http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/blogs/1988-Midnight-Madness Discussion on the popular series of computer and console role-playing games produced by Square Enix including a massive MMORPG system! en Sun, 26 May 2013 03:22:42 GMT vBulletin 60 http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/images/Seamus/misc/rss.jpg http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/blogs/1988-Midnight-Madness http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/entries/161-In-the-end-it-will-be-every-man-for-himself Thu, 20 Sep 2012 06:06:10 GMT Been a while since I blogged. I've been doing everything and nothing. Nothing cause it's all boring and mundane really. Editorship is tough, but i'll talk about that another time.

As anyone who knows me knows, The Avengers comes out next week, and I'll be getting it sometime within that week. As psyched as I've been for it, i figure I'll blog my reaction to it. So yeah, there's that.

And also: no, i've not gone mad. :lew: I'm truly loving the Loki character. He's just fascinatingly evil. :britt: ]]> Castiel http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/entries/161-In-the-end-it-will-be-every-man-for-himself http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/entries/110-I-ll-get-by Wed, 13 Jun 2012 07:21:27 GMT Listening: Alice- Avril Lavigne.

Another short one cause i've been up...God, 21 hours now. Just really wanting to say that you can't let one person drag you down entirely. I've let that happen to me for years, with different people doing the dragging. From what i can see, it's all about weeding out the people who drag you down from the people who lift you up and make you feel more like yourself.
Moreover, personally, thank you to those who know they're the ones who lift me rather than drag me. You guys have watched out for me, protected me, and comforted me when i need it, and i can't ever say how very grateful i've got friends like you guys.
I think it's time to finally say goodbye to the past, stop dwelling on what could've been, and actually look at what's been in front of me this whole time. ]]> Castiel http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/entries/110-I-ll-get-by http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/entries/93-Throw-your-sticks-and-stones Sun, 27 May 2012 07:41:52 GMT Listening: Part of Me, Katy Perry. Short and sweet. The other night i was walking home from work when suddenly i tripped on a pothole in the road... Listening: Part of Me, Katy Perry.

Short and sweet. The other night i was walking home from work when suddenly i tripped on a pothole in the road i failed to see, falling on my knees rather hard. I went to stand up and looked up to see the most amazing shooting star go across the sky. I was in awe, then i remembered the idea of wishing on one. I laughed to myself and just asked 'seriously, i wish for a clear answer for my life'.
This week's proven my wish is coming true. Things with school seem to make more sense for the coming fall, i'm getting closer with an old friend, and to be honest, i feel my time here on FFF is almost done. But more on that later. ]]> Castiel http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/entries/93-Throw-your-sticks-and-stones http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/entries/82-I-see-Sparks-Fly Sun, 20 May 2012 03:30:19 GMT Listening: Sparks Fly- Taylor Swift.

This week's been full of pretty much nothing but work and playing The Sims 2. But i'm not gonna talk about that here. Go to Costa if you wanna learn about that. :lew:

Anyway, during my summer break, i tend to stay up late, which causes me do to some thinking. It's been forever since i've really felt sparks between me and someone else. Well, a couple of months, but still. I love that feeling. :jess: i love it.

What i'd like to know: how did it feel the first time you felt sparks? If you haven't, how do you imagine it? ]]> Castiel http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/entries/82-I-see-Sparks-Fly http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/entries/62-Save-me-I-m-lost Sun, 13 May 2012 07:15:42 GMT Listening: Show Me What I'm Looking For- Carolina Liar

Just laying here, 2:15 AM. Can't seem to get to sleep. My mind the past 2 months has been racing. I cannot get myself to decide what's best for me. in a career or anything. More or less, the way things are, i'm looking at a good 3 years of school. I feel so burned out of everything. I need a break so badly. I wish i can take a year off and be able and willing to go back. Ugh. I need sleep.

/End random rant ]]> Castiel http://www.finalfantasyforums.net/entries/62-Save-me-I-m-lost