a mistake from confusion,
Was the torment of my soul/
After that blessed night we had together, you went back to him.
Despite what he’s put you through, you went back.
This one thing I don’t understand.
You told me “I love you”.
Was it a lie?
Was is to torment me even more?
I hear you in my thoughts,
I see you in my dreams.
In spite of all that’s happened, I still love you,
Despite what you’ve done, I can’t let you go;
And it hurts.
It hurts so much.
You’re the raven that keeps tapping and rapping on my chamber door
No matter how things end up, you keep coming back into my life.
I hate this so much.
I hate you.
I seriously HATE you with all that I am.
If you won’t stay away, then,
I’ll go away, and never come back.
I’m sick of seeing your horrid face every day.
It’s bad enough I dream of you,
But seeing you makes me want to kill myself.
It makes me want to say, to you--
THE FINAL GOODBYE
For this final goodbye, I write you,
My love it wasn’t easy for me.
I had to decide on what to do.
Your mistakes,
Your lies--
The things you chose to do
And the words you chose to say.
They broke me.
Can’t you see that?
In the start of the birth month, I bled.
Not only was my heart torn, but skin was cut.
What you thought as a mistake from confusion,
Was the torment of my soul/
After that blessed night we had together, you went back to him.
Despite what he’s put you through, you went back.
This one thing I don’t understand.
You told me “I love you”.
Was it a lie?
Was is to torment me even more?
I hear you in my thoughts,
I see you in my dreams.
In spite of all that’s happened, I still love you,
Despite what you’ve done, I can’t let you go;
And it hurts.
It hurts so much.
You’re the raven that keeps tapping and rapping on my chamber door
No matter how things end up, you keep coming back into my life.
I hate this so much.
I hate you.
I seriously HATE you with all that I am.
If you won’t stay away, then,
I’ll go away, and never come back.
I’m sick of seeing your horrid face every day.
It’s bad enough I dream of you,
But seeing you makes me want to kill myself.
It makes me want to say, to you--
THE FINAL GOODBYE