Thinking about dieing again . - Page 2

March 15, 2008, 12:12 AM

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Originally Posted by Major Zero

Hmmm. You think deeply and broadly, yes. I think in that way too, I must admit. And I have a rare insight into things as well. So I understand that.

From your debate posts, well they're unique, but appear to be misguided. You also seem a bit grandiose in your ways, true. A defence mechanism, perhaps.

You can't come to grips with the world as you see it, perhaps? Ask yourself what you want, think hard on it, if that's how you work.

Actually yes, when you put that way, I can tell that you are intelligent and that yes you do realize why I am this way. It is a defense mechanism , yes every insightful. I want more confidence too , so I am trying it , it is physical over mental . Yes, that is how I work, you are right again. Thank You you are wise and I admit that you saw things I did not. Thank you for not being one sided or closed minded. I know I over doing it a tad on myself here but atleast someone realizes that we can all be understood and should be reasoned with.

Thank You. You are wise. I know I am smart I am in college, I have enough input but perhaps I do get too high on myself, face it people alot of people like to talk about their selves. No one issue is separate from all issues in someone's life. Every thing plays together like a full musical . Some times we applaud our efforts in life and go along with the rhythm, sometimes we miss a note, and other times we just want to tune out all the music and catch some silence.

Lately life has been a rock concert for me

I am what you would consider misguided, yes. That is because I do not allow much friendship or guidance in my life.

March 15, 2008, 12:14 AM

We probably all came off as a little harsh, but it was an arrogant and obnoxious post, and it seems like it rubbed everyone the wrong way. I don't know...the other posts in this forum are about friends dying and significant others breaking people's hearts...in comparison, it seemed a little crybabyish. I don't know. I think tough advice is the best for whiny people.

Okay, so, my advice: look into bipolar disorder. I'm not saying this to be snarky. Delusions of grandeur, rapid/uncontrollable thoughts, and spiking highs and lows in mood are major symptoms. Another idea: get a job to occupy yourself. You seem to have a lot of free time, so do something with it that will distract you. Do something constructive with your thoughts like writing in a diary or something. If your ideas are really that beneficial, try to publish them, or bring them to the attention of people who can help do something with them.

March 15, 2008, 12:21 AM

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Originally Posted by Korytco

I am what you would consider misguided, yes. That is because I do not allow much friendship or guidance in my life.

Well that's an easily fixable problem. Make some friends in your classes, and I'm sure your college assigns students advisers, maybe you could talk with yours sometime.

Also...I think you need a dose of reality. It's good you're in college, you need to see how the world really works and just WHY it is that your anarcho-primitivism views are not only silly, but will only give you a hard time in life.

Personally I'd rather be a happy sheep than a man struggling to get by on limited resources.

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Originally Posted by Erythritol

We probably all came off as a little harsh, but it was an arrogant and obnoxious post, and it seems like it rubbed everyone the wrong way. I don't know...the other posts in this forum are about friends dying and significant others breaking people's hearts...in comparison, it seemed a little crybabyish. I don't know. I think tough advice is the best for whiny people.

That's what I was trying to tell him...only I did it in an assholish way and Derek baleeted my lulzworthy poast. Stupid bastard

March 15, 2008, 12:34 AM

Everyone needs some form of guidance, one way or another, if they want to keep on track.
That's what I mean by misguided posts in my view, Carnage.
But fine, if going back to nature/living by yourself really floats your boat, you can do that without forcing others to do so. I actually find it kinda unfair that people can't just live a minimalist/self-sustaining lifestyle as they wish, because of taxes, etc, whilst being against primitivism, however, but that's the way the cookie crumbles.
I'd save it for the ShinRa building, though.

March 15, 2008, 6:37 AM

you also have to be realistic, there will always be someone smarter/ better than you, im not saying that to be mean, thats just how the world is.

also it easy to just think, i could do it all day, but you, i and everyone else in the world needs to do something productive, like everyone said, get a job, or a significant other, or a dog or whatever.
When you die, there are only two ways your theories can outlive you,
1) by publishing them
or
2) Your ideas being passed on to other people.

As for your gun theory, it looks as if it doesnt work, yet you havent adjusted your hypothesis, ideas really should be constantly evolving

March 15, 2008, 6:46 AM

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Originally Posted by Carnage

That's what I was trying to tell him...only I did it in an assholish way and Derek baleeted my lulzworthy poast. Stupid bastard

that made me lol

We all have our issues, it's how you deal with them that seperates us, I didn't deal well with mine at all at one point, i was a mess, but Im very fortunate that I have some really good friends around me and they helped pick up the peices

Get yourself off to the doctors, they never listen and are generally a waste of space but they will probably give you some happy pills that might help somewhat....

March 15, 2008, 6:14 PM

If you have ideas that you don't think people will be receptive of, then spend some time proving them.

If you have lots of ideas that you don't know what to do with, write them down and worry about the later.

If you think about lots of things that other people don't think about, that's fine too. I think about math problems all the time, and that never bothered me at all. I would like to say that thinking, even thinking about thinking are one of the highest and greatest human experiences of all--some that even lead to great revelations, like those of mathematics.

April 10, 2008, 12:02 AM

Huh...I used to think about math problems all the time. Then I stopped doing math in my education and now I just think about fantasy ideas really...though sometimes about a game I'm making...Besides the point really.

Anyway, I tend to think too much about things sometimes. I'm not very social, like right now, everyone on my floor is hanging out whilst I'm sat in my room on the computer

I'll probably go out and join them at some point though, not entirely void of socialism

My advice would be...don't go to the doctor for a start. Happy pill's aren't all they're cracked upto be, and sometimes you'll end up more depressed at the end of it than if you'd not gone on them at all. Secondly, find a project. Could be absolutely anything whatsoever, just make sure its something you find really enjoyable, and can do whenever you feel depressed, or are overthinking about random things.

Personally, I have about 6 of these projects, but it helps pass the time by. You may have to drop some as your life changes, such as getting a job and other similar things, but I'm sure you'll still have fun whilst doing them!

Heck, you're doing one by just posting on here!

**MY YOUT00B** · April 10, 2008, 12:41 AM

Eh, I can relate to you in regards to the over active mind scenario. For me, it's extremely fustrating -- I try to think deeply into EVERYTHING, and especially when I can't figure something out, it's exhausting.

You sound like you have a case of insecurity -- you feel you need to think deeply into everything because you want to overcompensate for the insecurity you have in everything, including yourself. You're antisocial and afraid of sharing your ideas because you lack self-confidence. You were probably already aware of this.

I think that drinking/burying yourself in another activity as some others have suggested is just running away from your problem. I think you should try to battle this inferiority complex you appear to have.