Poetry Hime's Poems

[.Dove]

I just wrote a few poems after I kind of broke up with my last boyfriend,mostly they don't got rymes or anything.. ^^''


A Loveless heart..


In times like this,love is all you got
but when you don't have it
it's the worst that can Happen.
Loving you is painful,almost suffocating
I was caught up in your hands same as
a tamed bird,caged forever in Endless time...

Even if you said you love me
you aren't ready for this while
your heart isn't secure and seems made
from ice.In this heartless world I try so hard to reach you
But it seems it's not enough.
never was enough for you..

I feel as my heart is bleeding and it's in pain
a pain that even the rain can't wash it away.
My love for you shall be eternal
as yours will shatter along with the wind
And may never reach my soul..
because your love isn't true nor from this world
it's only a fake mirror in which
Once I believed,but it only brought me Pain...

In the end,no matter how hard I try
my wings are broken and I shall never fly again
No matter how hard you try
the fake love you held for me
will never reach ME
Because you have a Loveless heart..



Reaching you..

The moonlight shares a beautiful reflection
the city is quiet as a grave
Far away,in the sky a shooting star
remained caught in the darkness..

I want to live even if it's a little
I may not change at all,but the painful feelings are getting inflated..
I doesn't matter how I feel 'cause I lost towards you!

Even if I can't meet you,I keep my memories
locked deep inside me,in the smallest place
I want to look at the happy moments
along with your smell and holding your hand..

I just don't want our bound to torn apart
there's no way I can handle that,
I've stopped crying now,but the
sky seems unclear as reaching you is impossible..

I really want to love you more
but it's not enough,never has been enough
I desperately utter your name
but the sound is lost in the darkness
Please don't make me a memory..



Your wish..


The evening sun goes down quietly, make your body tremble in red
The sky grows dark to hide the wetness on my cheeks from my quiet “goodbye”


I wave to your disappearing back until my hand shatters.


You fly away, carrying the blue pain of parting
I pray, I pray here, for the day your wish will come true
To fill the darkness, to paint the stars
The lights of the town come on, full of sparkles and tears


Shaken by the wind far away, a thin stream of clouds drifts over
I’ll carve out the same times as you until the day my life ends


Any time you’re tired, come back to me


The color of those wings longing for a dream, your dazzling wings
Even if we’re apart, even if we’re apart, I’ll keep watching over you
Even if someday your wish comes true in a new town
And the gaze I love forgets me


You fly away, carrying the blue pain of parting
I pray, I pray here, for the day your wish will come true
To fill the darkness, to paint the stars
The lights of the town come on, full of sparkles and tears...



Only Me

Even comfort is covered in dust
Soaked in a gray rain
Dark, sad memories
Float among the ruins of the walls
Amid all the insanity, the world keeps turning
A person lurks in the ridiculous darkness
Clinging to an invisible prize
You can kill the past, but you can’t wipe it away
Someday hate will crush me
My life hangs in the balance
As I repeat the same old sins
The water that quenches my thirst tastes of blood
The sun goes down amid tears
Children try as best they can
To warm their cold bodies with their little hands
This lying love is taking me over
Binding my helpless heart
You can’t take away the light in my eyes
Make a light in this bottomless night
I can’t throw away my endless wish
Fire an arrow in this bottomless night..




Fell free to comment or to criticize -.-'

 

[.Dove]

Parade

In this town where the desert is decorated and people are drunk from the parade
The dawn sky burns a red flame
Tired of dancing, my eyes freeze over
And the pain of my worn-out heart is paralysed
I swapped the world I dreamed of for your smile
And now I dream only of you...
I want to go far, far away, so far that all shapes disappear
I want to tear through the wind, run, become a star, go to you
If I could cover myself in this vortex of conversation, so thin you can see through it
I’d feel just a little better..

Boundaries are crumbling
Carried away by the sheer volume of the music playing
Everyone dreams of the moment when they can embrace the light
When can I send out a light strong enough to reach you?...

I want to go far, far away, so far that all shapes disappear
I want to tear through the wind, run, become a star, go to you
Everyone dreams of the moment when they can embrace the light
When can I send out a light strong enough to reach you?


A star..

Ah, like a drowned bird in the icy sea
I sink into a wave of silence and think of you
I thought I’d found a star
One more beautiful than anything
Just like I’d fallen into a trap
I kissed you again and again
The grey rain can soak me, soak me
But this warmth won’t leave me
I lay flowers on the sweet traces you left behind
And close my eyes until the day I can rot away
Ah, like a shadow of a cloud drifting through the forest at night
If only I could give you my body and quietly melt into you
Light overflowed, so bright
That I could even believe in miracles
Like a child who wanted everything
I held you again and again
Little by little, little by little, the sand that swallowed me up
Is drying up, my wish dies in my heart
I lay flowers on the sweet traces you left behind
And close my eyes until the day I can rot away
The grey rain can soak me, soak me
But this warmth won’t leave me
I lay flowers on the sweet traces you left behind
And close my eyes until the day I can rot away

 

[.Dove]

UPDATE.
Vs. 2.0

Feel free to comment,criticize over them ^^'

World of strangers

In a world full of strangers..
even if you say goodbye
I want you to whisper me
that I won't be forgotten..

without anyone beside me
In a world full of strangers
if I don't have you
I feel alone living in this
world of strangers...

