Yeah I'm only 18 XD, its seems wrong to be in such a place at this age. Even my doctor said that people don't normally develop it until at least 20-21 lol But things have gotten a little better since I have been to the doctors. I haven't feinted since...I have had times where I've been like 'WHOA!' but, not TOO bad, y'know
As for my job, well I'm quiting. I've sent out a few applications to other jobs now, so I should be out of there quite fast hopefully

My boyfriends shop is being announced this month, so that will put me to rest in that area lol.
I've signed up for art college as well now =D so I'll be part time working, full time student again, so that will take some pressure off at least and I saw a good friend of mine that I haven't been able to see in a long time because he works on the airline. That helped me loads. Speaking to him always helped because he's been through the same thing as me
AND were going down the beach again soon, like before =D
So yeah, slowly things are getting better. You guy's were all right about everything really. I just needed to do something about it is all lol.
And yeah, the doctor helped allot, I rather like knowing what it is because it lets me know that its just all in my head most of the time lol. (Makes me sound sicko, but meh)