Martel's Majorly Merrily Malfunctioning Monstrous Meltdown of Madness, Mediocrity and Mortality. Leave your shoes in the hallway, and don't touch anything.

My FFF blog has become my new LJ/DW, it seems. Because there isn't really anywhere for me to post on the forum at the moment; I've lost all motivation (and I didn't have much to begin with; that's one of the reasons I left...there are some others, but let's not go into detail, otherwise it'll be an even more boring blog entry) to post here, because it feels like I'm swimming against the current, which is continually throwing sharp rocks my way. It seems the people I don't get along with number more than those I do...what, Martel, you're just noticing that? It's always been like that! Get with the times. Nnngh. I've got with the times. I've also got exams and I got addicted to foruming again against my conscious will, cut me some slack. I'll get over it. Whatever "it" is; I'm not entirely sure what my point is here. I'm just typing whatever comes to my head whilst I watch the percentage bar for the next Suite Precure episode clock up...slowly. Plus I've been in a really weird mood recently, and I say weird things when I'm in a weird mood. Exam stress combined with laptop withdrawal. There is probably a medical name for it, but I have no idea what it could be. That's my excuse, and I'm sticking to it until my head sorts itself out again.

I wonder if I could start up a meme trend on here; that'd probably boost activity, because memes are highly addicting. They typically stay on journals, although I've seen a couple on Tumblr and Facebook work before. There are some fun 30 day memes floating about that I know of...I just don't want to be the only one to do them, because it'd be weird. Any of my lovely readers (whoever you are outside of the ten most recent visitors...unless you're all reading my entries 3 or 4 times apiece) feel like doing some memes with me? Let us blog about what we love. xD

I want to have a Cure Summer. My latest crazy idea, in which I watch every single season of Pretty Cure in order. The problem is I've started with Suite - the most recently completed series - and I really want to watch HeartCatch next, because I want to see what all the fuss is about with that one. I saw the original series a long time ago, and I don't really want to watch it again right now, so...eh, I dunno. But I had this horrible dull period before this where I spent hardly any time doing stuff that wasn't an essay on my laptop, and I'm in the mood to watch new anime, amongst other things. I like doing mini projects. So. Cure Summer. Awaaay we go. Provided the Curecom torrents and my internet connection both work. Big provisions, right there. Especially the latter.

Of course, if I speak to my grandparents and go down to their place in Devon for a week, that won't be an issue...their internet connection is PHENOMENAL. I've been thinking about it, if I get a proper apology. My grandmother is like my mother: she might say it, but she doesn't mean it: she is absolutely convinced she is right, and she's only apologising because she's uncomfortable with the situation, because I don't lie down and play doormat. I used to be like her, only now I don't bother apologising, because I figure if I don't mean it, I might as well not say it. Sincerity. It's a wonderful thing. We've not spoken in four and a half years and counting because of this, but as far as I'm concerned it isn't my problem. But I don't really care anymore; I'm just keeping it up out of pride. I'm starting to think I've made my point abundantly clear...but then, I don't forgive or forget, because that just lets people do it again. So I'm not sure. Mother would be happy with me if I did. That'd make my life easier for...oh, about two weeks. One of those weeks I'd be away. I'm rambling about nothing again. Let's move on.

Anyways. Workload is piling up. Alarmingly. It's all RP related, so I don't know if you could call it a workload persay, but...eh. In the absence of an actual job that is giving me work right now...it's as good as. I need to stop coming up with ideas. Like, seriously. I should just write a sodding novel. Or one of those scripts. The sure-fire way to get me to stop is to give me something to focus on...and right now, without a laptop, I can't start anything or focus on anything. My brain is a maelstrom right now, and I sit in the eye in a nice pink deckhair, occasionally being battered by random falling objects which coalesce (I love that word, don't you?) into ideas.

Today has been most unproductive...well, this afternoon, I guess. This morning I did some revision - 9 topics is too much to remember, I am royally fucked for this exam - and this afternoon I watched Nausicaa of the Valley of the Wind and re-started Pokemon Emerald, because I haven't played it in...uh...-1 year since it was first released. That's got to be at least 5 years now. Probably closer to 7. I dunno. POINT IS, it's been a while. I'm lazy and unproductive, so I'm naming my Pokemon after months this time. I have a Torchic named November and a Ralts (who I found almost immediately, yay me!) named August. Aiming to add a Shroomish named June, a Trapinch named February and an Electrike named March to my team. Plus a water-type with a month-related name. Maybe a Corphish named April. Or a Wailord named January. A Feebas named October is highly unlikely, because I have no patience for repeated fishing...and I'd probably kill one if I found it by accident. So yes, this will be my handheld entertainment for a while. Yay.

Episode download complete. 32 episodes down, 16 to go...plus a movie. Now I need to see if I can find the new Sonata Arctica album, which was released on Friday. I pray it's better than The Days of Grays, which had some AMAZING symphonic versions of what were otherwise truly awful songs. Less metal, more symphony, please. But the single could have been worse, so maybe it'll be good...I won't hold my breath, though. I think the symphonic metal hit its peak in 2006...

Once again, let's end on a positive note:

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