Relationships. Only had two online relationships, and all the others weren't at all serious. To be honest, a relationship would only be unwanted hassle at the moment. I'll decide when I'm ready for anything like that. Truth is, at this stage, most people tend to be naive, and get engaged in lustful, immature relationships which don't usually last. So, I'm biding my time. I don't want to have any screw ups similar to those of last year.

I wanna start this off by saying kudos to Dave for the username, I can now go back to calling you TSG.

Anyway, I find it pretty hard to get into a relationship. I just got in my first relationship a few weeks ago, and I assume it's going good, so it's not very difficult really to stay in one.

My first proper relationship ended in fucking tears. I walked in on her having a threesome. Not the sort of thing you'd expect from a 14/15 yr old really. But no worries, just plod on....

I wouldn't have another until I was about 17. Knew her from College and we were good friends. Fancied her for ages and then turned out she did too so we hit it off.....for about 3 weeks. We went out to a night club and got with some other guy and me being the stubborn toos pot I can be told her to pretty much fuck off when she wanted to 'make it better'. Three months later with little contact she ends up in a relationship with a 43 yr old guy called Roy with two kids already. Another three months down the line they get engaged and then marry as soon as his divorce from wife number two came through. Mid-life crisis much? nice one luv.

Cue two years of occational, on-off, failed attempts and finaly I meet someone genuinly intrested in me and fucking amazing. I think we lasted about a month or two before I decided not too take it any futher because I was thinking about someone else too much at the time (that and she failed to put out despite my efforts). I didn't want to feel as if I was only really with her because I couldn't have the other girl who I have had strong feelings for quite some time anyway (as at the time she was with someone else that I may have mentioned on here at some point already). So yeah, my bad on that one.

Few months later I finaly start 'seeing' previously mentioned unavalible girl. However one night out I completly fucked it up in the most epic manner which shall not be said here....we decided to remain friends. Now shes in a seemingly long term relationship with someone else.

Since then I've had a couple more 'few weekers' but held little less significance to me on the whole. Currently seeing someone now but im not sure how long she can cope with my sense of humor and drunken flirtyness with others....

So all in all im fucking terrible when it comes to holding down a relationship, even if it isn't all too serious of one. LOLZ

....update. Just checked my phone for the first time today to find a txt saying 'i think we should stop seeing each other like this and stay friends'.

lolz

I haven't botherd replying yet though I just got another text asking to call her.....along with my boss, Mother and some promotions guy. Gawd, I spend 30 mins in the bath and suddenly the world wants me to call them! ¬¬

Somehow I get the impression your not keen on making it official...