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Oh believe me, I'm not treating her any differently than I normally would, nor am I thinking any differently of her either. She's my little sister and nothing will ever change the way I feel about her. I have accepted that she's schizophrenic, it's just a lot to take in all at once is all. I've done nothing but there for her and be positive. That's all I can do.
We're just so far away from each other, and I can't go see her like I would like to do. We live in separate states you see. I know she's not crazy, I don't believe that for a minute, but it's hard to convince her otherwise.
I guess I'm just questioning why such a sweet and beautiful person has to suffer through this. Though I guess I question why anybody would have to suffer through anything they go through...She is going to be getting treatment very soon. She has her first appointment with a psychiatrist on Monday. The most important thing to me right now is making her understand that I don't have any ill feelings towards her, and I'll always stand by her 100%.
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