I feel so alone same as a statue
left in the cold winter breeze
as it stands lifeless and not moving..
In this world of strangers
I can't find my place nowhere
in this world full of strangers
I can't seem even to find You..



Missing you

For the times when we are apart
but especially for the missing ones
I always think of you
I don't know if this is wrong
or maybe I am a crazy person
I miss you.

Missing you like the air
like diving at the bottom of the sea
my feelings get inflated
and my heart almost stops
for the missing times
I love you
but Miss you some more.

Missing you like the beautiful sunset
like time in a sand-glass
but still the world doesn't stop moving
as You in my mind
are running away..

I wish I could rush to your place now
to get these feelings growing some more
a beautiful flower is blossoming
from these loud heart beats

I can't see nothing in the pitch dark
but even if it's scary,I'll be alright
the stars from the far sky
will always guide me and make me smile
Even if I can't meet you now
I wanna keep looking at the happy times
along with these loud heart beats..
I miss you..!



Special dedication <3

Precious Feelings..

I tried to seek the good things in life,
but good things are so hard to find..
Unable to hold back the logging in my heart,
my words nestled up to you.
Your eyes are like a mirror that reflect
the colors of these precious feelings.

With trembling fingers,I pull you closer
so you won't slip away.
Let's go away beyond to a place nobody knows,
Through the heavy,smoky rain..
Let's walk together,You and Me
holding hands dearly..
Through the fierce rain sharing these precious feelings.

Your quiet,strong smile lights up the gloomy sky
You gave me something when I had nothing:
the ability to believe in tomorrow,to dream..
Hold on tight to my fingers,so I don't slip away.

The warmth of our hands together,and the
sounds of the rain,spurred us on..
Let's go away beyond to a place nobody knows
sharing the precious feelings in silence
To the end of the sweet,pouring rain..



Pain..

Drowning in pain, your little, petal-like lips
Tremble, losing their color

The further away you get from the place where you learned to fly and took flight
The more anxiety threatens to crush you.

But there’s a special place you can only see at the end of the pain
You can’t find yourself when your happiness has been made for you.

You move against the current, in the wind that blows against you
Even when you get more and more invisible wounds, and it feels like the end

When you get through the sadness, it awakens a strength in you
Don’t lose sight of those things that only you can see..

Look in the mirror, a new world is reflected in your eyes

There’s a special place you can only see at the end of the pain
You can’t find yourself when your happiness has been made for you.

When you get through the sadness, it awakens a strength in you
Don’t lose sight of those things that only you can see..



Good bye

The hill climbs smoothly to the sky
The lilacs sway as the wind blows by

My nostalgia is quietly revived, making my heart cry.

This is where you waved goodbye for the last time
I couldn’t turn around then..

You opened the door I’d been hiding
I could see a light that glowed in the colors of spring.

Your voice faded little by little
But it remains in my ears..

This is where you waved goodbye for the last time
I’ve grown up a little since then.

Even now, the glow of my childhood
Keeps me going.

I won’t forget that bittersweet time
I’ve begun to walk away from this place

This is where you waved goodbye for the last time
I’ve grown up a little since then..



True Feelings.

Even if the sky is falling down
and I barely can hear an sound..
I don't wanna be saved,
I want to go down with you.


We can make it together to find out way.
no matter the harsh times
We can surpass them all, together
even in this world full of strangers..
I got You.

True feelings keep flowing inside me,
I really do need you here when I cry
as the days feel like years when I'm alone,
I need those words,to get me through the day..


In the heavy winter storm
our footsteps may disappear,
but we can feel our heartbeats by the
warmth,from holding our hands together.

I don't need any words,just by
looking at the starless sky,
I can only hear your voice and I can go on
Till the day we meet again,I persuade my feelings
Please..let these true feelings to reach You..



Another special dedication to my lover,savior ^^

Lost

Closing my eyes,I throw everything away
even with the dreams set on,
I walk all alone on this road
in this world,lost i find myself.

Everywhere I go or turn,I see your face
as you standing there looking at me
or is that your Shadow?..
Sadness and sorrow takes over Me.

The fire in your eyes turns into dust,
now I see you,but only in my Dreams.
I sew up my innocent wounds alone
and suck up my meaningless anger by Myself.

The clear sky,an omnious red
the sun,melting it's way down the sky
I can see now he smile you left Me..
It's so transparent,it's disorted
there's a aching rush in my heart
That won't go away.

I get so lost in you.
Even when I shut my eyes tight
I still see you,living at that time
when we hold hand together.

I sleep alone,with my dreams under the lightless sky
buried in sweet memories,of being so lost in your
dark pearl eyes,reflecting the colors of our Love
I am so Lost in You..
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