Anyone who knows what I talk about when I post in this section would probably guess the subject of this one. Yes, it once again has to do with me and Andy. Things just don't seem to be working anymore. Oddly enough, I feel the same as Kenneth does, only I'm like his girlfriend was. I feel like I should just go, and I know that Andy really, really loves me. For now, I'm held back from leaving, hoping that something will send a signal to me that I should stay. This has been going on for over a year now, and I just can't take it much longer. It's put a mental and physical stress on me. Where I normally lose weight over the summer, I've gained it. I constantly think how I would be if I just ended it. Hell, I wear his class ring around my neck every day, and I just took it off. I didn't want to feel the weight there for the first time in over 2 years. I just...don't know what to do anymore.
Oh, and even more odd, Kenneth: we share the same anniversary date: September 24th. (mine's 3 years this year)
Oh, and even more odd, Kenneth: we share the same anniversary date: September 24th. (mine's 3 years this year)