Drifting afloat surrounded by liars
Slipping effortlessly into a slumber unwakeable
Selecting a process known as forsaken
Wandering aimlessly
Exploarationism engaged
Time to process the days feats
And know such flaws upon thine
Dis-engage
Start up anew forge
Kick start the engine...
I have a few ideas floating around currently. But the 2 biggest ones, i have are to have vines look like their underneath the skin on my left leg, and gears, screws and what not underneath my right leg.
Then possibly somewhere else have a question mark.
Probably located somewhere on my...
I enjoy women with curves more then i do without curves. It's mainly because their not skin and bones and it also helps with my own self esteem, more or less, if i hug them or if were i na sexual act, i don't feel like i'll crush them. That's not to say i'm huge or anything. But yea i have a bit...
So the first appointment with the therapist went well. We didn't talk a whole lot about my problems, but rather got to know each other, clear that awkward stuff out of the way. Told her about the gender identity stuff. She's not as experienced with the subject as one of the other therapist is...
BucketHead - Hills of Eternity
Most people know of BH from guitar hero. I know him from there also, but what i find sad is that they don't take the time to listen to his softer toned vibes. This song literally makes me wants to lay in an open field for days at a time. Vocals don't make music...
I'm pleasent.
Having smoked earlier, things are really chill and funny. Listening to music and partially zoning out. Just enjoying it.
We were the kings and queens of promise...
Currently the operation isn't possible. Although since they can grow organs in tanks now (i just heard of it yesterday so don't quote me on it) it might be possible in 20-30 years. though i would think stem cells would do the trick.
I really haven't an idea of what I'd do. I'd need more then a day though. Maybe a week. A day is to short to really experience anything as that drastic of a change. I do know I'd try and have lots of fun with it though.
A day in the Life - The Beatles
I read the news today oh boy about a lucky man who made the grade, and though the news was rather sad I just had to laugh I saw the photograph.
Such a good. It has a weird vibe to it that cheers me up.
He blew his mind out in a car he didn't notice that the...
Interesting fact I've come to realize. In the beginning of the day through the middle of it(when depression has kicked in) i'm not depressed. But around the middle of the day through later on, it kicks hard. I've been listening to Beatles to try and help get my slump to go away a bit. It helps...
Not fitting in anywhere. Yet again searching. A play of the tongue and they go haywire. It seems i may never find a place where i really can feel myself. If i can ever find out what myself is.
Mentally deteriorating, fast. The urge to just run out and bludgeon the first person I see is growing...
I will surely keep it in mind. Once i can get a job and save up some money I think I'll try and find one somewhat nearby. Apparently the closest Gender Therapist is in Whitchita. Not a bad drive. Only like half an hr or so.
FIrst off, I greatly appreciate the kind and optimistic words from everyone. I know this can be a difficult subject to talk about and an even more difficut one to deal wth. As of right now, i have 3 friends that now of it. I don't plan on telling my family for quite soem time due to likely...
So for the past few years i'v fiddled with the idea of a sex change. Only recently have i actually began researching the topic and what is required to get a sex change. Everything is looking fine and dandy so far except one thing. I don't wish to be male or female. I wish to be both at the same...
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