Poetry The Death Of A Loser

[Jimmy D]

Embrase this feeling
I dont want it to go
Embase the warmthness
Yet dont let it show
Capture the moment
Hold it true
Tresure the words
'I love you'

Let go of your feelings
They just bring you pain
But never fear
You can build yourself up again
But there is always that hole
Never feeling whole
Loosing something irraplaceable
Searching for one goal

Letting go all thoughts
Let the drugs take your brain
You dont need friend,
you dont need love
You got drugs now
Thats saine
Forgetting all the pain you've caused
All the pain you have recived
Mashing it all into one ball and stuffing it up your sleve

For years the drugs take you
You emotions are all gone
A shadow of your former self
Your price for being wrong
Crawling out of your shell
Trying to start again
Opening your eyes to reality
Your starting to make things mend

Fall back on your ass again
You forgot what pain was like
You take up your switch blade
Try to cut with all your might
Yet you can do it, too weak
Just fall back and bend
My will is growing weak
Soon back on drugs
And then.....

The death of a loser