Stepping Down

September 4, 2007, 6:14 AM

Hey all, just letting you know I'm stepping down as Gmod back to regular member. And no matter how happy this may make some of you faggots (haha), I'm not doing it under any kind of pressure. If I was, I would've broken a long time ago.

Right now I've just got a lot of shit going on in my life. I'm a busy guy. I've been more social and hardworking in the last two weeks than I have ever been in my life. I have a lot of projects going on... both school-related and person-life related. And I just don't feel like I can really contribute anything to Final Fantasy Forums for a long time. That's what always kept me going. Regardless of all the ill-founded shit that was tossed at me by limp wristed drama queens, I knew I did so much for this site. And even if no one ever gave me credit or a thank you, I loved knowing I was doing something for all of you. Right now, with things as they are in my life, I can't do that. It's not a matter of whether or not I acted properly as a mod. I just can't be productive. And if I can't be there to clean up the spam, the flaming, the crap you idiots manage to dump all around the site... then there's no use for me on staff. I'm alright with not being the best person morally. I'm not alright with being a useless leach.

Although no one really knew about this beforehand, Busta and I have been working really hard recently to bring some major changes to the site. I'm not sure if you've noticed them or not because many of them deal with "behind the scenes" issues... but they are crucial for the survival of this site. Busta will continue making some of the improvements he and I have discussed... and probably I will always be able to put my two cents in, see the HQ lounge, and mess with your fucking accounts, just as I always have been able to do, even before I was section mod. hahaha And I love wondering how much you're wondering what all I'm responsible for. So probably my capacity to mess with you all (meet Ron Bagenfelter btw) is not going to change. But my ability to help you will... so I just can't stick around. Honestly, I love ya all. I wouldn't put in the effort if I didn't care. No matter how you feel, realize a lot of me is just bullshitting. Much more of me is actually caring about you pansie-assed losers. I can't help it. Maybe I feel sorry for you.

I will miss my position on staff... but I don't regret leaving at all. It is the right thing to do.

September 4, 2007, 3:39 PM

Sorry to see you go AT. But if you have more going on in your personal life, then its best to take a load off and become a regular member. But stick around and continue to post here.